MY body floats within effervescent veins
and blooms of fields by gold to fullest
fields of flowers;
by consciousness barely touching
the art of your essences
; i have only known a radiance of
this smile you project toward me–
it is the shimmering vision of
your lips and the softness of curves
that you are brighter than the
moon tonight; to hear the song
of your quiet tongue to taste the
tone of your beating heart dear:
and wreathed by the blossoms of
your tender breasts.
A LOVE SONG.
WHEN i meet you here; away from the
busy sound of life — when i vibrate
that no darkness can find it is of
one mind//ours\ that touches you
who can fathom the mystery ;?
no words no song no thoughts
just veiled eyes and unwritten
poetry is sent.
a high candelabrum held by our
hands and fingers: bent inward
in a passion of growing fields.
:: 10.11.2020 ::
ate my petals of yellow flowers
& i looked up toward the skies
(they say i was weak and aborted)
==never mattered to me==
Father killed mother
sisters cried//brother of mine\
held him down and i cried :::
what ever matters now?
i sang ancient cries telling ghosts
i leave you all behind; momma i
hate how you found evil when you
looked for Love/ like me \ we eat
Oh Oh Oh i am just a shadow
looking out a window…(no one loves me!)
say, stop! A ate a thunderbolt
lightning down inside my bowls
sparing my life from monstrosity
demons hold on! Oh let me go
“No no no no!” Oh how the angels
sing for me! Every very bit of
frightening feelings! Oh how evil
and pure love me: oh let me go!
(we will not let you go!) Oh oh
let me go go go ! No no no NO!
Oh how the devil and God wants me!
The devil has designs for me!
God give me the power!
Shade my eyes from all evil! OOOOH!~
baby! Just got to get it right!
…?_? oh yeah oh yeah
…i am born a child. And flesh decays
and gods and demons feed upon our flesh.
but we win within the end.
Born above Angels and Devils.
:: 11.10.2020 ::
IT’S not the reason why we cry together
not the reason we hold onto each other
not the reason how you smile or make hair
(if you remember; not why i want to spend the
reason of life with you)
not the makeup or how you dance/ it’s more how you
cry at night alone\ when those figures came
to us last week from their ships and hurt us.
it’s how humans feel and how strangeness feels
it’s not how you lost eggs or how i gave semen
you lost your mind lost my mind so divine
seemed so real, like a real thing…
in between i find what’s in between is a peach
of mind and how i lost reality…
so fine, my sweet love
small beings from the sky
makes everything fine
with their large eyes
i lost my mind
and now i find i’m suicide
oooh yeah, oooh yeah,
what’s the matter, love? LAST SUMMER
we lost our minds / oooh oh oooh oh
oooh oh love you .
how they rule humanity.
:: 11.10.2020 ::