Tag Archives: #mind

INSIDIOUS STUDIOUS DELIBERATIONS

i will BREAK my mind away
through my HEART i will BREAK
BREAK! i am so sick i remember
the taste of metal in my MOUTH
, in warmth i am sick, fiery words
singing (SINGING) yet biting my tongue
cursing god wanting to SCREAM
yet the burning Earth smoke
chokes my lungs
I AM BURN!
AM
I
DISFIGURED
by this?

The story read by billions of sad women! No, I spat upon a deserted famous obscene
video frame and succubus’s of hungry souls )in echoes sINGING SCREAMing inside
your insane dural bifurcated sickness i am so sick. so sick. beware this way
or that may sign language my SCREAMING BLEEDING WORDS , I’M SO SICK.
So seriously sick of YOU. LIAR. MYSTERIOUS MONSTER OF SHIT.

:: 02.07.2023 ::


Sunrise and Evening

Once I watched a tree
of magnificent Eat a
piece of my Poetry

between her branches
i laid the parchment
and witnessed time
devour it within its
wood

this i did before Sunrise
and now for the evening.

:: 01.31.2023 ::


Observations of Life

Blood has a thirst by life;

the heart by love’s promise;
time by burning dreams;
World by passing fashions;
Souls by the lessons learned
and nature no human morals.

:: 11-20-2014 ::


A Corpse In Your Life

i prayed within vomit
the night i died.
i died for nothing
but for a prettiest
no-thing. Not even Hollywood.
Say it! Say it! Say it!
I don’t care I don’t care I don’t mind
I don’t mind wait oh wait did you remind
the Priest to pray for those in denial?
Say it say it say it : nothing exists
called dead-Love so call me and tell me
i’m dead i don’t even care so say it say it
say it say it say it : i’m a corpse in your
life.

So feel my love bone. Compare it to my
dead bone yeah! i’m dead! like so many
believable words stuck inside your head
feel my love boat?
Never. Blue effervescent tongue.

:: 11.12.2022 ::


A Very Private Conversation Between Death & Art

[Cosmos] Does the idea of death afflict you?  Does it, coward?

[Humanity] No-no it does not!

[Cosmos] This prospect is inevitability.

And watch:  all the skies are chrysanthemums 

and the stars are little fish .  Dreaming wishing

to awaken you wished to die many times over, but now 

it is no matter — all violent are skies of your

heart turned red to purple.

[Humanity] To  die requires more than living.

[Cosmos] Then begin at the beginning and release the colors

of your art.  It is the beginning!

The weaker artist will say and ask:

“That’s why I asked you, because you are the only person I can ask

without scaring you away. If you can do it, I will give you all 

the money I have and say I will do it myself.”

[Cosmos]  Then you shall never create but reproduce.

[Humanity]  This thing must be arrested;  that is why I am asking you.

–silence–

:: 10.29.2022 ::


By Death of Feeling

BY DEATH OF FEELING

BY
death of

f e e l 

-ing or
passion of tasting:

i ATE YOU devoured
all existence of doubt |
my Thoughts all Inside
the confused lovers
looking.

    glass__________

ate’ing butterflies by Nature
i AM NATURE : eat me too &
sing songs without words but by
your Souls!

:: 10l23.2022 ::


Should’a Could’a Would’a Buddha

this isn’t about death

LOVE or Hate    getting good 
feeling Down    making moves
loving moments  eating enemies
hugging children

this isn’t about life

 DEATH i mostly love
how you care for me 
do you know what i mean?
i'll come on up or down
sideways or through when
i am ready.  Big mouth
of shame  the more i wish
the less from here to paradise
no pain no hate 
nor nightmares while awake

: should’a could’a would’a buddah

how i love you.

:: 10.18.2022 ::


Sand Castle Within a Storm

THROUGH the valley of time
across the sphere of space
watching light dissipate
i still recall the taste
of the fallen tears from
your mouth ringing within
my heart ~~ lapping up
crashing waves of despair

How the most favorite dreams
of you wash ashore inside my head
I keep them all within my box
of cedar wood / thinking of just
one thing — souls make this happen
and sometimes i wish it’d go away.

this thing’s slowly ebbing me away
as a sand castle caught within
a storm.

:: 06.22.2022 ::


EXPLAINING THE WERELINGSFirst Order of the Court (PART 02)

“Approve certification for settlement purposes on consent of the Parties;
and (2) approve Notice of Certification and Settlement Approval Hearing.”

So began the vetting. A devious device to sort out your friends and foes.

Was called the First Order of the Court!

Gavel pounding. Audience quieted.

“Now, we shall hear from our eminent Scientist!
A mister drewLow from the Highlands known as “Beyond’C!”

A very decript figure rose from the lower rafters and made crippled way
to the stage. A cup of water on the filament stem but he did not partake.

“My fellow Citizens of WereLingWorld!”

THE wereling world is infinitesimally smaller than any ‘human’ eye could
ever see. No. To see this world requires government technology — thank you
so kindly for your taxes! But we will not share what we created with your money.

Shit.

“I, after 858 years comes to you with findings of upmost importance! Not just
for WereLing World but for all of sentient beings in the GreaterTHANcanSee!

aT THAT very moment a shot of unobtainaium rang out and pierced the CordMust
from Doctor drewLow’s SoulRope.

:: 04.19.2022 ::


THE MEMORY OF MY NAME

IF I broke the memory of my name
let me not betray moments of now
or of that history yet born.

How thoughts are indiscreet
or alters when alteration finds,
how hope in light never dies
O no!  How powerful is reason
and that of a look upon tempest
never shaken;  how that poison
of a first kiss is always a step
into the most beautifully broken
dream — and all souls whose
worth in unknown height that many
hope  — is a star inside Heaven
How love is never time of fools
but how youth and belief becomes
brief hours and weeks and years
until a day comes when a torn
broken soul remembers those
errors of life that came home.

:: 04.03.2022 ::