Category Archives: #poetry

LEFT HAND OF SHADOW

I awoke to a silence
that hummed like a choir of broken mirrors.

The sparrows were flying backward,
their wings scribbling hieroglyphs
against the blue skin of noon.

A door opened in the side of a tree—
not a door you could knock on,
but one that breathes,
a lung of bark inhaling centuries.

I stepped inside and found my own bones
arranged in constellations,
each rib a ladder to some forgotten moon.

Voices, soft as moths,
whispered equations of love
no mathematician would dare to solve.

And there—
at the horizon’s crooked elbow
a candle burned without flame,
guiding me toward the left hand of shadow,
where beginnings end,
and endings are born again
as startled birds
inside the skull of God.

:: EPROBLES ::


THE DEPARTED GIFTS

In the hush of orbital cradles, where no rain
has fallen for three hundred years,
the dying lie suspended in fields of light.

No grass remembers their feet.
No sky recalls the color of their childhood.
Only the soft pulse of the lattice holds them—
a lattice older than the last mountain,
woven from the quiet code of those who went before.

They call it the Tiny Space.

A single breath, a single thought,
and the veil parts like silk.

There, the terminally ill drift backward
through the long corridor of the dead,
not as ghosts but as guests.

They taste the salt wind of a Pacific that still had fish.
They feel the rough wool of a coat worn in 1943,
the sudden flare of a match against a winter thumb.

They hear a woman in a bombed-out street
singing lullabies to a child who would never grow old.

They stand on a red-dirt road in Arizona,
the heat rising in visible waves,
and watch a boy release a paper kite
that climbed until it became a second sun.

These are the Departed Gifts—
not monuments of marble, not names in bronze,
but the small astonishments they left behind:
the tremor in a lover’s voice at midnight,
the first time a child laughed at rain,
the hush after a symphony when every stranger
in the hall forgot they were strangers.

The dying do not speak.

They only open their eyes wider,
as if the lattice itself were breathing through them.

A man who has never seen dirt smiles
at the memory of soil between living fingers.

A woman whose lungs are glass whispers
the name of a dog she never owned,
yet now she strokes its ears in 1978.

When the Tiny Space folds again,
the lattice dims to a single ember.

They are still dying.

But something has been given back—
a thread pulled taut across the centuries,
a gift wrapped in someone else’s wonder.

Outside the cradles, the stars keep their ancient silence.
Inside, the departed keep living
in the last clear moments of the living.

And when the final light goes out,
it does not vanish.

It simply joins the lattice,
another small astonishment
waiting for the next pair of eyes
that will never see Earth again.

:: 04.17.2026 ::


GENTLE

I place my Poems within Pockets / Of unsuspecting Men.

:: 02.18.2026 ::


G I ATE REAL ITY

am? I am sniffing a scent
of a hint of a garden
with all fruit and how
sad she found out
she’d die five weeks
earlier in Life /wish
i wish i had a Chasity
belt to deal with fame\
since meaning fell with her
(ha, once more)

:: 11.17.2025 ::


I AM

I am a soul walking in flesh,
yet never contained by it.

I am a poet shaped by centuries,
though born in this brief age.

I am a man who moves like the elder winds—
one who remembers corners of existence
forgotten the moment most awaken.

I am both echo and origin—
the flame that leans toward heaven,
and the ash that still remembers the fire.

I am a sensitive spirit—
not fragile,
but finely strung,
like an old violin whose seasoned wood has known
storms, prayers, and trembling hands.

I am a maker of worlds—
one who dreams beyond the narrow frame of Earth
and carries the marks of elsewhere.

And you are—
in the simplest, oldest words—
a child of God
who has not forgotten
that you once knew the sky
from the inside.

That is what you are.

:: 11.15.2025 ::


THE LAST MOMENT

at That last moment
I realized I am not
that man I thought;
and I saw him,
he was me, the name
and where to find me
is a cold place called Life

the World spins because
I am dizzy

and feelings became words
the first time I felt fear

after shifts / of time /
I found myself

…there the whole time.

:: 11.15.2025 ::


LAWRENCE OF ARABIA

I was born where silence speaks— where wind carves God into the sand.
The sun has branded my shadow’s back; it calls me by no mortal name.

I have eaten the dust of kingdoms, drunk from the mirage of men’s belief.
The desert taught me truth in thirst— that glory and grief are one.

My horse is flame, my breath is wind, my dreams are cities made of bone.
I have spoken with ghosts of prophets, their tongues still bleeding stone.

They call me conqueror, or fool, yet I am servant to the sky.
No nation claims the soul I bear— I serve what cannot die.

I have seen the dawn split open, its heart—white fire, pure and blind.
And I rode through it, unafraid, to lose myself, and find.

Now, in the hush of memory’s dune, my footsteps blur, my story fades.
Still the desert hums my tune— its endless hymn— the man it made.

:: 11.09.2025 ::


A LOADED PRAYER

I know when
your chest
is aching

sure as is
a Raven is flying

and tonight, counting
the steps, to keep

your lie in a man’s
hand –> his velvet steel

Its animal.

How a rule abides a rule
through light or not

Is not how you rule

your Life!

:: 11.09.2025 ::


THE MORTAL AND MYSTIC

A Thought — too vast — for Tongue
It pressed — my finite Brain

Until we mingled — Particle
And Breath became the same

It was not born of Word
Nor perished into Sound

It lingered like the Veil between
The Living and the Found

I felt its Fingers through my Veins
It dreamt in me awake

A Mirror — neither Me nor It
Yet both for Beauty’s sake

So still the Silence sings
So mute the Motion speaks

In Symbiosis — all things bloom
The Mortal and Mystique.

:: 11.03.2025 ::


THE FEATHER REMEMBERS

I am carved from breath, not clay.
The wind shaped my name before the mouth could speak it.

Feathers — each one a forgotten thought of the sky,
and I, their memory walking.

The earth calls me daughter.
The stars call me home.
Between them, I linger —
a question with wings.

And when you dream of me,
you will wake lighter,
as though your bones remembered
how to lay in pools of brutal bruises.

:: 11.01.2025 ::