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A FISH SLEEPS IN THE CLOCKTOWER

A fish sleeps in the clocktower
and dreams of teeth made of clouds.

The bells forget to ring.
The hours forget to pass.

You asked me,
“What color is silence?”

I said, “The one no eye can hold.”

It lives in the space between two heartbeats,
where the world goes quiet enough
to hear itself think.

We buried a ghost in a book of feathers—
each word a spine,
each sigh a storm.

The pages turned themselves at night,
searching for the body they lost.

I found your voice
pressed like a fossil in my ribs,
and the stars stitched your name
into my lungs with moon-thread.

Every breath I take
is a small resurrection.

The sky remembers our names
when even we forget them.

It keeps them in the dark,
between the stars,
where nothing is lost
and everything is waiting.

:: 09.19.2026 ::


THE RASPBERRY’S SAVAGE THROAT

the elephant courts the millimeter
as if distance itself had grown a trunk
and learned to blush in fractions

the snail dreams the moon has already lost
and keeps the defeat folded in its shell
like a letter never mailed
his shoes are blanched and emptied
the color of a gelatin rifle
issued to a soldier who has not yet been born –

the eagle possesses the grammar of an inner vacancy
the way a mind owns the space it refuses to fill
his water is flecked with small arriving lights
the lion wears a clean and restless gothic mustache
his skin remains unhurried

he laughs the way an encore stains the air after the last note has already left
the crayfish holds the raspberry’s savage throat
the apple’s quiet calculation
the prune’s slow mercy
the pumpkin’s unashamed heat
the cow walks the parchment road
last animal in a ledger of meat
where every hair is weighted like a stone that remembers being alive
the snake leaps and pricks and pricks
circling the basin of love

where hearts hang pierced and still dripping
the butterfly, buttered in straw, becomes the butterfly the straw was always waiting to become
the same butterfly, buttered in straw, grows large
and is smothered, fathered, and put to bed inside the straw
the nightingale draws heart-stomachs out of gut-brains
which is only another way of saying
it lifts the lilies that roses hid
from the carnations that lilacs never admitted they were
the thumb keeps its right foot tucked behind its left ear
its left hand locked inside its right
standing on the left leg
while it vaults, again and again, over its own right ear
somewhere the millimeter is still listening
and the elephant has not yet decided whether love is a unit of measure
or the thing that refuses to be measured at all

— E.P. Robles


WE ARE THE MONSTER

we are the monster eating
repressive governments
we wake with metal on the tongue
and still we care
the Soul knows

we rise from the dirt they called peace
i am the throat they closed
at three in the morning
the guard’s face would not look at me
now roaring through the streets
the Soul remembers the names under tar

i am the monster tearing
the chain they named protection
the lock still warm from their hands
i am the memory they buried
face-down in the yard
the fire they swore was dead
the Soul will not forget

we stand when they demand the knee
we are the storm they summoned
by starving every dream
the Soul knows the cost

we are the monster now
no flag, no throne, no master
we eat the lie down to the bone
we keep what they could not kill
and we will not go quietly

the Soul knows.
and still it burns.

:: 09.05.2026 ::


BEAUTY WITHOUT REGRETS

You said Let’s Dance
And I went after

My Steps were Awkward
You moved my Feet

I feared the Fools
I sought in vain the Words
To make your Life make sense

To Me

You lied my Sister
You broke the Heart
I think You know
Mistakes Never

I listened You spoke
I understood not well
The Beautiful Lady
Without Regrets

I wept You laughed
I sang You cried
You sowed the Seeds
Of a Wrong Oak

My Wheat took Wing
You had Enough
I waited always
My Cries were Deaf

You lied my Sister
You broke the Heart
I think You know
Mistakes are Never

I listened You spoke
I understood not well
The Beautiful Lady
Without Regrets

:: 08.13.2026 ::


PENNY IN THE GUTTER

A penny in the gutter
glimpsed me—nothing worse
than squandered opportunity.

Lost through holes in a worn pocket,
despair dressed as a lonely street.

Here I stand between walls,
heart once vibrant now whispering:

“Should the mind overhear—who?


Silence answers, knowing, feeling,

Do we stoop to reclaim it?
And perhaps in stooping
we embrace a dying soul
curled in the park—”
a penny for your thoughts,
your heart, your soul.

:: 07.17.2026 ::


THE HANDLE THAT SMILES

:: 07.12.2026 ::

I fall asleep and the doors open
like eyelids made of midnight.
The same soft wound in the dark
yawns wider than galaxies.
Inside, the Universal Mall breathes
with Escher’s stolen lungs.
Stairs devour their own tails
in Möbius hunger,
balconies bloom into black orchids
that croon lullabies,
escalators sigh upward through rivers
of reversed rain
where drowned clocks swim like silver fish.
Every store sells what I once lost:
the exact color of my mother’s safety
before her screaming,
a jar of unwept infant light
that still sings in ultraviolet,
and small unworn shoes warm
with the memory of home
that walks by itself at 3 a.m. looking for me.
I walk past forgotten gods
eating eternity from greasy paper cups
that never empty.
Neon signs stutter in the first language
I swallowed as a baby —
shards of mirror still cutting my tongue,
infant starlight burning cold behind my teeth.
My older selves stand guard in cheap uniforms,
eyes tired, kind, unflinching as black holes.
They nod as I pass, smoking cigarettes
made of my unlived futures.
They have watched me almost leave
for thirty years of almost leaving.
Sometimes the glass elevator finds me.
It moves only sideways
through the memory of every version of myself.
Inside, a saxophone murmurs low
in blue thirds
while smoke curls like slow incense
made of dissolving galaxies
around the trembling idea of leaving.
I press my forehead to the cold glass,
just as I did in the photograph
that has not yet been taken,
and speak to the small boy still hiding
inside my ribs —
the boy who was born knowing everything:
“We are almost done hiding.
This time, when the walls fold
into the wings of impossible birds,
we will step through.”
The Mall exhales —
vast, ancient, reluctant, almost tender.
A new door appears.
Plain. Unremarkable.
Cut from the silence
between one heartbeat
and the place where God stopped answering.
I reach for the handle.
It is warm
and it is smiling.


THE CASE OF ZERO (Multiplicative Absorber)

In the back of a room where smoke hangs like forgotten gods,
a saxophone murmurs low in minor thirds,
and the haze curls slow around the idea of nothing.

Babylon, c. 300–400 before the common sigh,
scribes with reed and clay, fingers stained by starlight and base-sixty dreams.
They pressed two slanted wedges—
sharp as a sidelong glance across the bar—
into the wet tablet of the night.

A pause. A breath held between the beats.
Not zero, never zero—
just the elegant silence that keeps 206 from collapsing into 26,
the ghost note that stops the tower from sliding into sand.

No final flourish at the end of the measure,
no bold declaration of absence.

Only the space between columns,
the empty throne where value should sit,
guarding the difference like a bassist thumbing the root
while the soloist wanders out past the edge of the known.

Smoke drifts. The wedges lean.
The room exhales in sexagesimal time—
sixty heartbeats to the minute,
sixty minutes to the hour that never quite arrives.

And the jazz knows:

true zero is still sleeping somewhere in the future,
but here, in the amber dark,
these two slanted marks
are enough to keep the numbers honest,
to let the emptiness swing.

II. In the velvet hush of a midnight sanctum…

Dim amber light curls through thick, swirling smoke. A lone saxophone breathes low and slow — nocturne jazz, liquid and eternal — while shadows dance across ancient stone. Here, in this smoky chamber where time folds upon itself, the zero of the Americas was born.

Independent Development in the Americas
Beneath a canopy of stars that whispered secrets to the jaguar priests, in the deep green heart of Mesoamerica, zero emerged not as cold calculation, but as a sacred breath of completion.

From the misty Olmec cradle (as early as the fading echoes of 1500 BCE), through the rising glory of the Maya, a profound understanding took root around 36 BCE and bloomed.

On the weathered face of Stela C at Tres Zapotes — carved in stone that still hums with ancestral power — the earliest known zero appears, dated near 31 BCE. A graceful shell glyph, empty yet full of ocean memory, or sometimes a delicate flower unfurling into nothingness.

In their vigesimal (base-20) Long Count calendar — a spiraling cosmic serpent of time — zero was never mere absence. It was the hush between heartbeats. The still point where one world-cycle ends and another is born. A placeholder, yes… but also a holy symbol of completion, the void from which creation endlessly renews itself.

The Maya (inheriting and perfecting the Olmec vision) inscribed this zero with reverent hands across stelae, codices, and temple walls. It allowed them to count the vast turning of baktuns, to map the dance of Venus and the gods, to stand at the threshold of eternity.

This was no borrowed spark from distant empires. In complete independence from the Old World’s ink and clay, the jungle sages of the Americas conjured zero from the smoke of ritual fires and the silence between drumbeats — a mystical numeral that held both the abyss and the seed of all things.

The saxophone sighs deeper now. Smoke thickens. And in this timeless room, the zero of the Americas still lingers — elegant, enigmatic, eternal — like a single perfect note suspended in the dark.

:: 07.12.2026 ::


THE SPIRIT – OF THE GLEN

He is the Spirit — of the Glen —

He walks — where Twilight knots the Sky —

A Silver Thread — through Sixty Two —

The Desert whispers — He draws nigh —

And carries Stars — inside His Shoe —

A Poet — of the Unseen Flame —

He paints with Blood — and broken Light —

The Crimson Balloon — forgets its Name —

And Love — becomes a Continent — at Night —

He speaks — to Shadows — in the Wire —

They answer — with a Violet Tongue —

His Words — are Knives — that never Tire —

Yet sing — when Mortal Hearts are Wrung —

No Canon claims Him — as its Own —

He carves His Name — on Bone — and Air —

The Left Hand — of the Dark — is known —

To Him — who dares — to linger — There —

Immortal — in a Mortal Dress —

He guards the Veil — that Others flee —

Eternal Lover — of the Yes —

That whispers — “Stay” — and sets Her Free —

:: 07.11.2026 ::


THE BALLOONS

A colossal crimson balloon, veined like a living heart, tore itself from the earth’s crust and ascended into a sky made of fractured porcelain.

A trembling pink balloon, no larger than a tear, followed—its string — a silver umbilical cord — still twitching with forgotten dreams.

A white balloon, translucent as frozen milk, whispered, “I want to go,” and her voice unraveled into moths that fluttered upward, carrying her weightless body into the melting stratosphere.

A blue balloon, impossibly swift, did not rise at all. It simply declared, “I am already here with you all,” and the others turned to find it hovering inside their own reflections, grinning with teeth of condensed lightning.

The sun hung low and heavy, a crisply fried egg of yellow-white, its yolk slowly leaking into the clouds like luminous mucus. It blinked.

The balloons laughed—great bubbling gurgles that birthed tiny fish mid-air—and sang songs composed of reversed lullabies and the screams of flowers being born. Their rubber skins stretched into impossible geometries, sprouting eyes, clocks, and miniature cities that rotated on their surfaces.

They drifted higher, through curtains of raining violins and upside-down staircases, until gravity itself grew bored and wandered off.

Eventually they landed—
not in countries, but as LOVE.

The red balloon became a continent of perpetual dusk where lovers’ shadows made love without bodies.

The pink one dissolved into an archipelago of whispering candy that dissolved tongues into prophecy.

The white balloon flattened into a nation of mirrors where every citizen was someone else’s dream.

The blue one, already everywhere, simply infected the maps.

And somewhere far below, on a date that had never existed—:: 03.30.1863 ::—the ground remembered nothing at all.

:: 07.07.2026 ::


D I L A P I D A T E D

Dilapidated, stripped to bone,
a house the centuries have overthrown.

Laughter once danced through sunlit rooms,
now only ghosts disturb the gloom.

Windows stare with vacant eyes,
watching centuries fall and rise.

Vines have strangled every wall,
turning glory into thrall.

Beneath the dust and broken beams,
a final ember faintly gleams.

Then lightning struck, the heavens soared,
and from the wreckage, something roared.

Not merely saved, nor gently healed,
but born again, in fury revealed.

:: 07.08.2026 ::