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i ATE the hatred! WHEN I WAS AN ALIEN
i conjured familiarity! Now, right now
there’s a reason for the big answer:
WE GOT TO FIND A BETTER WAY
JUST because you are paranoid
doesn’t mean I hate you ~~ i love you
so find another way to get away!
Get away! Get away!
——————intermission cut to live…….
and so children that is how the mongoose survives
in the wild. (audience laughter)
Inside this barricade of Love is such a thrill
and awe all you girls we can’t take you all home
… ============================================
stepping outside she broke down after sacrificing
all her Life for so many years | God needs a dressing
gown? His aid picks up a letter after untold eons.
Sir, your baby has died. +++++> oh! how life struggles
after living so many years \\ I STAND RIGHT IN FRONT
OF YOU said the words of greatest WISDOM.
the answer: LET IT BE.
:: 11.08.2022 ::
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Being born into Sin
for being born human
i lose my sight
so i cannot taste lies
and left my tongue alone
Leaving my legs
so i cannot talk
denying my ears
so i cannot hear
i forgot the pin
for my plastic card
oh no, hell no,
no wine, cigs or
chocolate bars
Before today there was
nothing but a zero
tomorrow is one
lets minus stupid
and regard love as One.
Love as One.
:: 11.08.2022 ::
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By all towers and spires of excellent height!
Ah, that vastness of maple and oak trees —
that sunrises and sunsets are of equal beauty!
Their beautiful golden light toil’d in your eyes
Oh Queen of earthed-warmth, in all that is bounty-sings!
And if there is nothing that is unknown
And if there is nothing by song unsung
And if there is nothing unmade by unmade
Then love: in you the birds sing and i’m sung
Then love: that you love you send all to me
Then love: all we need is all the love we need
On all sides I see you and then somehow you see
and your quiet moments dear are my quiet fears
then I aim my feelings and love upon your bow
So easy: to give all that is my love dear
and feel and know (all together now) how much
I stand by your soul and hunt down my afflicted
hours and pull up the anchor and dry my tears
so my love I say why, why, why?
so my love I cannot tell
I don’t know
so my love I say soon
:: 09-20-2017 ::
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IF the END was a monsterous abyss and you imagined carried out corpses: the Ones passed who never
shed tears as they Never Fell Into an Abyss, do sing:
‘I love you and still living and having arrived unto Eternal Love’ then if you cry remember/
Grieving is only deep pain while i arise –what Looked Like an End is Just Sunset
as now dawn (the End), while the grave locked up, is when you are the prisoner of here — named
Human. Kind. As ever you have ever seen a new seed planted into the Earth –> called Human.
When the creation of words and souls made the quick foot –> that you Evie Loved, that Joy
we shared (defeat never, my shinning sword & steel, within your Eyes i Understood. That many of things we shared but never defeat my bold companion of love, tears, and silences. There! Only two, who speak to me; as i am their Father and they love me. My deathless courage
how then of them! And we three and my Son shall stand within the morning’s sun and we shall be dangerous!
Praise our God of Goodness and great faith
sister and brothers? Devoured now by fear and lust
of Self.
Look! Up! The Grace of Eternal Memory!
:: 10.09.2022 ::
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Don’t want to leave. I can feel you so close to the right side of my soul.
But I feel how you stole my vision, drove me from myself so you can fill
your meaningless world. our only child | i forgot how love felt when i became devoured by horror with a hand, a soul. i got you to agree.
~~ she went into the front door
~he sent me to a place i never knew
the skies were bleeding blood
~~ she left me alone to deal with our youngest child
~~ i now wander alone.
Within the darkness and my soul.
Drowning inside my strong will and I can’t break free.
The deepest river of love ~~~ is good enough for me.
:: 07.11.2022 ::
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An Afternoon upon a pained wooden foot
walking to my home inside a monster
who hurts hearts / a child grown \
who waits for me there like a storm
i went into the front door
he sent me to a place i never knew
the skies were bleeding blood
~~ she left me alone to deal with
our youngest child | i forgot how
love felt when i became devoured
by horror
I now wander alone.
In your eyes do you see love?
I honestly believe you died years
ago inside your own storm and
never asked for help from me.
Crushed me. With things you did.
Not what I did to you. Watching
me die and how you must have smiled.
Hating your choices but never mine.
But I still breath.
:: 07.11.2022 ::
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My Kindness is the world’s Goliath
used against me,
oh my Spirit
oh my Weakness
is nihil filled by
Light and Love.
My enemies are none —
for they are already
taken from my path.
Those fallen whom I dearly love.
Nature; the teacher of all Art!
Takes it’s time to shine bright.
Shedding tears to make a smile;
how i thought of you especially
when i was not sure but there’s
no doubt you’re within my heart now.
How love wishes to speed up time
but take it slow and you and i
write stories of sadness and pain
but through Life we can make it.
:: 11-26-2016 ::
[Nature is the teacher of art]
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Ocean waves speak to me after a long travel
submersed fish kissing me when you’re hungry
Atlantic clouds rain ships have set a course
toward my shores and your thoughtless words
have broken my bow breaking my heart
A hidden philosophy freezing my soul out in this Ocean
and these games are tearing me apart / coast guard
brave team who try to save this soul ~~ but the ocean
knows our sails and ropes
So to pray is to nature or God or to another One
but when it comes who will save your Soul.
:: 06.09.2022 ::
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THE Sun reborn and divine
The Dragon Of Light and Shade
The World awoke ~
You Hear Ravens Fly
It’s Morning
The Light wins the night
The Great Work is done
Back from the darkness
Behold!
To look at the lights
I’m Waiting for the Angels Of Elysium
Waiting For the Eastern glow
Oh dance in the dark of night
Sing to the Morning Light
The Mornin’ Light!
My will is to hear you sing.
Meaningful snowfall, a Lifetime
Of broken dreams, selfish leaders,
Left wing leaks, lies and fake news,
Dishonesty, and The Destruction of the Soul
– Outrageous // double standards, the Elite
Vs. You.
So we dance in a darkened night.
:: 04.07.2022 ::
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Tojani! Even this is an act of fraud
tainted as far as it will.
So turn to me tainted as they blow
winds to make me go.
Truth of a thousand lies with no mercy
they blow to make me go so embrace myself
despoiled as they despoil and swore i’d
clean this slate with great certainty
and God’s mercy to wash away.
so i darted madly into the rain and hail
into little clouds that felt like daggers of tears
from the torrents of lost dreams.
Thinly beneath the surface of never-ending
controlling feelings i found myself between walls
closing in — insecured! Bleeding blood and
worthless words so real //this tragic
reacting reflection of haunting life!
i found myself (god’s confidence
drained down the toilet of souls)
I feel as though i was here before
weeping wars of confused reality
how this flesh makes me sick.
Every-universe is inside me. But one spot
i keep for just me/as you\are we/i am and was
away.
:: 03.18.2022 ::
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