DOWN for the ever
where no one feels
but just float about
How summers come
Lost inside a head
But never dead
How plastic transparency
is looking through glass
If you see me i see you
and if we ever talk about it
i wish you down for the ever
Always know sometimes
i think it’s me
— a dream? How about a melody
for you and me.
if i had a world of my own
everything would be nonsense!
:: 05.10.2022 ::
And the balloon can never see the blue of its own private skin, Nor hear the pain in its own chest.
It floats on without hope or fate, On and on by itself against the prettiest of skies.
No one can help you, to save you: who has been hurt before?
Some better than you.
Climb to the heavens.
Climb to your red heart.
Gaze into it — all you will have.
Gaze into it.
Look into it!
:: 03.29.2022 ::
Tojani! Even this is an act of fraud
tainted as far as it will.
So turn to me tainted as they blow
winds to make me go.
Truth of a thousand lies with no mercy
they blow to make me go so embrace myself
despoiled as they despoil and swore i’d
clean this slate with great certainty
and God’s mercy to wash away.
so i darted madly into the rain and hail
into little clouds that felt like daggers of tears
from the torrents of lost dreams.
Thinly beneath the surface of never-ending
controlling feelings i found myself between walls
closing in — insecured! Bleeding blood and
worthless words so real //this tragic
reacting reflection of haunting life!
i found myself (god’s confidence
drained down the toilet of souls)
I feel as though i was here before
weeping wars of confused reality
how this flesh makes me sick.
Every-universe is inside me. But one spot
i keep for just me/as you\are we/i am and was
:: 03.18.2022 ::
my arms have breached the white walls
of the laughing skull.
i have feasted upon their thoughts
today my plate is empty.
the butler of my brain is tired
but continues to serve a feast.
bleached ribs a xylophone
playing macabre notes.
as my tongue dances inside
the empty hall of my mouth.
:: 03.11.2022 ::
SITTING so pretty was that Thing
under a one-in-a-million-year Sun
so here i am inside my small world
kicked off my worries like a little bird
seriously knotted inside a ball without
shoelace: every time i talk to you it
seems you throw yourself inside a psychological
cheat /don’t ever allow them to see you please\
dying skies heave a breath AND
nuns turn the pages of gnostic gothic novels
all caught up in their sticky grace only one smiles
truely and how they think they’ve won
only because the shit has hit the wall
so never let them see you beat feet
it’s the One’s call (break! break the mirror
of perception and eat the sprawling glass inside
your Inner Light).
:: 01.11.2022 ::
ALWAYS remember money isn’t everything
as a little nonsense now and then
is relished by the poorest wise men
THAT Everyone refused to feed him
his mind a dam of dynamite
moved his tongue like the sea
so easy — sister taught him to ululate
without mushrooms — spirits dug deep
with their thin fingers inside that mouth
to pull out mine! Laid out the soul
against the scentless voice organ
while Baptist wept kissing viper snake.
Father smelled as semen and aunties grabbed
the buttocks with smushy breasts against
my cerub face singing:
loco loco crazy motion train
appreciating nonsense requires a severe
interest in Life : digress!
COMMUNAL STUPIDITY yea.
FAUCI the prophet offers a life free
of pain with vicious vacs of nonsense.
But Nature differs.
Dying laughing i saw myself within my
pupil an evolution of sense, in a sense
the evolution of nonsense.
:: 12.28.2021 ::
U hear that noise?
It’s an alarm.
It’s telling you you’re in a bad place
and you have to get out.
It’s just another day in life.
I’ve been here before.
One day I’ll meet you.
I’ll be at the elevator shaft
taking this elevator like everyone else.
Somthin’ would be so disappointing
for us if you don’t show.
So go and enjoy the view; “it’s only a plane
or two or three, no big deal.”
says the manager of tough reality — oh me!
:: 12.30.2020 ::
EATING peach burnt skies today while aching from the pain i
caused you______ i never wished to bring a frown
or the tears that drowned our voices.
i never wished to mark your skin with my lips.
i never wished to lay you down and scream in your face —
the pain you showed in taking that fall.
i never wished to live with you, though i was living with you.
i never wished to cry out in pain over your body before,
and i sure never wanted to put you through this.
All i ever wanted was to make you happy and in doing that,
why then did you leave me?
i know that i love you no matter what,
and i know that i will always hold you close to my heart,
but today is not about the love that you have for me.
Today is about the love that i have for you, the love you gave me,
the love that i have for your Soul and for your life.
So i think i must bid you farewell and leave your eyes closed.
Until the next time when we meet.
Smile through your tears for us to be together forever.
EATING peaches burned skies today.
:: 12.12.2020 ::
PUR __ ,
AS WORDS that cry
and break SILENCE ——
(endbegi ndesginb ecend)tang
of EnteralL i ght
WE eat blood and flesh
2 B e per Fect
PAIN IN OUR H8ARTS
of) ! (a. Sprit because we
Adore Birds for they sing
our SONG —–
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(all from the e
:: 11.21.2020 :
MY body floats within effervescent veins
and blooms of fields by gold to fullest
fields of flowers;
by consciousness barely touching
the art of your essences
; i have only known a radiance of
this smile you project toward me–
it is the shimmering vision of
your lips and the softness of curves
that you are brighter than the
moon tonight; to hear the song
of your quiet tongue to taste the
tone of your beating heart dear:
and wreathed by the blossoms of
your tender breasts.
A LOVE SONG.
WHEN i meet you here; away from the
busy sound of life — when i vibrate
that no darkness can find it is of
one mind//ours\ that touches you
who can fathom the mystery ;?
no words no song no thoughts
just veiled eyes and unwritten
poetry is sent.
a high candelabrum held by our
hands and fingers: bent inward
in a passion of growing fields.
:: 10.11.2020 ::