I shudder to realize it,
i am among the noble dead
the ones who are never thought of
but have contributed to love.
I am not at peace nor do I realize what the
word, “peace” means in language.
I fail to find rest,
my heart is unnatural.
and as my mind too it races to and fro
so does my love for women.
Simply, i have died many times in this life
and within others of different skins; both
man and woman. child and cousin.
So, i breathe in dust
all within my lonely room.
:: 12.18.2020 ::