Daily Archives: March 5, 2024

BREATH AND BLOW

IF YOU SAVE the memories
those that make you happy
it keeps you in a jar
but wishing breathing holes
to keep you wishing living
it makes you agonizing
just to make you happy

You really love life

You told me you loved me
Now pictures are only
these things I hold on to
to remember the way
things used to be
when I was with you

I was like your cigarette
and you put lips upon me
made me feel so alive\

breath and blow
let it go
so fast you consumed me

So you cut yourself
So you put blood in jar
and memories

make you happy

Now ~~ you really love
to feel pain

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THE HEART IS PRECIOUS

As I wandered down impassive rivers’ bends,
No longer guided by haulers’ friends,
Yelping redskins made their aims,
Nailing haulers to colored stakes, their gains.

Indifferent to crews, Flemish wheat or English bales,
When the uproar ceased, I set sails,
Rivers let me roam, free and wild,
To chase the winds like a wayward child.

Into tides furious, as wild as winter’s cry,
More heedless than children’s lullabies,
I ran, unbound by peninsulas’ sway,
Triumph echoed in my runaway.

Oh, yes, there she goes and I ate sunshine
it’s mine

The storm blessed my escape’s pursuit,
Lighter than air, I danced, resolute,
Upon eternal rollers, where victims mourn,
Ten nights, under lighthouses, forlorn.

Sweeter than apples to children’s taste,
Green water cleansed me, erased the trace,
Of blue wine’s stain and vomit’s stench,
Setting me adrift, a fleeing wench.

From then, I bathed in the Sea’s sweet song,
Infused with stars, where I belong,
Devouring azure verses, where, serene,
A drowned figure sinks, in the scene.

Dyeing the blue, delirium’s hue,
Under daylight’s streak, rhythms anew,
Stronger than wine, vaster than dreams,
Love’s redness ferments, in the streams.

I’ve known skies bursting, lightning’s glare,
Waterspouts swirling, currents’ dare,
I’ve seen evening’s fall, and dawn’s ascent,
And glimpsed what man thought, in wonderment.

The low sun, with mystic dread,
Lights waves, actors in dramas bred,
I’ve dreamed of green nights, kissed by snow,
A kiss rising slowly, love’s sweet glow.

I followed the swell, with wild desire,
Through turbulent waters, never to tire,
Dreaming not of Mary’s calm,
But of freedom’s beckoning palm.

Against unbelievable Floridas, I’ve strived,
With flowers mixed, where panthers hide,
Rainbows stretched, under the sea’s hue,
Green herds graze, where dreams pursue.

I’ve seen swamps fermenting, Leviathan’s tomb,
Avalanches in calm, impending doom,
Distances cascading, toward the abyss,
Glaciers, suns, waves’ nacreous kiss.

Hideous strands, at gulfs’ dark end,
Serpents fall, from trees they bend,
I wished to show children, sunfish bright,
Goldfish, singing, in the deep’s light.

At times, a martyr, weary, I’ve bowed,
Sea’s sobs my only shroud,
Dark flowers with yellow suckers, my bane,
As I kneel, fleeing again.

An island, tossed, amidst quarrels’ rage,
Birds with eyes, their droppings engage,
Sailing on, through ropes’ embrace,
Drowned men sinking, without grace.

Now lost in caves’ foliage, I’m tossed,
By storms into skies, love’s cost,
Water-drunk, seeking no rescue’s hand,
Freedom’s call, the sea’s command.

Free, smoking, topped with violet dreams,
Piercing the sky, where freedom gleams,
Bearing jam for poets, lichens bright,
Running wild, ‘neath stars’ soft light.

Trembling, hearing Behemoths’ roar,
Maelstroms thick, forevermore,
Eternal spinner, in blue’s expanse,
Missing Europe’s ancient dance.

Sidereal archipelagos, islands afar,
Skies delirious, where dreams spar,
In bottomless nights, do you roam,
O future home, beyond the foam?

But truly, I’ve wept too much, dawns mourn,
Moon’s terror, every sun’s scorn,
Acrid love swells me, torpor’s reign,
O let my keel burst, let me flee again.

If I desire Europe’s water, it’s the black,
Cold puddle, sweet twilight’s track,
Where a child, full of sadness, releases,
A boat, fragile, amidst life’s creases.

No longer can I, in languor’s hold,
Follow cotton boats, nor flags unfold,
Nor swim beneath prison ships’ watchful eyes,
Into the sea’s embrace, my freedom flies.


SOMETHING FROM THE PAST

If I were the Prince of Darkness
I’d want to engulf the
Whole world in darkness
And I’d have a third of it’s real estate
And four-fifths of it’s population
But I wouldn’t be happy until I had seized
The ripest apple on the tree – thee
So I’d set about however necessary to
Take over the United States
I’d subvert the churches first
I’d begin with a campaign of whispers
With the wisdom of a serpent
I would whisper to you as I whispered to Eve
“Do as you please”
To the young I would whisper that
The Bible is a myth
I would convince them that man created God
Instead of the other way around
I would confide that what’s bad is
Good and what’s good is square
And the old, I would teach to pray after me
Our Father – which art in Washington
And then I’d get organized
I’d educate authors in
How to make Lurid literature exciting
So that anything else would
Appear dull and uninteresting
I’d threaten TV with dirtier
Movies and vice versa
I’d peddle narcotics to whom I could
I’d sell alcohol to ladies
And gentlemen of distinction
I’d tranquilize the rest with pills
If I were the Devil I’d soon
Have families at war with themselves
Churches at war with themselves
And nations at war with themselves
Until each in it’s turn, was consumed
And with promises of higher ratings
I’d have mesmerizing media fanning the flames
If I were the Devil I would
Encourage schools to refine young intellects
But neglect to discipline emotions
Just let those run wild!
Until before you knew it
You’d have to have drug sniffing dogs and
Metal detectors at every schoolhouse door
Within a decade i’d have prisons overflowing
I’d have judges promoting pornography
Soon I could evict God from the courthouse
Then from the schoolhouse
And then from the houses of congress
And in His own churches I would substitute
Psychology for religion and deify science
I would lure priests and
Pastors into misusing
Boys and girls and church money
If I were the Devil
I’d make the symbol of Easter an egg
And the symbol of Christmas a bottle
If I were the Devil
I would take from those who have
And give to those who wanted
Until I had killed the
Incentive of the ambitious what will you bet
I could get whole states to promote gambling
As the way to get rich
I would caution against extremes
In hard work, in patriotism, in moral conduct
I would convince the young that
Marriage is old fashioned
That swinging is more fun
That what you see on TV is the way to be
And thus, I could undress you in public
And I could lure you into bed
With diseases for which there is no cure
In other words, if I were the Devil
I’d just keep right on doing what he’s doing
If I were the Devil
I’d just keep doing what he’s doing
If I were the Devil if I were the Devil
I’d just keep doing what he’s doing
If I were the Devil if I were the Devil
I’d just keep doing what he’s doing
If I were the Devil if I were the Devil
I’d just keep doing what he’s doing
If I were the Devi