I Lost Myself Inside Horror

SHE wanted a party
so monsters came
they drank and smoked
and laughed for days

She took out the garbage
I saw her — she was 95
pounds and looked smaller
than a thought of life

They tied her up!
I heard inside my small room
they took her away
then started raping her

I left my room and went
into the evil things
they were doing
angry men threw me away

Against the wall

and took my neck
“let us have fun
and you’ll live”

I passed out_____
against the wall
where my blood painted
depression and horror.

Waking up, i took her
virginian slims cigarette
and smoked one and never
was the same.

Then a few days later a bright
light came into my room
and i saw something outside
my window ~~ something not us

:: 03.19.2023 ::