Monthly Archives: November 2024

AESCULAPIUS’S GRIP

Out of Aesculapius’s grip I slip,
a lean, shaven wraith erupting from dust,
my shadow unwinds itself from his claws,
and I emerge—an inkling of breath
in the open sky’s electric conspiracy.

Health looms like a lover, half-formed,
a promise lurking in the fissures of sleep,
she prowls into my room, leaves fingers trailing
through corners crammed with forgotten mirages,
her touch reconfigures the air, the sheets, the self.

Yes, you, wild echo of laughing caverns,
lawless herald, bearer of the wine-stained torch—
how I have longed for your mythic embrace,
you creature of Pindus, crouched in the folds of mountains,
sworn to the faith of Venus, the fierce fangs of Bacchus.

Bring me out of Petersburg, that mausoleum of voices,
where hours idle in cold columns of marble talk,
where tongues flicker like wet needles,
drawing silence from silence, and boredom breeds its kind
like a tired whisper that slithers through glass.

Instead, open the path to hills unraveled,
to fields bursting from the seams of reason,
to the maples aching for sunlight
by the river that wears a coat of stars,
to all the uncharted liberties that earth hoards.

And in October, bring the splintered cup,
let it tremble in our hands as we fill it to the rim,
we’ll raise it to the fools with waxen eyes,
to those who are shadows of their shadows,
to the heavens that bleed from hidden suns,
and to the earth-bound Czar who dreams he rules.

:: 11.06.2024 ::


To Be a Man

To be a man, my beloved, is to walk with grace upon this earth as though each step is upon sacred ground. It is to carry in your heart a deep, boundless love that knows no division, for every soul is your brother, every child, your kin, and every stranger, a part of yourself. Open your hands to give freely, for to be a man is to give without expectation, to serve without seeking reward, and to love even those who turn away from you.

You are called not merely to stand tall, but to bend low, to be humble in spirit, knowing that each blade of grass and each speck of dust belongs to the same Father who formed you. In every leaf, every stone, every sorrowed heart, you see the touch of the Eternal, for you were made to feel the whole world within you and to bear witness to its beauty and its burden.

Strength is not found in the force of arms but in the quiet resilience of a heart that forgives, a soul that remembers no slight. To be a man is to meet suffering without complaint, to bear wounds without bitterness, to carry the cross of compassion through the valleys of the earth. I ask you, my brothers, to love as I have loved, with no pride, no boundary, no end, and to know that in each act of love, you sing a song that joins with the rivers and the winds, a song that carries forth my own.

Stand open before all, in tenderness and truth. To be a man is to let your life be a testament to light, to be a quiet beacon that leads others not to yourself, but to the path of peace and love. And as you walk, remember that you are both the servant and the beloved, both dust and divine, always cradled within the embrace of a Love that never falters, a Voice that forever calls you home.

:: 11.04.2024 ::


21st CENTURY MARKET OF SELLING A SOUL

21st Century Bartering — a Soul

Beloved, let me hold you close —
My Touch more dear than fleeting Bliss —
In this World of coded Splendor,
Where every byte sings soft — Abyss —

Sweet Tiger! In your pixel Realm,
I brush your Face — yet never — near —
A Ghost within the Glass’s Veil,
Yet Heart to Heart — we linger — here.

You’ve feasted — in my Company —
Tell Father, send an Emoji Sign —
And Mother, she may Venmo Gifts —
A Tribute to this Love — Divine.

I know where Joy’s own Echo dwells,
Sweet Love — stay close, until the Dawn —
I know the Secret of your Smile —
Where Shadows touch — and Fears are gone.

For you are all — each Breath — each Thought —
Send hearts, my Lord of unseen Light,
My Guardian of this spectral Grid,
My Shu-Sin — my screen’s delight.

In Presence — Memes and fleeting Words,
Your Fingers brush the Fabric true —
As if a Cloak of woven Code —
Enfolds us — as it once — did You.

:: 11.01.2024 ::

Notes:
My poem addresses the universal plight of identity in a hyper-capitalist world. I attempt to address our era’s moral and spiritual conflicts. This poem is universal and specific, holding up a mirror to reads and asking: What part of yourself have you sold?