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I’VE NOTHING TO EXPRESS BUT THIS

AND if, by one step
who knows the sun’s
heart?
a kiss,golden(glimmering)
city touching skin
at day
(and why should you
or i try?
i was into “it”,if i
should say: love is full
of pretty people –a ballon,
if we’d tried! going upper
to meet sailing knees
which (i had hoped) no others
ever visited,where
always
air
Breathed)) and Souls
believe in living Spirits
even if not picked by thee!
nothing to express but
THIS!

:: 07-24-2015 ::


BLUE MONDAY MANUFACTURED REJECT

i live inside a child’s heart
a broken toy like blue monday
manufactured reject and i
smile with chocolate all across
myFACE. i have no feelings
they left when the wages
became too low for me to live
and most feelings — it’s the
way strong souls live yeah
it’s something in the way
yeah, we survive.
i sprung a leak and Moses
says the ark left and i must
swim but i’m okay cause i have
no feelings left and the fish
swim the same way without feelings
oooh yeah, it’s something like me
yeah, me. it’s the way i see you
and the world: i love colors
but hate the flesh and the way
it needs my meat but not my heart
so i sprung a leak and Moses knows
FEMA comes with guns to make things
right and the fish look at me —
they have no feelings like me
so i’m a blue monday manufactured
reject

:: 07-23-2015 ::


A FLAME WITH NUMBER

WHEN if-THEN i find
emptiness
alone is this
domain: visits me
whose grand name
is without words —
that delves me
like the moan
of a kitten
wishing mice
or a universe
thirsting to
reclaim my own:
i know their coming,
by couriers and
uninvited whims:
who delivered me
unto flesh and
now take the flame
they claimed —
BUT I ROAR
i am no life to
take but yours
i keep inside of me!

:: 07-21-2015 ::


SOMETIMES AND MOSTLY MANY TIMES

SOMETIMES and mostly many times
we are dead.  i wished alive but
mostly the heavy head in the
thickest mud and dried ground
by ages of beaten fists of time.
We were all babies once so pure,
clean, and unblemished…
the most of humans were this
but some still are!
too few, too late.
? i am not sure of this
and still stirs within me
a hope brighter than the sun
— when it comes (i do believe)
all things will change.
And the name?  The Name IS
and ALWAYS WAS!

:: 07-21-2015 ::


IF WHEN FACING LIFE

IF when facing Life
with one mouth
and one word
it shall be,

“Oh!”

:: 07-21-2015 ::


IT IS TRUTH OKSANA

AND summer feels folded
inside dreams of seasons
which clearly are you
the always ‘reason’ i
may-might express in all
drunkenness of this love
i have:  AND if one
such is a fluttering
wing of precious white
dove feather as you,
i dream i express my
lips upon the paradise
of your virgin heart!
‘i’ is so small and yet
i is so large and what
of it?  if love is me
then love clearly is
like-when i say hello
to you and you smile
and bite your lip
and i love you the more
most biggest ever of
my feeling!

:: 07-19-2015 ::


IF LOVE IS UNDERSTOOD

IN the large light of
a loving tongue
and gold is pink lips,
so understood!
i am so construed
by the gallop of
my beating heart ||
and if you understand
conjugated by two souls
of mine and yours
and it’s love within
the hands of a sudden
fastidious expressive
explosion, it’s understood
and while this
Everywhere and Thing
i hold close to me
to comprehend the
innocently doomed
o my love oh if you
never ask me why i
never say goodbye to you
(so understood) she’s
everywhere with-where i am
and if love is understood

:: 07-15-2015 ::


TO KNOW ONE’S SELF SUPERB

i must say the words
are hungry always
looking for a home
either paper or heart
is all the same!
and if life gives you
a face and you
another — i say
be both and not
one other!
Life is temporary
but heaven and hell
well, are always
hungry for a poet!

:: 07-15-2015 ::


A SUN SO BLACK

i AM when the tired day begins
to frail and no thing more:
but writing words!
to see words crawl upon
the knee of me
as spiders with bright
painted talons upon their
legs: i am no one in a
position to relent
this part of horror: and then
sometimes pure love ~~
the town bell sparks sound
whose grave i have already
dug and slept within!
a heart i held within chest
and gave opportunity to love
and now the darkness becomes
a sun so black i am thankful
to finally be home!
:: 07-12-2015 ::


SAVED BY AN SOS OF DESPAIR

yesterday i had a feeling so real
oh so me-oH! I FELT you should
rescue me cause i’m just a lost
soul in the ocean of life
AND years have pasted and so i lost
any feeling of survival : together,
love mends lives or breaks hearts
and i saw the shark of your heart
swimming my waters…yeah
so i sent a message in a bottle
pleading death ??????
And this morning was beautiful
like pinks and reds and a breeze
and AN OCEAN LINER with a line
saying, “we saw a heart sinking
toward the depths of despair!”
and i keep the meaning of you
inside the skeleton closet of
survivors who should never despair
and i loved you — once!

:: 0711-2015 ::