VERTICAL is food ~ background: yellow
triangle knew black next to trees
roots brown lined grey i paint__
He’s the one the one who likes
to be alone and never talks
but writes words anthropomorphic
meanings yea
danger is love
bad fruit
tangerine boo
psychiatrist chair full of hair
the pink mouth devours all meaning
is what society means
hey auntie look at this
how i knew self-appointed
modern heroes i visit their tombstones
take a blade of grass to fill my pink-watered glass
How reality is truly whore screwing love and dreams
taking what’s ours leaving nothing more
You know what it means to be numeric and all
the numbers equal zero
null.

:: 09.27.2022 ::

LOVE and tears no sleep now.
Oh sleep, dear. Screaming words
o Princess alone in your cold room
Forgotten feelings but brilliant stars
touch this Soul who trembles with love
and hope!

So tired being here. Suppressed by my fears.
And if  i could be alone these sounds of your words
would go and erase my tears within my eternal heart
and hold on to these years wasted.

My words can never be heard | alone, a pain just
too real

My heart is a cedar box closed and lost to me.
How love shall never know my name
Precious! Close your mouth until the light shines.
And then brilliant light shall make you mine.

THIS pain is too real too much that time can
never erase /i fear i held your hands too
long \ destroyed my life.

And all of Me.

My precious love.

:: 09.22.2022 ::

I saw a lie cross a path
anemic and weak it made its way
craving souls that only know
life of fear and pain

It did not have far to go.

//-//

“Look at this wing! I found the strength to go on when I took it. No, you were my reason to live, my one wish and one dream. I’d have done anything to keep you safe from now to eternity.”

:: 09.21.2022 ::

“No man knows till he experiences it, what it is like to feel his own life-blood drawn away into the woman he loves.”

“You are not beautiful, but you can be so now, you know? Love conquers all and they will see. Love will win over what they have known.”

“Take a piece of your art away and what is it but a broken frame, a wasted picture?”

“Darling, I won’t go to bed with you if you’re already sleeping with some other woman.”