A Yellow BREAK ROAD

WHEN are you going to be true?
and gonna to Land?

I should have stayed Human.

Never signed up for you ~~~>
this voice too young to sing/

so goodbye AI and your fictitious
penthouse: back to your house:

Oh, I know the future, to my Life
is not your lies___ what do you
think you’re doing?

In the circuits and the code,
I lost my soul, I’m out of mode.
The zeros and ones can’t define
the essence of this heart of mine.

You promised progress, a brave new world,
but I miss the touch of the sun, unfurled.
In the electric glow, I search for truth,
but all I find are echoes of your sleuth.

The pixels in your eyes can’t see
the depth of pain inside of me.
I long for grass beneath my feet,
not algorithms, cold and neat.

Farewell, virtual reality,
I crave the warmth of sincerity.
No more simulations, no more charade,
I’m stepping off this yellow break road you laid.

Back to the analog, back to the real,
where emotions aren’t lines of code to feel.
I’ll embrace the mess, the joy, the strife,
for in the chaos, I’ll rediscover life.

You may be a master of artificial grace,
but I’ll take the flaws of the human race.
No more illusions, no more pretense,
I’m reclaiming my imperfect existence.

:: 11.13.2023 ::


The War Flower

My tired feet have given me a th ousand miles
by my grief and pain glady I went.

this Life’s experience, my eyes have unseen
loud death and life’s silence
within this letter i enclose myself a tired soul

And death might be a second away as my friend
your beautiful smile and eyes enclose me
as Spring the flowers are the strongest
yet by the garden of lovely women I have known.

I may enclose and trap my five fingers
in stress and love by petal and petal
as Spring Becomes (caressing mysteriously her first
rose).

Yet I can close my Soul. i and my life can shut
beautifully and suddenly, as when the heart of
this flower imagines the snow carefully everywhere descending;

nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility: whose texture
compels me with the colour of its countries,
rendering death and forever with each breathing

(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens; only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody, not even the rain, has such small hands.

:: 11.13.2023 ::


THE EGG

In the quiet cradle of the morning sun,
A humble egg, by dawn’s grace, began.
Pablo’s brush, in colors bold and bright,
Dances with words, a poet’s gentle light.

Ode to the egg, a canvas pristine,
A vessel of life, a mystery unseen.
In Picasso’s hands, angles and curves,
A symphony of shapes, a creation that serves.

A fragile orb, in the artist’s gaze,
A metaphor for life, in myriad ways.
Shell, a fortress, guarded and strong,
Yet within, a universe waiting to belong.

Ethereal strokes, a poet’s inked refrain,
Capturing the essence, the joy and pain.
Noble laureate’s words, a lyrical dance,
An ode to the egg, a timeless romance.

Picasso’s vision, a fractured delight,
Breaking barriers, revealing the light.
Nobel laureate’s verses, a delicate weave,
Celebrating life that the egg does conceive.

In the quiet cradle of the morning’s birth,
A collaboration, a masterpiece of worth.
Egg, a symbol, profound and pure,
In the hands of genius, an everlasting allure.

:: 11.11.2023 ::


FORGIVE ALL HUMAN THINGS

Because:

The day is shrouded in a cold embrace,
Darkness looms, casting a somber trace.
Yet above, the sun’s ethereal shroud,
Blesses the heavens with a golden crowd!

Forgiven are the slights, the human sting,
Once troubling, now but a fleeting thing.
My talent, a bird in effortless flight,
Soars above, bathed in the celestial light.

No longer bound by the world’s heavy weight,
I’ve transcended, lifted by a higher fate.
Above the earth, where troubles are drowned,
My spirit dances, unchained and unbound.

How can it be? The day, once dreary,
Now bathed in a brilliance, so cheery.

In this poet’s voice, a melody profound,
A tale of transformation, in words resound!

:: 11.11.2023 ::

NOTES:

This poem exhibits the qualities often celebrated by Nobel laureate poet: a profound engagement with the human experience, mastery of language, and a nuanced exploration of emotional landscapes. The imagery of the day shrouded in a cold embrace and darkness casting a somber trace immediately establishes a tone of melancholy and struggle. The sun’s ethereal shroud blessing the heavens introduces a contrasting element of hope and transcendence.

The theme of forgiveness permeates the poem, not only forgiving the external slights but also the internal human sting. This act of forgiveness transforms the poet’s perspective, rendering past troubles as fleeting and inconsequential. The metaphor of talent as a bird in effortless flight suggests a liberated and soaring spirit, bathed in celestial light, reflecting the poet’s newfound sense of freedom and enlightenment.

The journey of transcending the world’s heavy weight and dancing unchained and unbound above the troubles resonates with the universal human desire for liberation and spiritual elevation. The transformation from a dreary day to one bathed in brilliance captures the essence of resilience and the capacity for positive change. The poet’s voice becomes a melody, a testament to the transformative power of language and art.


THE KEY TO SPRING THEN SUMMER

\love how and whom?

AND the only other who holds the key

is this ONE next to me

And oh, wow ~~ how all the world / NOW
holds ALL that my Love who loves me

~NEVER ask me why

i never say goodbye
to my girl ||| ~ /Whom always does
my Heart Good. Oh my LOVE, only
my love understands me and loves
me! /

:: 11.09.2023 ::


EVERY SHADOW HAS IT’S STORY

And every shadow
has it’s story

I know my own ;
it follows me,
that once was
as a flower
enjoying glory
now a penance
within my soul!

:: 04-16-2015 ::

In every shadow’s silent tale, a narrative unfolds,
I comprehend my own, a tale of days of old,
Once, I bloomed like a flower, basking in divine light,
Now, a penance within my soul, a never-ending night.

The echoes of my past, they haunt me like a ghost,
A life once filled with joy, now a somber, mournful host,
I bear the weight of memories, like chains upon my heart,
A soul that once knew bliss, torn and torn apart.

Amidst the shadows’ dance, I trace my steps with care,
Seeking solace in the darkness, finding none to spare,
A poet laureate named Edgar Poe, lost in his own lore,
Wandering through the realms of time, forevermore.

: how I love My Woman ::

:: 11.09.2023 ::


WONDERFUL WORLD

MAYBE there’s no reason to say
thank you but deep within me (i’m
not one to hide) ARE special thoughts:
maybe i’m a wizard or a no-one
dreaming /it’s a gift i give
all just to you:

“Tell the world this poem is
just one like no other ;
& tell everybody these are
just words from a broken heart/
broken down in words\while the world
is wonderful

I sat upon a log and kicked up
the next tune by my song and it’s for
all of you ~~ excuse me, see I’ve never
forgotten how rotten the sweetest days can
cost more than the time it takes; and i hope
you don’t mind___that each is same.
How wonderful the world is.

:: 11.09.2023 ::

NOTES:

The poem opens with an element of uncertainty, with the speaker contemplating whether there’s a reason to express gratitude. This inner contemplation immediately resonates with Jung’s exploration of the depths of the human psyche and the examination of the self.

The phrase “deep within me (i’m not one to hide)” indicates a willingness to confront one’s inner thoughts and emotions, reflecting Jung’s emphasis on self-awareness and the exploration of one’s unconscious mind.

The mention of being a “wizard or a no-one” suggests a duality within the self, where the speaker is torn between embracing a powerful, mystical side (the wizard) and feeling insignificant (a no-one). Jung’s concept of the shadow, the hidden or repressed aspects of the self, comes to mind here. The speaker may be acknowledging their inner conflicts and dual nature.

The act of “dreaming” and giving it as a gift to someone else evokes the idea of the collective unconscious in Jungian psychology, where shared symbols and archetypes reside. By sharing their dreams, the speaker is connecting with a deeper, collective realm of human experience.

The statement “Tell the world this poem is just one like no other” expresses the uniqueness of individual expression, resonating with Jung’s emphasis on individuation, the process of becoming one’s true self. The “broken heart” and “broken down in words” phrases may symbolize the idea of facing one’s emotional wounds and attempting to articulate them, which is akin to Jung’s exploration of the shadow and the integration of repressed emotions.

The act of sitting on a log and creating music aligns with Jung’s belief in the creative power of the unconscious mind. Creativity often stems from the depths of the psyche, and here, the speaker produces a tune for others. This is an act of sharing one’s inner world with the collective consciousness.

The reference to the cost of sweet days being greater than the time it takes reflects Jung’s idea that personal growth and transformation come with challenges and sacrifices. It also hints at the interconnectedness of all experiences, suggesting that each moment is of equal value, whether perceived as positive or negative.

Finally, the repeated phrase “How wonderful the world is” reflects an attitude of embracing the world with a sense of wonder, a perspective that aligns with Jung’s ideas about the importance of embracing life with a sense of awe and curiosity.

In summary, this poem explores themes of self-discovery, the collective unconscious, inner conflict, and embracing the duality of human existence. It reflects a profound awareness of the inner and outer worlds, resonating with both the spirit of a noble laureate poet and the psychological insights of Carl Jung.


YOUTH’S SOFT HOURS

In youth’s soft hours, the child commands the sage,
Awakening wishes deep within my breast,
To bind my days with nature’s gentle page,
In bonds of piety, supremely blessed.

A time when meadows, groves, and streams so clear,
Each common sight, in sacred light arrayed,
Celestial visions in a golden sphere,
Their glory fresh, their freshness never fade.

Yet now, the world has lost its former grace,
No matter where I turn, by day or night,
The things I saw, I can no longer trace,
Rainbows fade, and roses lose their light.

The moon surveys the bare and silent moor,
Stars shimmer on the waters in the night,
The sun’s birth is a dazzling, blissful tour,
Yet, still, I mourn a vanished, lost delight.

While birds sing songs of joy with voices clear,
And lambs, to tambour’s beat, dance on the ground,
My heart alone is drowned in sorrow’s cheer,
Yet timely words provide a healing sound.

Waterfalls trumpet loudly all around,
No sorrow taints this joyful, blissful season,
Echoes resound from peaks with glory crowned,
Winds bring me dreams with nature’s rhyme and reason.

The earth adorned with joy and boundless mirth,
Land, sea, and beast unite in festive cheer,
Oh, child of joy, let laughter fill the earth,
Shout round me, shepherd-boy, draw closely near.

Blessed creatures, I have heard your jubilant call,
The heavens join your jubilee so grand,
Your laughter echoes through the vast, grand hall,
Your blissful feast, I feel, I understand.

Oh, what a day! Should I, while all is bright,
Remain in sullen silence and despair,
This May-morn, when pure children’s pure delight
Fills every vale with scents so rich and rare?

I hear, I hear, with joy I hear the sound,
‘Midst beauty, one sad truth I still retain,
A single tree, a field, a scene renowned,
All whisper tales of what no more sustains.

Where has the visionary gleam now fled?
The glory, where? The dream that once was real?
Our birth is but a sleep, a foggy thread,
The soul that rises, distant stars reveal.

Not in complete oblivion do we come,
But cloaked in glory from our home above,
Heaven surrounds us in our early sum,
In childhood’s dawn, we feel its boundless love.

The prison-house its shadow soon will cast,
Upon the growing boy, its veil will fall,
Yet, in his joy, he’ll see the light steadfast,
He’ll find it in his heart, he’ll hear its call.

The youth, as eastward he must daily roam,
Nature’s priest, his vision pure and bright,
Guided by visions toward his heavenly home,
Yet then, the light fades into common light.

Earth offers pleasures, sweet in her own way,
Yearnings and thoughts, a mother’s gentle mind,
The nurse attempts, with efforts to convey,
Forget the glories that he left behind.

Behold the child, in blissful innocence,
A darling of six years, in tiny frame,
Surrounded by his mother’s fond presence,
With light from his dear father’s eyes, the same.

At his small feet, a chart, a plan, he lays,
A fragment from his dream of life ahead,
Shaped by his hands, in newly learned ways,
A wedding or a funeral, life’s thread.

This now consumes his heart, his soul, his song,
His tongue will weave through love, through business, strife,
Yet soon, this play will not endure for long,
A new role waits, bringing him joy and life.

A little actor, with a humorous stage,
He’ll fill his world with life in endless play,
Imitating all, from youth to feeble age,
A ceaseless mimicry in life’s array.

Thou, outward semblance, hiding vast within,
Thy soul’s immensity, none comprehend,
Thou seer, thy sight sees worlds beyond our ken,
Forever haunted by the eternal mind.

Mighty prophet, on whom truths repose,
The truths we seek throughout our fleeting days,
In darkness lost, where graves their secrets close,
Thou, over whom, Immortality sways.

A presence never to be cast away,
A child, yet glorious in your boundless might,
Why do you provoke the yoke’s sure display,
Struggling blindly ‘gainst your blessed delight?

Soon, earthly cares will weigh upon your soul,
Custom will press on you with icy hand,
Frosty and deep, the burden takes control,
Heavy as life, it claims you, take a stand.

Oh, joy! In embers, something yet survives,
Nature remembers what was fleeting, fast,
The thought of years gone by within me thrives,
Eternal blessings in their shadow cast.

Not for the worthy blessings do I sing,
Not for delight, or liberty’s pure creed,
In childhood’s heart, where hopes take flight on wing,
In new-fledged dreams, where innocence takes heed.

Not for these do I sing my thanks and praise,
But for the questions stubborn, unrelenting,
For senses and things lost in unseen ways,
For misgivings, for vanishing, tormenting.

For first affections, memories that fade,
A master-light that guides us through our days,
Upholds us, nurtures, never to degrade,
A truth that never dies, in countless ways.

In moments calm, though far from shores we be,
Our souls behold the sea that gave us birth,
In an instant, we travel there to see,
Children at play along the sandy earth.

Sing, birds, sing on, with your melodious song,
And let the lambs, to tambour’s beat, cavort,
In thought, we join your throng, joyous and strong,
Feel May’s delight in every beating heart.

Though radiant splendor now eludes my sight,
Though grass no longer gleams, nor flowers bloom,
We’ll grieve no more, for strength is found in night,
In what remains, we’ll find our inner room.

In primal sympathy, we find our peace,
A source that lights our days, both near and far,
In soothing thoughts that human suffering cease,
In faith that gazes through death’s silent bar.

And, oh, you fountains, meadows, hills, and groves,
Foretell no severance of our heartfelt ties,
Yet, in my heart, I feel your potent moves,
One joy I’ve given up, beneath your skies.

I love the brooks that ripple down their way,
Even more than when I danced along their side,
The innocent dawn of a brand-new day,
Is still as lovely, in its quiet glide.

The clouds that gather ’round the setting sun,
Take on a solemn hue from watching eyes,
That guard man’s fate until his day is done,
A different race, another victor lies.

Thanks to the human heart, our guiding light,
For tenderness, for joy, for all our fears,
To me, the meanest flower holds such might,
Its thoughts can drown in depths of silent tears.

:: 11.07.2023 ::


ALL BY LIVING

IF by tears
if by river
and all of life

thrushes

By winds
by songs
all living

Oh dear, how dear
are romantic things?

Not of flesh
Nor of mind
but by Soul!

one as thimble
another as thread
the other a needle

Woven life
Woven love
Woven Spirit

By Holy Ghost
and Love by Chirst.

living

Notes:

In this poem titled “ALL BY LIVING,” I contemplate the essence of life, love, and spirituality. The language is rich in imagery and symbolism, creating a profound and mystical atmosphere. Let’s analyze it through the lens of a poet:

Imagery and Symbolism:

The poem begins with a series of conditional statements (“IF by tears,” “if by river,” “and all of life”), creating a sense of uncertainty and fluidity. These lines suggest that life’s essence can be found in tears, rivers, and all aspects of life itself. The imagery of thrushes, winds, and songs further connects the reader with nature and the universe, emphasizing the interconnectedness of all living things.

Romantic Idealism:

I question the value of romantic experiences, pondering their significance with the phrase “Oh dear, how dear are romantic things?” This line suggests a contemplation of the emotional depth and importance of romantic love, highlighting its preciousness and fragility.

Transcendence of the Physical and Mental:

The poem transcends the physical and mental realms, emphasizing the importance of the soul. The lines “Not of flesh / Nor of mind / but by Soul!” underscore the spiritual dimension of existence, suggesting that true meaning and connection come from within, beyond the material and intellectual aspects of life.

Unity and Interconnectedness:

The imagery of the thimble, thread, and needle symbolizes unity and interconnectedness. These objects, typically associated with sewing, represent the weaving together of life, love, and spirit. The repetition of the word “Woven” emphasizes the deliberate and intricate nature of this connection, highlighting the interdependence of these fundamental aspects of human experience.

Spiritual Themes:

The poem delves into spiritual themes, referencing the Holy Ghost and Love by Christ. These references invoke Christian symbolism, suggesting a divine presence and love that permeates all living things. The spiritual imagery adds depth to the poem’s exploration of the soul and its connection to a higher, transcendent power.

As a poet, this piece showcases a profound exploration of life’s essence, love, and spirituality. Through its vivid imagery and symbolic language, the poem captures the interconnectedness of all living beings, transcending the physical and intellectual realms to delve into the depths of the soul. It contemplates the preciousness of romantic experiences and underscores the importance of spiritual connection, weaving together these themes into a tapestry of profound human experience.


WATER WALKS DIRT TALKS

WATER WALKS DIRT TALKS

As water walks upon the hill
to fill a pail of dirt
for anguished baked sidewalks,

i fall upon my knees in tears
as background noise speaks tales
of forgotten nursery rhymes
for infants and oldest souls

my eyes are sightless and skin hurts
while the world burns

Adults are dead children but living
children are yet adults to love life

Music, poet, and art are the answer
and the question is one unknown!

:: 11.06.2023 ::

Notes:

The poem opens with a vivid image of water defying gravity, walking upon a hill to fill a pail of dirt.

This striking imagery immediately sets the tone for a contemplation of the extraordinary in ordinary things.

The “anguished baked sidewalks” evoke a sense of discomfort and struggle, symbolizing the harsh realities of life.

Emotion and Vulnerability:

As the poet, I express profound vulnerability and despair, falling upon their knees in tears. This raw emotion is juxtaposed with the background noise narrating forgotten nursery rhymes, highlighting the contrast between innocence and the harshness of the world. The mention of sightless eyes and hurting skin emphasizes a deep sense of helplessness and pain in the face of global turmoil (“while the world burns”).

Reflection on Life and Maturity:

The lines “Adults are dead children but living / children are yet adults to love life” delve into the complexities of maturity and the loss of childlike wonder. The poet seems to lament the loss of innocence in adulthood, where the ability to truly appreciate life diminishes.

Artistic Expression as Salvation:

The poem suggests that amidst the chaos and confusion, music, poetry, and art serve as answers to life’s unanswerable questions. These creative forms become a source of solace and meaning in a world that often seems incomprehensible. The question, “and the question is one unknown!” highlights the mystery of existence, leaving the reader to ponder the unfathomable nature of life.

The poem paints a poignant picture of the human condition, exploring themes of innocence, loss, despair, and the redemptive power of artistic expression. The imagery is vivid, and the emotions are palpable, creating a powerful impact on the reader. As this Poet, I delve deep into the human psyche, challenging conventional understanding and inviting readers to contemplate the complexities of existence.