THAT FOREVER should never be tonight
but how forever devours tender hearts
that never is lonely asking Penance
and how forever is an echo of memories
— especially for those we have loved
and lost. Forever and never. That unto
itself can shatter the bravest of hearts.

:: 09.08.2021 ::

i hate i ate
everything in my heat
and lovers and how how days

• lit light bougn birth
  and borrows like my death.

AND must’a have been lover
she flew to los angles
my fucking born brother
: how i flew seeing
no longer such an ass hole
brother — how in a rear
birth revere now. o sex
in your violence in your
violence any thing so today
: birthday days scene
: kissing scenes and twice
my wife before she died
and now zen oh zen oh i
think how centuries of
her demigod comes and there
there no sex in y9our violence
oh oh stress we birth in
uterus of life and love and
am my absences is amethyst
of her dying love.
oh how she moves in colors
and feelings and love

:: 090 6.2021 ::

NO SEX IN YOUR VIOLENCE

i hate i ate
everything in my heat
and lovers and how how days
– lit light bougn birth
and borrows like my death.

AND must’a have been lover
she flew to los angles
my fucking born brother
: how i flew seeing
no longer such an ass hole
brother — how in a rear
birth revere now. o sex
in your violence in your
violence any thing so today
: birthday days scene
: kissing scenes and twice
my wife before she died
and now zen oh zen oh i
think how centuries of
her demigod comes and there
there no sex in y9our violence
oh oh stress we birth in
uterus of life and love and
am my absences is amethyst
of her dying love.
oh how she moves in colors
and feelings and love

:: 090 6.2021 ::

i hate i ate
everything in my heat
and lovers and how how days
– lit light bougn birth
and borrows like my death.

AND must’a have been lover
she flew to los angles
my fucking born brother
: how i flew seeing
no longer such an ass hole
brother — how in a rear
birth revere now. o sex
in your violence in your
violence any thing so today
: birthday days scene
: kissing scenes and twice
my wife before she died
and now zen oh zen oh i
think how centuries of
her demigod comes and there
there no sex in y9our violence
oh oh stress we birth in
uterus of life and love and
am my absences is amethyst
of her dying love.
oh how she moves in colors
and feelings and love

:: 090 6.2021 ::

AND ALL HEARTS are bleeding
washing the streets of cities
all thoughts like little stars
and feelings swimming like fish
forever lost in an ocean of feelings

AND YET they get what they want
and yet they get everything
but what i hid inside my empty heart

Today is violent and more violent
than the purple eyes of bruised eyes
and how my heart died wishing more

And YET they WANT again & again
take a look (told you from the start)
there is nothing to take.

I am not here. You fight your insides
and tear them out and eat your life
and die many times over. Go on!

washing the streets of cities
like thoughts of little stars
and small swimming fish.

A heavy glow of light.

:: 08.03.2021 ::

With gladness and glee of heart
as belief in morrow’s mornings!
    that today is a dream of dreams
that i can see from my Mountain’s top!
Wondering if they — as tall as me!

Does it have a tongue and voice —
       as me?
Has it features like a bird that
soars high into blueness as hearts?
and speaks languages of faith and Love
as           –> me?

Oh!  That which I have never heard!

Oh!  That some scientist and scholar !
 who as a wize one listened but never
once heard the patterning of my pitiful
heart!

That, in future days, once again, someone
or something may know.  

   that with gladness and glee of heart
as belief in morrow’s shall know as me!

:: 08.31.2021 ::

The sea grows vicious; a hand reaching, clutching, clutching.
Do you fear the sea?
Do you fear the sea?

The sea rises up with nameless horrors.
It passes into sleep, surging deep, it sleeps

Deeper still.

Do you love the sea?
Do you love the sea?

The ships come with guns blazing,
Ready to spray their steel.
The sea rises up with screams and floods,
Into the heart of chaos.

Do you fear the sea?
Do you fear the sea?

The ship sails on with cannons blowing,
Blowing loud, blowing long.
The sea is angry and dies
Under the sound of cannon.

Does love make you fear?
Does love make you fear?

The ship sails on with tanks hooting,
Ready to spray the city
With their powerful power.
The sea is angry and dies
Under the sound of tanks.

? Then, alas…chanting in vast bliss
the ship sails pass in music bellowing
as bright sun shining, a full sea.

The sea is angry and dies.

:: 08.31.2021 ::