i picked a flower like your heart
yes, the forest is the madness
of the hemorrhaging lotus of filthy
memories //the brave love sits
upon the stairs to the stars
and the five pink heads of
African girls have come back
from Paris, sitting at the table
of poker with burning bushes
of uprooted leaves swinish;
love drawn into madness
like a bee facing tunnel death
all i see is all i say
you’re invited
you’re invited
large neck giraffe feeds
upon thorn-less leaf
a miracle of natural selection
so explain to me why hearts
don’t evolve beyond hate and pain
i swat a wasp upon my skin
i say i am weak so dead so loser
and jump into the tar pit of death
and grab a feeling in your heart
pulls me up to see we’re the same
one in death another coming along
it’s not so surprising
it’s not mesmerizing
just like a picked flower
in the forest of madness

:: 08-10-2015 ::

i can hear the butterfly wing
flapping within
my e a r s
says it wants to be
someone who doesn’t want
to live within
a cocoon of fear
well dear welcome
to this world
where everyone’s flapping
their w i n g s

:: 08-10-2015 ::

i ride four wheels on earth
a clutch in heaven
a foot on a petal near
hell and it’s darkness
darkness where the road
hums in my heart
So i’m riding a hearse
and there’s a dead body
in the back grinning
and hell’s smoke is crawling
into the cracks of these windows
i smoke i smoke non-filtered
sticks as long as trees
like those one’s burning
along the streets — people
say ‘he’s the crazy fucker
with good dress like a GQ
corpse waiting for his
formaldehyde and i’m singing
with the squished turtles
on hell’s road so i got to go
got to go with the zombies
holding signs that read
“detour to death”
so disengaged i ride this road
with four wheels on earth
and a clutch of gold in heaven
my foot petal near hell and it’s
darkness darkness where the road
hums within my heart

:: 08-10-2015 ::

A little bit of time
to hate me
and what i do
can never make
you care — and
lightning strikes me

i say no words
they’re falling
down into despair
and the world
never cares
it’s life

and if love is angry
my pain makes them hungry
it’s the hardest word
“sad” to be within
this pith of darkness
carves flowers of madness

and you’re not there
i cannot do anything to
make you want me so i say
(when it’s all over)
never sorry: it’s the hardest
word and love is madness

i’m so sorry so sorry
i’m so sad so sad
we never seemed to believe
we could talk it over
and love is a madness

:: 08-08-2015 ::

there(binding love)in
life :: sweet tiny
baby lips and mothers
and nature(fathers
pillars)hearts and
feelings //trusting
;bursting loving
life and is not it
a comfort? Nature
left alone and without
the touch of madness!

:: 08-08-2015 ::

if i were less than water
the rivers would cry out!
if less than sky
the world die
if i were music
from the soul
the deepest tears
would flow and i am
all and more
nothing and a sweet
possibility if love
comes – come.
We are all One
if Love is here
:she is our mother!
and we!
brothers and sisters

:: 08-08-2015 ::

if life must send me
eventually away
between this fantasy
of living and eternal
mystery i say
give me hope
to love and giving
to receive
and send my own
feelings unto
this world;
my angel oh my
other self!
i wish my life
to be selfless
only serving
humanity!

:: 08-08-2015 ::

i don’t want to see you
on a roller coaster of life
and i say if i lose my
mind and if i lost feelings
i don’t want to see you
i don’t want to think
just to do it
and its always perfect
i don’t want to see you
beautiful
just to see you bothered
it’s so beautiful
watching you work out life
next to me
if you formulate you
and me as the sum of one
i love you anyway you are
an indescribable life
of two living as one
if you lose your mind.

:: 08-08-2015 ::

bring me smiles bring your friends
bring me flowers to bury your fields
my dreams of what i pretended
i knew in childhood
i knew hell
i knew hello
i knew ooh
i wished i was
unfeeling
little heart and so i am until the end
hello i knew i knew i walked with lights
out and saw and felt terrible feelings
a contagious here i am now: i knew hello
i knew hell i was embryo
so stupid i ate placenta of my birth
and felt so small i asked for love
i asked for love ooh i am the shadow
of what could have been it brings me smiles
dreaming you bring friends to laugh and smile
with me
oh smile hello oh smile
hello smile hell no i am embryo of political law
and i eat my heart so raw and oh congress gave me
a vote they say no oh no hell no i am arms and
hearts and skin and i so stupid i’m a vote
of unconscious regretful votes by living souls
i wish i was you ==just unborn just unborn
soul: where is light when we’re so stupid
temptation to be so ignorant we’re so low
so low slow…i know hello i know hello
we kill life SO WITH LIGHTS OUT we are so
STRONG temptation says we’re ignorant.
we’re so below sewer we’re so zero. UNDENIABLE.
:: 08-03-2015 ::

WHATEVER she devises in her heart
of her demise — whatever the plan
a perfect heart a perfect grave
and inspite: “I did it for myself:
did it all for myself”
and she turns around invicincile
a sore light of a tight skin-smile
rapped around the world.

She’s perfect like you.

Whenever she moves her lips apathy
and breaks a great a broken wild
trip around the world:; she’s
a soul LIGHT a SOUL just just
a just name of Jesus and how
thirty pieces are perfect
so Jesus she’s like perfect
just like you: to be perfect
just like you(all arms around,
all words (no one comes to me–
and when i break i break break
break break Jesus is a shadow
so invicible he :: so soul light
COME : COME: jESUS: COME:
come to me.
so all around invincible just
to be perfect like you: jesus,
to be perfect just like yoU:
to be perfect–the world holds
their arms around in billions
of imperfect souls.

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