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FOUR IS A WHORE IN A WHOLE

a perfect mushroom performing
rose of ivory

all night i quit hate you

like a baby born smelling
all the world
hating with a neat obscure
minute odor

the city refuse to feed him
she shook a shimmie how you
wish that you were AWAY
(oh away oooh away)
the canvas says jointed reason
a Pablo Picasso burned perfume
so you can’t love me cause
i quit! — fit. Fit.
Ahh! so if i at sunset should
pardon your incomprehensible
heart : smell the babies
of a never –.._> furnace
aaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
go away! smells like Mary’s
lips a semen pressing flowers
are kneeling the various deaths
(cummings) go away! Cobain.
Dickinson. so just go away!

:: 08-03-2015 ::


SITAR TEARS DROWN THE ANCIENT DESERTS

IF My mumble-stumbled i say
my knees are skinned
i epoch-ed sealing ghosts beneath
the skin of not Less than(
parenthetical braces fucking
piss me off — so sorry)
can Mary spread her legs
without giving Gods to
this world? I hope she tried.
And all my love you seem different
we’re alive and shall be cities
the haunting sound of a sitar
Mary you haunt me cause i wish
i could reach into you to find
love! I wish to eat the woman
who spawned a deity! Oh i,
oh i, oh me oh my! to think
i could find home and love
between the legs of a woman!
all my love you think you’re
different from other girls.
But you’re the same.

:: 08-03-2015 ::


WHY WHY (I DO NOT SLEEP)

I swear winds are touching
why why
how many fingers
touching me
and if love is a skeleton
of death
OR, if anybody ever opened
an unread letter

like in ME
i am not

oh if it’s a kind’a thought
happy maybe not thinking
can lovers kiss in anger
a ship tied to a dock
an ease you can think
you take our love away
but not from me

we(i)WHERE_when gold invents
weDon’t you take your love
away from me
who’s myself’s brilliant
heart: like dreams carry
paint brushes swatching
life in color of my mouth

no Less than(that
by bent(me?)knees
busy ghost lies in
all our weakenss
so i u nderstand
dumpSleep dumbDeep
squirmLove leaving me

:: 08-03-2015 ::


TO LIVE ANOTHER DAY

i chose my parents today when i left heaven
they’re so excited waiting for me
i leave my past behind
and jump into a future of life
i tried and killed everything i was
but something remains; the stabbing pain
and what i became before;
i say part of love and then again
an older soul that begs to live again
YOU can  take away all  i am
but inside of me is a beating soul
i give you all the tears and pain
you can have it all my horror
i won’t let you down i will make you hurt
i heard my mother tonight she cried
and screamed come! she broke my thoughts
beneath the stain of time and i knew
i must be someone else — i am still
 right here.  What i’ve become is a flower
from the ground a seed that blooms in the air
and you  can disbelieve i’m living
within my lecture hall of life but if i am still me i say
i shall be someone i love i live another day to make
you proud
:: 08-03-2015 ::

WHEN THE MOON MOVES ME

my tinker tongue songly
sang it’s h e l l o
i know i am alone
a music box with dancer
dances alone but love
seems to grow to grow
in fields at night
when the moon sheds
tears — moon beam
move me so alone
my tinker heart too
strongly sings
its hell oh hell
oh no oh no oh well
i seem to find myself
in a large hall of
no dancers but myself
so i dance i dance
to the song of love
i love i love love
in fields at night
when the moon sheds
tears i drink her
love and love i love
moon light so moving
i dance with life’s
sorrowful song

:: 08-01-2015 ::


IF I WAS A LIAR LAYING MINDS OF WORDS

thrump! bump|gyrate hip

it’s all of me
i see you
hee hee yea love
so cool i am
noir way yeah hi
and love to praise
grey and black like the
night that drops hearts
to their knees yeah
like a devil or someone
who tries to convince
you there’s nothing left
to discover in this world
and they’re fucking crazy
: noir me noir you and
each step step i take
a relativistic paranormal
moment so i see how you
were are will be so like
seasons each praising
god and hating their selves
calling it the devil
so drop the night
so drop the night
like the devil
to his knees
and let’s never speak of
evolution so over rated
by bean counters like
pope so sexually dope
on a rope and i hate
? what? nothing!

:: 08-01-2015 ::


IF I FELL TO SLEEP AND DREAMED

so o’er the valley in this summer
just me and i and someone named
“sunrise”  i fell into the flowers
at our feet and the birds up above
angrily argued so sweetly
i found i was alone in a tall grass
and felt the sun burning me;  a
tender spot rose up and a wind
said, “so big!”  i refused the blowing
wind’s  request so then i saw a color
so magnificent it affronted me
it was a grand song of music pouring
out of each wonderful moment. hmm.
i think i fell to sleep and dreamed
but then again i was awake which
blew my human mind.  Hmm.  Well,
here i was in a tall grass and naked
to the world and something says,”
o his eyes and his smile they went
straight through my heart’
and the birds and the bees by a
gentle breeze sang buzzingly angry:
“O! last night i dreamed of you
my lover”  i think they they think
i think nature but i yawned and there
like thunder they thought i wished
to go away ~~ so i wish i am sleep
and dreams or fiddling with pieces
of tight strings!
:: 08-01-2015 ::

AS I WALKED OUT ONE LATE EVENING

SOMETHING how you don’t care
(he never takes me anywhere)
out on the lawn i lie in dreams
big dipper licking all of me
and congregated ants vote for me
;don’t you mind? don’t you care?
sleepy do, sleep do as my feet
point to the rising moon
don’t you tell me what to do
within my skull is an equal
as colleagues in a ring
(unless it’s all within my mind
shoo be doo; don’t tell me
what to do!)
as i walk along cobblestones
in the deepest part of
New Orleans i can see (i can see)
warlocks and vampiric needs
dripping down by the brimming river
i hear a lover sing under an arch
of a church entrance way:
“i shall love you till the blood
of all humanity has dried up!”
it’s overdo, shoo be doo, don’t
cha tell me how to feel or what
to do! Shoo be doo!

:: 08-01-2015 ::


THE FLYING TRICKSTER

While you’re vacillating
they say, “We’re believing
and we’ve bought you,”
they say, “a treasure map
showing how you can find
your heart”
This spot of soil sits
directly below my head
“We’re a false witness
it goes with our love”
i want to burn all these
liars who watch my future
burning fields of feelings
the pain like an unwound
clock i keep winding up
and i see the woods once
inviting but hear there’s
a flying trickster in that
wood next to the false
witness so i dismissed
the greater part of my friends
and hear they have done evil
things upon that spot of land
i was never told, a hidden
path to their soiled spot
within a phallic tower
all within inverted commas.

:: 08-01-2015 ::


THIS PERFECT MOMENT

i prefer the Museum to God
and the flower over thorn
space-time over sundaes
and a walk into eternity

there’s a whole universe
just for lost patience
and like my personal
relations i perish
for best reasons

in this moment of beauty
i find no history,
a perfect completion
too early? if a mother
born it then has another
lover where ghosts are haunted

we are all lost and wanted

:: 08-01-2015 ::