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ADULTS ARE DEAD CHILDREN

Love my cry-tears from dark clouds
Hate might give hope in blue skies
but know
you are happy
you are happy
you are happy

when you give me love

And if you thought you were
a Queen inside my Head
there are novels I’ve read
that are Kings

You learn me
You learn me
You learn me

And dog-ear pages die
sipping tears of blood
from my aching heart
we learn more within tears

Waste are treasures
Waste are treasures
Waste are treasures

while we bow to life
while we shout outloud
while we weep like Christ

we're adults 
we're dead children
we're dead children

And some love then die.

:: 08.17.2023 ::


S-P-A-C-E-C-A-T-T-E-R-S

s-p-a-c-e-c-a-t-t-e-r-s
how
b)e ari)v(ing
downheredisperse
SSPACECATT
eringon
(t(o-
bThe):l
eB
!d:
S b
(s
sKyDiNg . cAaTtEsEr)
to
dea(si)ltt(er)ingly
,spacecatter;

:: 08.16.2023 ::

Poet’s Notes:

I wrote this poem for students of linquistics and poetry. Here is what I mean:

The poem is a visual and linguistic experiment that plays with the arrangement of letters to create both a typographic structure and a narrative. The title “s-p-a-c-e-c-a-t-t-e-r-s” hints at the primary visual aspect of the poem, where letters are spaced out to form distinct words. Let’s break down the poem into sections and analyze its possible meanings:

Visual Structure:
The poem is constructed using deliberate spacing and formatting, breaking down words into individual letters to create a unique visual pattern. The letters are spaced out and arranged in a way that makes reading the text an intentional challenge.

Title: “s-p-a-c-e-c-a-t-t-e-r-s”
The title suggests that the poem revolves around the concept of spacing and scattering letters. It prepares the reader for the unconventional layout and encourages them to interpret the arrangement.

First Section:
The word “how” appears to be a prompt, inviting the reader to engage with the poem’s structure and content.

Second Section:
The phrase “b)e ari)v(ing” suggests the act of arriving, but with letters interspersed to create a sense of fragmentation. The parentheses within the letters may represent interruptions or deviations from the expected pattern.

Third Section:
“downheredisperse” is intended to be read as “down here disperse,” suggesting an action of scattering or spreading apart.

Fourth Section: “SSPACECATT”
This section might represent a variation of the title, emphasizing the repeated letters and fragmented nature of the text. “CATT” is a reference to a cat, which is associated with curiosity and exploration.

Fifth Section: “eringon(t(o-“
The words “ering” and “on” is deciphered in this section. The use of parentheses and hyphens adds to the sense of disarray and fragmentation.

Sixth Section: “bThe):l”
The letters “b” and “l” are more prominently visible, while “The” appears partially. The presence of parentheses and a colon creates ambiguity and intrigue.

Seventh Section: “eB”
This section refers to the previous “b” and “e” letters, connecting with the earlier section.

Eighth Section: “!d:”
The exclamation mark and the colon further emphasize the unconventional punctuation and formatting.

Ninth Section: “S b”
The letters “S” and “b” stand out, but their meaning remains enigmatic. Let the reader decide!

Tenth Section: “(s”
The letter “s” within parentheses adds another layer of complexity.

Eleventh Section: “sKyDiNg .cAaTtEsEr)”
The words “Sky” and “Catter” are more visible in this section. The capitalization of “Sky” and “Catter” suggests potential significance.

Twelfth Section: “to”
The word “to” is isolated, indicating a transition or direction.

Thirteenth Section: “dea(si)ltt(er)ingly”
The word “dealt” is partially visible, surrounded by parentheses. This section adds to the sense of linguistic playfulness.

Fourteenth Section: “spacecatter;”
The word “spacecatter” is complete, connecting back to the title. The semicolon adds to the ambiguity of the poem’s ending.

In summary, the poem “s-p-a-c-e-c-a-t-t-e-r-s” is a blend of visual art and textual experimentation. It encourages readers to explore the connections between fragmented words, phrases, and letters while inviting personal interpretation. The intentional disruption of traditional linguistic structure challenges the reader’s conventional expectations of reading and meaning.

The poem creates an abstract and surreal experience, prompting contemplation on the interplay between form and content in poetry.

:: 08.16.2023 ::


A SEARCHING HEART – An Ode to Love’s Unveiling

Oh, let my soul resound and heart’s melody trill,
Within this tapestry of words, a symphony to thrill,
Each thread of my being’s art, a love-filled quill,
Binding us in sweetness, an embrace no time can kill.

Beneath a summer’s sky, my spirit’s call does soar,
Resting in grace, like emerald leaves gently adore,
A blade of green, a whisper of love’s ancient lore,
In nature’s embrace, our hearts entwine even more.

My voice, a cascade of life’s essence and flow,
Crafted by the touch of lands where breezes blow,
Born of generations, the roots that deeply grow,
At thirty-seven, my journey begins, a love to know.

Beliefs and doctrines set aside, love takes the lead,
A spell of introspection, where truth finds its seed,
Welcoming all voices, whatever they may plead,
Love’s tapestry unfurls, a kaleidoscope indeed.

Nature’s wild energy, a primal force takes flight,
Unrestrained, unbound, in the day’s pure light,
A symphony of passion, in the starry night so bright,
Love’s fire burning fierce, an eternal flame alight.

In homes adorned with fragrant, tender delight,
Shelves of memories, in scents taking flight,
I inhale, mesmerized, love’s sweet, fragrant rite,
In this aromatic dance, our souls take flight.

The essence’s allure captivates, yet senses stay clear,
The untamed air, unbroken, whispers truth in the ear,
A fragrance of connection, no distance, no mere veneer,
Love’s gentle breeze, eternal, always near.

To the forest’s edge, I tread, love’s truth to share,
Baring my soul, vulnerability laid bare,
Craving nature’s touch, the wildness we declare,
Two hearts beating as one, an affair beyond compare.

Breath’s smoke, love’s echoes, whispers of silk,
Roots of passion, desires that never wilt,
My life’s rhythm dances to love’s secret lilt,
Day and night blend, our hearts forever built.

The scent of leaves, of sea-rocks kissed by sea,
In barn’s warm hold, hay’s fragrant glee,
These aromas remind of you and me,
Love’s symphony composed, a life’s masterpiece to be.

Words, like breath, take flight upon the wind’s gentle kiss,
A kiss, a touch, love’s language we never miss,
Tender embraces, love’s passion found in this,
In the realm of our hearts, our eternal bliss.

Light and shade, a dance on trees so fine,
Supple branches sway, as souls intertwine,
In solitude’s calm or life’s bustling line,
Love’s fire burns bright, eternally divine.

Wellness sensed, midday’s song in tune,
Melody of our hearts, from slumber to noon,
Greeting the sun, love’s warmth, like a boon,
In love’s embrace, two hearts forever swoon.

Have you measured the world or its endless scope?
Grasped poems’ truths, unlocked meanings’ rope?
Felt the surge of love, the passion’s ardent slope?
In this universe of us, our eternal hope.

Stay by my side, from dawn to twilight’s grace,
All verses’ wellspring, in love’s embrace,
Earth and sun’s essence, our love’s cosmic space,
Golden light of a thousand suns, love’s eternal chase.

No more through others’ eyes, truth we perceive,
Past and ghosts, we no longer grieve,
Through our hearts’ gaze, love’s secrets we believe,
In the symphony of our souls, forever to cleave.

Hear the voices, sift them through love’s soul,
In thoughts’ kaleidoscope, together we’re whole,
Love’s journey, an eternal scroll,
Forever entwined, two halves form a unique whole.

More and forever, our love’s eternal flight,
Boundless as stars, in passion’s tender light,
Two souls as one, united and bright,
In the universe of love, everything feels right.

::03.03.1997 ::


I am a Bird

AS i am so are you just astrological sign
i’m destructive inside hearts
you are a twisted pair of lips all inside we sing melancholy
songs toward heaven

I have no complaints. Well, i am no one
and you are spelled:

“Sweet Dark Orchid”

I gave my heart /// you buried me in Soul with deep sigh
I spat inside your eye

With words unspoken, a cosmic dance,
Two souls entwined, taking a chance.
A tapestry woven, celestial thread,
Through highs and lows, where emotions tread.

In constellations, our stories align,
The zodiac’s wisdom, a map divine.
Yet deeper still, our essence yearns,
To grasp the meaning of each twist and turn.

Destruction blooms within my core,
An unseen tempest, an endless roar.
And you, the enigma, twisted lips,
Concealing secrets in cryptic quips.

Yet side by side, we bear the weight,
Of melancholy’s haunting state.
Our hearts’ laments toward heavens soar,
Seeking solace forevermore.

I voice no grievance, no bitter word,
For in this cosmic play, I’m just a bird.
A nameless soul, lost in the sea,
While you’re a vision, a “Sweet Dark Orchid,” free.

I surrendered my heart, you dug a grave,
In the garden of souls, where memories pave.
I spat my defiance, a rebellious cry,
A maelstrom of emotions, painting the sky.

Let stars cascade like tears of fire,
A symphony of dreams and desire.
Two spirits bound, yet never the same,
In this celestial waltz, we etch our name.

So onward we journey, in realms untamed,
Where love and chaos, like shadows, are framed.
As I am, so are you, intertwined,
In this cosmic tapestry, forever defined.

:: 08.14.2023 ::


ECHOES THROUGH TIME

I

In youth’s bright bloom at seventeen’s first light,
Unburdened by the weight of worldly care,
Beneath June’s moon, where lime trees weave the night,
We roam, our spirits free, with dreams to bear.

The lime trees’ fragrance scents the gentle air,
Soft zephyrs weave a melody of grace,
Where town and vine entwine without a care,
A symphony of odors interlace.

II

Amidst this scene, a scrap of azure sky,
Framed by a branch, a star’s ethereal gleam,
Mingling with fate, its gentle shivers fly,
Whispers of white in cosmic’s tender dream.

Oh, June’s embrace! At seventeen, the wine,
An elixir of life, within us flows,
Two wandering souls, their destinies align,
A stolen kiss, where the heart’s journey shows.

III

A heart unchained, dreams reaching evermore,
In moonlight’s glow, beneath a lamp’s embrace,
A maiden dances, curiosity to explore,
Her father’s sternness softened by her grace.

Her innocence ignites a spark anew,
In ankle boots, she steps with vibrant grace,
She turns, a world awakens in her view,
Unspoken songs and secrets interlace.

IV

Love’s tender grip, through August’s fervent fire,
In sonnet’s verse, her laughter finds its place,
Friends fade, as love fulfills its bold desire,
One evening’s words, love’s gentle, sweet embrace.

Once more to cafes’ charm, I make my way,
For ale or lemonade, my choice is clear,
At seventeen, wisdom’s dawn is still at bay,
As lime trees grace the promenade so dear.

:: 08.09.2023 ::


ACROSS THE AGES WORDS PERSIST

I

in youth’s sweet bloom of seventeen, so bright,
unshackled by the weight of worldly care,
‘neath lime trees’ shade on june’s fair-spun night,
we wander free, our spirits unaware.

the scent of lime trees graces fragrant air,
soft winds a melody of scents bestow,
as town and vine entwine in flair,
a symphony of odors, to and fro.

II

amidst this scene, a scrap of blue divine,
framed by a branch, a star’s delicate trace,
melted by fate, its soft shivers align,
whispers of white in tender cosmic space.

oh, june’s embrace! at seventeen, the wine,
champagne of sap that swirls within our minds,
wandering souls, a stolen kiss entwine,
a tiny pulse of life, the heart reminds.

III

a heart untamed, dreams questing evermore,
in moonlight’s glow, beneath a lamp’s embrace,
a girl appears, her steps a dance to explore,
her father’s collar stern, framing her grace.

her naiveté ignites a spark anew,
in ankle boots, she walks with vibrant grace,
she turns, awakens, with gaze so true,
unspoken songs perish, leaving trace.

IV

love’s embrace, through august’s fervent blaze,
in sonnet’s lines, her laughter finds its space,
friends fade, as love demands my wandering gaze,
one evening, her words, a tender embrace.

once more to cafes’ dazzle, i return,
for ale or lemonade, the choice is mine,
at seventeen, wisdom’s fire yet to burn,
as lime trees grace the promenade divine.


LA CATEDRAL

Hail the uncompleted verse, in its state so diverse,
Within the lines it bides, for its moment to immerse,
A saga unresolved, a tale of noir and mist,
Woven into clarity, till its essence truly kissed.

Among metaphoric whispers, it wanders, seeks and lingers,
Words elusive, fleeting, like ephemeral singers,
Past rhymes have had their say, yet this one hesitates,
Questing for its resolution, as time oscillates.

Resting on imperfect beats, where irregularity meets,
Time becomes its partner, as patience softly greets,
Struggling through the maze, where fragments intertwine,
The unfinished rhyme persists, till its stars align.

Finally, the awaited instance gleams, as reality redeems,
The rhyme declares its truth, fulfilling its destined themes,
Contentment finds its way, a sublime, sweet release,
Unfurling its wings of words, soaring with newfound peace.

:: 08.09.2023 ::


EACH FOOTSTEP IS DIVINE

(If you’re leaning in close, about to try,
To soothe my thoughts with a kiss, oh my,
Feeding the dweller in my mind,
With a kiss that’s tender and one of a kind,

Take your time, don’t rush this sweet affair,
Bliss of being together, or not quite there,
I’ve spent a lifetime waiting for you,
My heart echoing with each step you’d do.)

:: 08.07.2023 ::


WHISPERS OF YOU: AN ODE TO LOVE AND LIME TREES

In the realm of tales, your heart does roam, as if it has transcended the confines of reality and embraced a world woven with threads of imagination. Beneath the soft glow of a dim lamplight, it finds a home, a sanctuary where emotions intertwine with the flickering shadows. The lamplight becomes a silent witness to the stories your heart silently narrates.

A maiden walks by, her presence like a delicate brushstroke on the canvas of your musings. Charming in her ways, she navigates the world with a grace that captures your attention. Yet, beneath her father’s stern collar’s gaze, there’s a sense of constraint, a reminder of the boundaries that surround her life.

To her discerning eyes, you might appear naive, your actions tinted with a hint of the absurd. Clad in ankle boots, she walks with an air of determination, a quiet confidence that sets her apart. She glances back at you, a fleeting connection that seems to acknowledge the notes of your melodies that hang in the air, wavering and uncertain.

Love takes hold of you, its grip tightening as the days stretch towards August’s warm embrace. The sonnets you pour onto paper become messengers of your affection, each line carrying the weight of your emotions and dreams. With every word, you manage to bring genuine smiles to her face, an accomplishment that fuels your poetic fervor.

As love blossoms, the world around you changes. Friends who once filled your days begin to fade into the periphery. You find yourself drifting away from the familiar scenes, no longer an active participant in the activities that once defined your days. Yet, amidst this transformation, a new chapter unfolds. She writes to you, bridging the distance that sometimes separates two souls.

On the eve of connection, cafes become your gathering places once again. Whether it’s the bitterness of beer or the refreshing tang of lemonade, you indulge in the simple pleasures that life offers. Seventeen is an age of transition, where seriousness and carefree spirits dance together, creating a unique blend of experiences. Lime trees form a verdant cascade along the promenade, a reminder of the vibrant hues that life paints against the canvas of youth. The symphony of green leaves rustling in the wind echoes the symphony of your heart, filled with the beats of anticipation and the promises of the unknown.

:: 08.07.2023 ::


CANVAS AND VERSE UPON ECHOES OF ARTISTIC HALLS

Many many years ago, as shadows upon hills
yellow butter cups swaying within winds
sketch the trees and upon edged lands
and kissed and laughed and wrapped up upon
winter’s chill ~~ what I said you giggled
: i said, “this day lives forever.
A fragment small, in hues of dusk,
Blue ‘gainst branch, a tiny tusk,
Pierced by star, ill-luck’s own plight,
Melting with shivers through the night.
June’s eve, sweet seventeen’s delight,
Sap akin to champagne, intoxicating flight.
Wandering steps, a kiss’s grace,
A tremor alive on lips’ embrace.”

In colors upon a unforgiven land and how now
I understand what you said to me; how you
suffered.

How my letters are colors of violent haze
of morning fields of amber gray
And how i suffer for my brilliant heart
who loves all.

:: 08.07.2023 ::

Amid the corridors of artistic halls, where echoes of creation resonate, emerges a poetic tapestry woven with the threads of emotion and time. “Canvas and Verse Upon Echoes of Artistic Halls” transcends mere words to become a symphony of imagery and sentiment, bearing witness to the beauty of existence and the profound essence of shared human experience.

In the opening stanza, the poet transports us to a realm where the passage of time is as gentle as the sway of “yellow butter cups.” These delicate blooms become symbols of fleeting moments, their dance harmonizing with the winds that whisper secrets to the trees. The canvas of nature becomes a tableau of memories, kissed by laughter and wrapped in the embrace of winter’s chill. A touch of nostalgia is unveiled, where past and present intermingle like kindred spirits.

Amidst this lyrical reverie, the poet’s voice evokes an ethereal quality, as if utterances possess the power to tether moments to eternity. “This day lives forever,” declares the poet, embodying the eternal within a fragment of time. The hues of dusk blend into the blue embrace of branches, where a “tiny tusk” is pierced by a star’s radiance. This juxtaposition of light and shadow conjures ill-luck’s own plight, which gracefully melts into the shivers of the night.

June’s eve, the pinnacle of youthful exuberance, embodies the sweet delight of seventeen summers. The sap of life is akin to champagne, effervescent and intoxicating, as wandering steps and kisses exchanged unfold like verses of an intimate poem. The tremor alive on lips’ embrace mirrors the palpitations of the heart, a rhythm entwined with the pulse of shared emotion.

In the second stanza, the poet reflects upon the poignant understanding of another’s suffering. The unforgiving land becomes a mirror, reflecting empathy and connection, where the poet’s own colors are woven with compassion. The letters, infused with a “violent haze” of morning fields, conjure an aura of introspection, capturing the enigmatic nature of human existence.

The crescendo of emotion reaches its zenith with a declaration of a “brilliant heart” that loves unabashedly, extending affection to all corners of existence. As the closing date stamps this poetic musing, it etches a moment of profound introspection into the annals of time.

“Canvas and Verse Upon Echoes of Artistic Halls” is not just a poem; it is a testament to the poetic soul’s yearning to encapsulate the ineffable beauty of life. Each verse is a brushstroke, and together, they paint a masterpiece that invites readers to traverse the corridors of their own emotions and connect with the timeless echoes of artistry.