LOVELY STAR

Hey lovely Star who burns bright
Hey, how you move me Hey, how you move me in night and day like winter and summer her flesh is angelic and our love caught in a shade — a tool / a devise of savior and i look up to Christ but my eyes burn me _ Hey, you…the angelic One i found no sex but somber thoughts killing for a position that fits me\ i won’t move shame: A TOOL a devise for savior i tried to look up to the skies but my eyes burn ~ looking fine i cried~ looking fine i cried
knowing I am okay…just fine

lovely star
you move me.

:: 12.29.2023 ::


I Have Spoken To The World

I have spoken to the World
and the world is quiet

That I love everyone
including my favorite poets

I do not fear; poets are upon
the side of another space

but never my mother —

It is not that i am a horrible woman
but that I am a human being

therein lies the secret:

we are what we are
and the rest of the noise

is nature singing beauty.

Challenging the cold, alof and
the boring.

:: 12.28.2023 ::

My Notes:

In this poignant poem, as a poet, delves into the profound theme of self-acceptance, unconditional love, and the essence of humanity. The speaker begins by asserting a voice, claiming to have spoken to the world. However, the response from the world is silence, which could be interpreted as a reflection on the often unresponsive or indifferent nature of the world to the individual’s expression.

The declaration of love for everyone, including the speaker’s favorite poets, suggests an inclusive and embracing attitude toward humanity and the poetic community. The poet, it seems, sees a connection and kinship with fellow wordsmiths, sharing a common space of creativity and expression.

A unique perspective is introduced as the speaker expresses a lack of fear, asserting that poets reside “upon the side of another space.” This could be interpreted as poets existing on a different plane of consciousness or understanding, detached from conventional fears and concerns. However, the speaker makes an exception for their mother, indicating a deep and personal connection that transcends the poet’s usual detachment.

The admission of being neither a horrible woman nor an extraordinary one, but simply a human being, emphasizes the universal aspect of the human experience. The poet reveals a profound truth—our essence lies in our humanity, and it is in embracing this humanity that the secret of existence is found.

The closing lines beautifully convey the idea that amidst the cacophony of life, what remains true and pure is the inherent beauty of nature. The noise, perhaps symbolic of the chaos and complexities of life, is juxtaposed with the simplicity and elegance of nature’s song.

The poet, possibly a Nobel Laureate, challenges the status quo, describing it as “cold, aloof, and boring.” This can be seen as a call for breaking away from societal norms and embracing a more vibrant, authentic existence. The date at the end provides a temporal anchor, suggesting that this reflection is a contemporary contemplation.

In conclusion, this poem, through its lyrical and introspective verses, explores themes of self-acceptance, love for humanity, and the intrinsic beauty of nature. The poet’s unique perspective and the challenge to conventional norms contribute to a rich and thought-provoking piece that resonates with the depth and complexity often associated with Nobel Laureate poetry.


ALL OF OUR LOVE

Beneath the boughs so green,
Where love and I recline serene,
And echo a joyous song,
To the bird’s melodious throng,
Approach, approach, approach:

Here shall we find,
No adversarial wind,
Only winter and weather wild.

For those who spurn ambition’s chase,
And cherish the sun’s warm embrace,
Feeding on life’s simple fare,
Content with what is granted there,

Approach, approach, approach:
Here shall we find,
No foes unkind,
Only winter and weather wild.

For those who spurn ambition’s chase,
And cherish the sun’s warm embrace,
Feeding on life’s simple fare,
Content with what is granted there,
Approach, approach, approach:

Here shall we find,
No foes unkind,
Only winter and weather wild.

In this haven of tranquil reprieve,
Where hearts and nature interweave,
A sanctuary free from strife,
Embracing the rhythm of simple life,
Approach, approach, approach:

Here shall we find,
No tumultuous grind,
Only winter and weather wild.

As seasons change with a gentle hand,
Through the cycles, we understand,
The beauty in moments, both calm and reviled,
Embracing the dance of winter and weather wild.”’*

*BEAT, BEATH, BEATH, BAet iA LOVE!

:: 12.25.2023 ::


ALL OUR LOVE

Beneath the boughs so green,
Where love and I recline serene,
And echo a joyous song,
To the bird’s melodious throng,
Approach, approach, approach:

Here shall we find,
No adversarial wind,
Only winter and weather wild.

For those who spurn ambition’s chase,
And cherish the sun’s warm embrace,
Feeding on life’s simple fare,
Content with what is granted there,

Approach, approach, approach:
Here shall we find,
No foes unkind,
Only winter and weather wild.

For those who spurn ambition’s chase,
And cherish the sun’s warm embrace,
Feeding on life’s simple fare,
Content with what is granted there,
Approach, approach, approach:

Here shall we find,
No foes unkind,
Only winter and weather wild.

In this haven of tranquil reprieve,
Where hearts and nature interweave,
A sanctuary free from strife,
Embracing the rhythm of simple life,
Approach, approach, approach:

Here shall we find,
No tumultuous grind,
Only winter and weather wild.

As seasons change with a gentle hand,
Through the cycles, we understand,
The beauty in moments, both calm and reviled,
Embracing the dance of winter and weather wild.”’*

*BEAT, BEATH, BEATH, BAet iA LOVE!

:: 12.25.2023 ::

Beneath the boughs so green,
Where love and I recline serene,
And echo a joyous song,
To the bird’s melodious throng,
Approach, approach, approach:

Here shall we find,
No adversarial wind,
Only winter and weather wild.

For those who spurn ambition’s chase,
And cherish the sun’s warm embrace,
Feeding on life’s simple fare,
Content with what is granted there,

Approach, approach, approach:
Here shall we find,
No foes unkind,
Only winter and weather wild.

For those who spurn ambition’s chase,
And cherish the sun’s warm embrace,
Feeding on life’s simple fare,
Content with what is granted there,
Approach, approach, approach:

Here shall we find,
No foes unkind,
Only winter and weather wild.

In this haven of tranquil reprieve,
Where hearts and nature interweave,
A sanctuary free from strife,
Embracing the rhythm of simple life,
Approach, approach, approach:

Here shall we find,
No tumultuous grind,
Only winter and weather wild.

As seasons change with a gentle hand,
Through the cycles, we understand,
The beauty in moments, both calm and reviled,
Embracing the dance of winter and weather wild.”’*

*BEAT, BEATH, BEATH, BAet iA LOVE!

:: 12.25.2023 ::


A SMALL THOUGHT

AS the world fell
again within my heart
as all became dirt
as well

Fire has past;

fire summers, with the length

Of five long winters! and again I hear

These waters, rolling from their mountain-springs

With a soft inland murmur. — Once again

Do I behold these steep and lofty cliffs,

That on a wild secluded scene impress

Thoughts of more deep seclusion; and connect

The landscape with the quiet of the sky.

:: a small thought — 12.25.2025 ::


SORROW’S WAIL

Upon yon hill whose sheltering hollow told

A mournful tale echoed by the distant dale,

My spirit bowed to hear the twofold fold,

And there I lay to catch the sorrow’s wail.

Ere long, a wan maiden, a heart turned frail,

Tore papers, shattered rings in anguished disdain,

A tempest in her world, sorrow’s wind and rain.

A woven hive of straw crowned her pale head,

A shield from the sun for her countenance worn,

Where fleeting glimpses of beauty once tread,

Now lingered, a carcass, faded and torn.

Time, with his scythe, youth’s bloom had not shorn,

Nor had youth completely its lease surrendered,

Some beauty through the lattice of age tendered.

Her napkin oft she raised to her tearful eyes,

Where characters of woe were carefully displayed,

Cleansing the silken symbols with briny sighs,

In a sea of sorrow where grief had waded.

She read the contents, her soul invaded,

And often cried in undistinguished woe,

In clamors both high and low.

Her gaze at times aimed at celestial spheres,

As if in battle with the cosmic intent;

Yet, her eyes sometimes tethered by earthly fears,

To the rounded earth, in submission, they were bent.

Then, their vision extended, to every place it went,

Nowhere fixed, mind and sight in distraction twined,

A disarray of thoughts and sights entwined.

Her hair, neither restrained nor formed in a braid,

Proclaimed in her a casual touch of pride,

Some strands untucked, by her hat gently laid,

Beside her pale and withered cheek they glide.

A threaden fillet some locks did abide,

True to bondage, unwilling to break free,

Loosely braided in negligent glee.

From a basket, a thousand treasures she drew,

Of amber, crystal, and beaded jet,

One by one into a river they flew,

Where she sat upon its weeping bank, her silhouette.

Like usury, applying wet to wet,

Or a monarch’s hands that withhold bounty’s fall,

Where need whispers some, excess begs all.

Folded schedules, she had many a one,

Perused, sighed, torn, and given to the flood,

Cracked rings of gold and bone, one by one,

Commanding them to find a mud-cloaked tomb they should.

More letters found, sadly penned in blood,

With silk sleek and affectedly adorned,

Sealed in secrecy, to curious eyes they were scorned.


ISN’T IT SOMETHING

Isn’t it something
how the sun rises
how the flowers sway
how the opinions of those
who hate never matter

Ha, isn’t it a thing
like a private joke
between you and me?

I go away sometime at night
where i’m elsewhere;
sometimes in a big house
other times on the shore
of a far flung place
where love lives

And now, this is a piece
of prose that never lost
faith in love’s strength
and how i describe Life
as a sculpture chiseled by
steady creative hands

And this is all for you;

keep it private
and cherish the love
and how simple words are
they express wonderfully
how life is_______

Isn’t it something?

:: 12.25.2023 ::


HOW I LOVE YOU

\

Grief’s tap runs free, my eyes – no coin required,
For Sakhr’s sake, a boundless freshet’s worth.
Sleep, an exiled neighbor, dares not near,
Grit-kissed, I watch the stars, unbidden guest.
My tattered shawl, a shroud for shivering soul,
While comrades fall, beneath the desert’s breath.
His arm, a rampart for the faltering friend,
No lion’s maw more fierce in battle’s mesh.
Where bridled fire-manes snort a savage hymn,
He, leopard-swift, outstrips the sting of death.
Though dawn denies the echo of his name,
His song, a desert wind, whispers his fame.

:: 12.21.2023 ::


WHERE MOTHS MEET MENISCUS

In chambers dim, where shadows weave,
My mirrored self I dare perceive.
Pink roses bloom, a painted guise,
While feathered thoughts take silent flight.

My tongue, a tempest, words like wind,
To whirl and toss the soul within.
To swim in depths where echoes call,
Unfettered feet on marble sprawl.

A mermaid’s sigh, a whispered plea,
To breathe, to see, eternally.
The headlights dim, the vision nears,
Of hands outstretched, assuaging fears.

Less, I craved, from twilight’s hold,
Than waters mingled, stories told.
One night, a tapestry complete,
A whisper spun in slumber’s sheet.

But eyes unflinching, hearts unknown,
No answering pulse to claim my own.
The mirrored pond, a frozen scene,
Reflects the moon, where women convene.

Men, enigmas cloaked in night,
Like roots that twist in hidden light.
The house once shared, a severed stem,
From continents of black and white condemn.

Unmoored, we drift, in yearning’s thrall,
Then scatter, like lashes in the fall.
My own, like pollen, ether frail,
Revealing truth, a single veil.

Yet, codex locked, a name takes flight,
A searing brand, defying blight.
Life, a quick waltz with disdained breath,
The moon a mirror, mocking death.

Before the wind, before the end,
A voice of dreams, where shadows bend.
The garden slumbers, beasts unfed,
Its lights extinguished, hopes unshed.

His women, ghosts in sterile white,
No feast of senses, pure of light.

Within this introspection’s well,
A teardrop falls, the story’s spell.
Unspoken words, like embers cold,
In mirrored fragments, hearts unfold.

So let me dwell in this retreat,
Where Dickinson’s whispers softly meet.
With introspective gaze, I trace,
The paths of yearning, etched in space.

:: 12.22.2023 ::


INSIDE FEMALE

In youth’s brave quest for winsome Marrow,
A babe upon Yarrow’s breast,
By Newark’s gate, in days long past,
Stood I, with thee, Border’s minstrel blessed.

Grave musings graced that sweetened day,
Dignity in gentle hearts prevailing,
Amidst falling leaves, or on the bough,
Breezes played, and sunlight, unfailing.

The Stream flowed on with foamy song,
In crystal pools, in quiet repose,
No cares enthralling freeborn minds,
Happy hours in retrospection rose.

Brisk Youth danced in morning’s light,
With graceful folly, life’s temperate noon,
Sober eve, not melancholy’s blight,
Past, present, future in harmony attune.

As Yarrow through the woods did range,
Meeting us with unaltered grace,
Though we, in change, through time estranged,
Natural shadows on our inward prospect trace.

Eternal blessings on the Muse,
Divine in her sacred employ,
She trains her sons for hope’s pursuit,
For calm and unbroken joy.

Oh, Scott! compelled to change thy scene,
From Eildon-hill to Vesuvio’s slope,
May classic Fancy and native sheen,
Preserve thy heart from sinking, and fill it with hope.

While ministering spirits, vying in grace,
Bring health to mellow age and strength,
May streams and hills, in every place,
Shine with unimagined beauty, and preserve their glory’s length.

A gracious welcome shall be thine,
With looks of love and honor,
As Yarrow’s glances greeted me,
When first I beheld her.

Witness, ye who centred thoughts that day
In Yarrow’s groves, through Newark’s portal arch,
Climbing the stair where the “last Minstrel” lay,
Before recounting his enchanting march.

Flow on, Yarrow Stream, fulfill thy duty,
Pleased that future bards will chant
For simple hearts thy enduring beauty,
Dear to dreams, to sunshine, and to memory’s shadowy haunt.