Daily Archives: December 12, 2015

THE SPRING RAINS

Darling, accept my strong honor
which by anvil struck steel &
broke the vows of nature!
the heav3nly gods found anger
and nothing less than false
is like love; love is givings
as to keeping’s give;
lover– honoring proudly
the deepest like aboves
as our first’s because
(hath faith abandoned thee?
not so quietly and nevers!)
as knowing love as ours will
like fields in spring rain
will continue to (i love you)
grow!

:: 12102015 ::


GLAD FLESH BUT SOUL

WHEN my limbs ache makes my crazy meal\when i
am with you makes me deeper dumb like your
roaming tigers (so inside) so you’re outside
what a pleasant surprise ( ) with(in) you
swiftness of predatory teeth digs deeper
into my soul so far past the brightness
of sunrise and sunsets of my confused blood
it’s with you i am glad flesh but soul
(of my fear) doesn’t want to be with you
you’re inside of outside of my flower-pinkness
on gritted lips and i am running away upon
(your are) skewed brilliant eyes (hate you when
I’m with you) smother the flames of the dizzy
being with you…
the heavens so beautiful with love
but dead stars stink awakening dawn
i am insane for true love
the poetic caress of a lonely girl

:: 12102015 ::


p h i l o p h o b i c

we lived ~~~
loved always
lived BY inspiration
as anyone worthy
One dignity pauses
for all when you
I WAS loved
Whispering “I am simply
excited by your dignified
attendant; watch my feet
so-heart telling
coach me (but you…you
are not allowed) so invited
the skies || I greet you
warm by the soul’s ermine
protected by ancient
escutheon //and many too
weak by life’s winter-tide
this covert life i expected
i am forever alone since
you’re uninvited
and I am Philophobic
a strangely exciting pain
of emotional detachment
pushes away the vow of
my commitment:
solitude and grieving
I am love but fragmented.

:: 12102015 ::