p h i l o p h o b i c

we lived ~~~
loved always
lived BY inspiration
as anyone worthy
One dignity pauses
for all when you
I WAS loved
Whispering “I am simply
excited by your dignified
attendant; watch my feet
so-heart telling
coach me (but you…you
are not allowed) so invited
the skies || I greet you
warm by the soul’s ermine
protected by ancient
escutheon //and many too
weak by life’s winter-tide
this covert life i expected
i am forever alone since
you’re uninvited
and I am Philophobic
a strangely exciting pain
of emotional detachment
pushes away the vow of
my commitment:
solitude and grieving
I am love but fragmented.

:: 12102015 ::