Monthly Archives: September 2021

THE RABBIT FOOT BLEEDS WITHIN YOUR POCKET

WE HAVE NOT TIME TO LIVE OR DIE

WITIH all the terror and peril which flows on earth and water and air and fire of sex and battles and madness,
of torrid vengeance, seduction, and deadly revenge, Psyche lives to see the light of day:

And living in the light of the Pleiades, upon a small wooden chessboard with mushrooms While Mother Moon smiled AND
her logic in proportion to backwards 1.61 has with a human heart she coexists within the hearts of men and gods.

If you think you have read enough of my stuff, I have heard there is a ton more. I am currently hard at work on a book.

It is far too much for a single person to write. I could not believe it. No one would believe me anyway, but I do not
really care. One day it will all be done, and I will let you see how it is all put together.

Inside two covers held by infinity and answers to all questions.  I loved my mother.

:: 09.09.2021 ::


WE HAVE NOT TIME TO LIVE OR DIE

With all the terror and peril which flow,
of earth and water and air and fire,
of sex and battle and madness,
of torrid vengeance, seduction, and deadly revenge,
Psyche lived to see the light of day,
And living in the light of the Pleiades,
While Mother Moon smiled on her,
Had with a human heart she coexisted,
With the hearts of men and gods.

If you think you have read enough of my stuff, I have heard there is a ton more. I am currently hard at work on a book. It is far too much for a single person to write. I could not believe it. No one would believe me anyway, but I do not really care. One day it will all be done, and I will let you see how it is all put together.

Why is there so much anger? I am not really sure. I think it is part of the very process. The soul must come to terms with its own pain. It must let go of the things of earth and of the very depths of pain. It must let go of what it thinks is the only thing it has ever known. It must let go of all that to come together to become a soul. This soul is not enough for one day. One year. One life. One lifetime. This is why so much is constantly hurt in the world. Sometimes these hurts are physical, like the blows that cause pain to one’s skin. Sometimes the wounds of the soul cause more damage. We destroy our hopes by killing our dreams. I do not want to destroy this work. It is part of me and of everything that I am. I will not allow anyone to destroy it. It will be the story of how the soul becomes a soul, and of how that soul will strive to preserve its beautiful state. Some of the things I have learned may be very little, but they are important. I have been in so much pain over so many years. I feel I have let people down by having so much pain, when the cause was not mine. So I let go of all of that and I know I will survive. This is all very heavy and not very uplifting, but it is true. This book, my spirit, my whole being has been in that place for so long that it has become my existence. It is really very hard to let go.

Now let me leave you with one last thought. If I am telling you this in the vain hope that you will be able to understand me, please realize that my goal is not to make you read what I write. My goal is to get you to read it. Please do so. My writing is not important. The only thing that I need is your time. The only thing that I need is your attention. You do not need to be interested in what I have to say. Just give me your time.

:: 02.01.2021 ::


buSY BEE inSIDE MY HEART (Oh king of my dreams)

‘buSY Bee inside my heart /// oh ate through toward my eye
buzzing and can’t you feel my heart burn?  Can’t your heart
bee my love — to travel and die upon a crust of moon drift dirt.

I heart how thoughts became living beings inside my head
and march within a vast army of disillusioned minions.

  Can’t you hear my love burst?  Can’t you feel my love bust?
Like we as Werelings so tiny as quanta light;  little creatures
who live 1,000 years but only a day in our time.  And we have no
fur but like to wear dead animals upon our skin.  How filthy
our skin is with microbial animals like horror stories feeding
our souls with dead mouths.
 Busy believe-me King-thing:  who comes
to save me while it hurts your.  Will you hear my love words?
My love BUZZ?  I want you like a crazy wave needs shores /// my
dead brain \\ jet sounds outside the ear canal of disaster.

Will you love the busy Bee inside my heart?

or Leave for Another Sound and string of strange words?
undulating hips and puffy lips.  Watch me waddle away
into horrific oblivion love buzz.

:: 09.09.2021 ::


A HUNDRED POEMS – XXXIV

DEVASTATION  — oh!  \utter beauty —
that what you do unknowingly, did to me/
BUTTERFLY-lash’ing’s
     deep pools
eyes of jewels
stares, my soul which you do:
what fragments of time
that the world vanishes
when my soul  i  s
so near to you!

LOVE my love!
devastating love!!!


FOREVER AND NEVER

THAT FOREVER should never be tonight
but how forever devours tender hearts
that never is lonely asking Penance
and how forever is an echo of memories
— especially for those we have loved
and lost. Forever and never. That unto
itself can shatter the bravest of hearts.

:: 09.08.2021 ::


THE EMPTY HOUSE OF LOVING GHOSTS

“Dear! Let us find a room where we can shine!”
As the sun in a place unconfined by walls?
“Yes! A place full of moons and suns and hearts
and kisses untold!”
Yes, let this be so! And so it is.
Oh. how the walls shimmer as living skin!
That the roof is not there becomes sky!
How creatures of tender hearts enter our home:
the butterflies and their hosts!
“Dear? What happens now?”
LOVE, LOVE AND MORE LOVE !

:: 09.08.2021 ::


THE MORNING ROSE PINK

THE MORNING ROSE pink
love by horizon
to never think as the
mourning devours thought.

For the One who touched
the corners of Earth
but never spoke
hiding tears as ocean.

Pleasing that plead of night
so endured by night or day
pressed lips of confusion
to allow or deny?

The words i saw but never heard
the kindness of all that more
and so then The morning rose
pkin love by horizon.

My dear Adria.

:: 09.08.2021 ::

THE MORNING ROSE PINK

THE MORNING ROSE pink
love by horizon
to never think as the
mourning devours thought.

For the One who touched
the corners of Earth
but never spoke
hiding tears as ocean.

Pleasing that plead of night
so endured by night or day
pressed lips of confusion
to allow or deny?

The words i saw but never heard
the kindness of all that more
and so then The morning rose
pkin love by horizon.

My dear Adria.

:: 09.08.2021 ::

THE MORNING ROSE pink
love by horizon
to never think as the
mourning devours thought.

For the One who touched
the corners of Earth
but never spoke
hiding tears as ocean.

Pleasing that plead of night
so endured by night or day
pressed lips of confusion
to allow or deny?

The words i saw but never heard
the kindness of all that more
and so then The morning rose
pkin love by horizon.

My dear Adria.

:: 09.08.2021 ::


NO SEX IN YOUR VIOLENCE

i hate i ate
everything in my heat
and lovers and how how days

  • lit light bougn birth
    and borrows like my death.

AND must’a have been lover
she flew to los angles
my fucking born brother
: how i flew seeing
no longer such an ass hole
brother — how in a rear
birth revere now. o sex
in your violence in your
violence any thing so today
: birthday days scene
: kissing scenes and twice
my wife before she died
and now zen oh zen oh i
think how centuries of
her demigod comes and there
there no sex in y9our violence
oh oh stress we birth in
uterus of life and love and
am my absences is amethyst
of her dying love.
oh how she moves in colors
and feelings and love

:: 090 6.2021 ::

NO SEX IN YOUR VIOLENCE

i hate i ate
everything in my heat
and lovers and how how days
– lit light bougn birth
and borrows like my death.

AND must’a have been lover
she flew to los angles
my fucking born brother
: how i flew seeing
no longer such an ass hole
brother — how in a rear
birth revere now. o sex
in your violence in your
violence any thing so today
: birthday days scene
: kissing scenes and twice
my wife before she died
and now zen oh zen oh i
think how centuries of
her demigod comes and there
there no sex in y9our violence
oh oh stress we birth in
uterus of life and love and
am my absences is amethyst
of her dying love.
oh how she moves in colors
and feelings and love

:: 090 6.2021 ::

i hate i ate
everything in my heat
and lovers and how how days
– lit light bougn birth
and borrows like my death.

AND must’a have been lover
she flew to los angles
my fucking born brother
: how i flew seeing
no longer such an ass hole
brother — how in a rear
birth revere now. o sex
in your violence in your
violence any thing so today
: birthday days scene
: kissing scenes and twice
my wife before she died
and now zen oh zen oh i
think how centuries of
her demigod comes and there
there no sex in y9our violence
oh oh stress we birth in
uterus of life and love and
am my absences is amethyst
of her dying love.
oh how she moves in colors
and feelings and love

:: 090 6.2021 ::


SINGING A SONG FOR ME BENEATH A MARQUEE

AND ALL HEARTS are bleeding
washing the streets of cities
all thoughts like little stars
and feelings swimming like fish
forever lost in an ocean of feelings

AND YET they get what they want
and yet they get everything
but what i hid inside my empty heart

Today is violent and more violent
than the purple eyes of bruised eyes
and how my heart died wishing more

And YET they WANT again & again
take a look (told you from the start)
there is nothing to take.

I am not here. You fight your insides
and tear them out and eat your life
and die many times over. Go on!

washing the streets of cities
like thoughts of little stars
and small swimming fish.

A heavy glow of light.

:: 08.03.2021 ::


COMMA, ENGLISH POLICE

LIGHT police shine on me
oh karma died yesterday
and now like daisies
you know…

Oh come on arrest my head
and make me feel criminal
— is this what we get

this is what we need
what we get when we dream
all inside our lonely heads

Comma, english police yea
rest inside the casket i
placed you  within:

this is what you get when
you mess with love.

i’m all by myself
all by myself with words
i love and create in prose

how i lost myself within you.
the only poetry i love is
what i write to you.

:: 09.03.2021 ::