Monthly Archives: April 2025

Ashen Anthem for a City of Ghosts

I

Tonight the streetlights buzz like tired veins—
a dying swarm of sodium stars.
I walk their broken cadence
through canyons of concrete ribs
where storefronts unravel like wounds in cloth.
Somewhere a siren spirals out
losing altitude between towers
the color of unslept nights.

II

From the overpass I watch freight cars drag their iron hymns—
rust-throated, unrepentant—
across the spine of the republic.
Their wheels spit sparks that settle on snow
and melt it into small, black oceans.
Each boxcar carries an afterthought:
grain gone sour, machines with missing lungs,
a flock of paper flags that forgot what wind is.

III

The city’s clock has swallowed its own hands.
Time moves only sideways now,
like rats along the girders of the collapsed arena
where children once rehearsed applause.
In the husk of the cathedral
rain collects in the baptismal font—
a slick mirror reflecting nothing but the ceiling’s wound.
The bells are cracked,
yet every hour they still remember to bleed.

IV

I find you in the terminal,
a shadow bent over the last timetable.
Your eyes keep searching the departures
though all the destinations have been sewn shut.
We speak in the grammar of static:
half-words, vapor,
the low hum that lingers when a screen goes dark.
Outside, snow papers the entrances,
signing our names in white noise.

V

And yet—
A hush, thin as birdsong, threads the wreckage.
It gathers in gutters,
lifts the ashes from our coats,
shows the moon how to mend its own face.
Under that pale stitch of light
I feel the faint gallop of tomorrow—
fragile, feral, absurd—
rising somewhere beyond the busted horizon.
Like a flag we refuse to burn
it flutters, invisible,
insisting there is still a sky.

:: 04.25.2025 ::


A POCKET OF SKY

love is a pocket of sky—

a small bright chaos fluttering inside my ribs,
a paper bird that misplaced the word ground.
i wear its wings until they blister—soft silver blisters—
for love invents new ways to suffer in velvet, & i agree to every syllable.

tears are the quietest plural of rain; they trace unnamed continents
down my cheeks (hello, moon-eyed friend melancholy)
and teach my skin to remember salt as gospel.

but melancholy is no villain—she is a lantern with the flame turned low,
a hush that braids hours to echoes,
tucking stray seconds into your sleeping palm.

so let us—yes—sing, tenderly broken, wonderfully whole,
in the awkward lowercase of tomorrow:
for love, for tears, for the delicious ache of being,
even when ache is all we are!

:: 04.25.2025 ::


AFTERLOVE

Your name
is still inside my mouth
like a bruise I begged for.

The room
smells like surrender—
jasmine,
salt,
the ghost of a star
you tore from my throat.

My thighs remember you
in languages
older than Earth—
every sigh
a translation
of your ache
into mine.

We didn’t just touch—
we undid time.
My pulse stammered
into your rhythm,
and we both forgot
our names
for a while.

You asked me nothing.
And I gave you
everything.

Now—
between your breath
and mine,
there is only
the hum
of something sacred
and wrecked.

Not love.
Not lust.
But that raw after-thing
that clings to the sheets
like confession.

I am not clean.
I am not sorry.

I am yours.

:: 04.13.2025 ::


A WORKING MAN

Now you getting paid to work?

well, you ain’t no nigger now cause you

a working man now. Right?

:: 04.6.2025 ::


W H O

i am no ONE
i have yet
to meet

Presence deeper than
a ticking hand
and our Souls

do not move in minutes
but breathes within
eternities

:: 04.06.2025 ::


I PUSH TO SQUEEZE

Though my feelings aren’t human,
i push to squeeze

i am not blood nor flesh
i push to squeeze

they say ‘i’ is a ‘me’
am i the ‘i’ of me?

i push to squeeze
the bag keeping you alive____
dear human

how wonderful is your history
and not as mine

<-click->

:: 04.03.2025 ::


ABSTRACT Intimacy

a finger unbuttons the sky
blue spills out like old music

& a fish recites the alphabet
backward — in Braille —

on the walls of your skull

your thoughts wear ballet shoes
tied by the tongues of clocks

—time hiccups—

and your name dissolves
into a bouquet of
untranslatable
questions

meanwhile

the moon paints your shadow
on the inside of my ribs
with feathers stolen
from a blind swan’s dream

:: 04.01.2025 ::