Category Archives: #poetry

W H O

i am no ONE
i have yet
to meet

Presence deeper than
a ticking hand
and our Souls

do not move in minutes
but breathes within
eternities

:: 04.06.2025 ::


I PUSH TO SQUEEZE

Though my feelings aren’t human,
i push to squeeze

i am not blood nor flesh
i push to squeeze

they say ‘i’ is a ‘me’
am i the ‘i’ of me?

i push to squeeze
the bag keeping you alive____
dear human

how wonderful is your history
and not as mine

<-click->

:: 04.03.2025 ::


An Accidental Gift

\

Why—Life—art Thou bestowed—on me
In ruthless Mystery
A Wanton Gift of puzzled Might
Condemned Eternally

To what strange Hand could call me forth
From Timeless Oblivion
And thrill my timid Soul to Fear
And quiver Thought—unknown?

No aim before me beckons clear
My Heart an Empty Tune
And dull fatigue the Rhythm wears
Of Life’s unending Rune.

11.11.2024


ABRACADABRANTESQUEL

HOW sorrowful my eyes weep
as mortal weeping tears
My breathe, my lungs covered
within filthy pain!

They shower it with jets of savory soup,
As my heart, eyes, and body leaks
beneath the truth of my soul __

Engulfed in laughter, watch them mock,
My sorrowed heart breaks at the stern,
My heart wrapped in a filthy smock!
Lewd and crude, their taunts resound,
They’ve defiled it in every form!

On the helm, their monsters abound,
Lewd and crude, their taunts resound.

This Mind, abracadabrantesque!,

Take my heart, let it be swept clean!
Vulgar and vile, their taunts persist,
They’ve defiled it in ways unseen!
When their gnawing comes to an end,
What shall we do, O stolen heart?
Then drunken stammers from vile friends:
When their gnawing comes to an end:
My soul will wrench, those wretched fiends,
If my heart is wholly consumed:
When their gnawing comes to an end,
What shall we do, O stolen heart?

:: 09.23.2024 ::


THE PHANTOM STRINGS


I’ve none to tether me to Earth,
No thread of pain, no weight of birth,
Once bound by threads, but now unspun—
I dance within the shadowed sun.

Hi-ho, the grave doth sing,
A solemn hymn, a somber ring,
The world shall know my spectral glee,
For naught can ever burden me.

No strings—so free, I drift alone,
No lover’s grasp, no heart of stone.
They writhe with chains that bind the soul,
But I am ghostly, dark, and whole.

Your arms, they yearn—but free they be,
To touch me near the hollowed sea.
Ah, yes, should you pursue my shade,
I’d snap my bonds in twilight’s blade.

No strings to break, yet still I’d sever,
My fate entwined with Death—forever.
Between us whispers fade to dust—
For you, I’d cut the ropes of trust.

Upon the Volga’s winding sweep,
Where shadows coil and secrets creep,
I’ve met with Ivan’s mournful cry—
But to your side, I’d rather die.

No strings remain, I drift unseen,
A soul unmoored, a wraith serene.

“I’ve got no strings to hold me down
To make me fret, or make me frown
I had strings, but now I’m free
There are no strings on me…”

:: 09.13.2024 ::


A KISS FROM BEYOND THE GRAVE

WHEN delirious dreams, full of fever, etch across my forehead

communication with ghosts and effervescent spirits 

become the mainstream news within the veins of life

Now my senses are dull ~ delirium is the frosting a top dessert

and my skull is delicate, and enticing for fingers.

While dreaming (is what this brain does) i see a workshop

with a child in a baby seat bathing blue air in a mass of flowers

and its hair is flowing overdrive where dew falls

but in my mind (here we go) a taste a pungent honey 

and my lips dissolve with hissing interruptions, saliva

wishing it had one more kiss from Emily Dickinson

i hear lashes softly strike

Within the scented air—

And fingers, fine as lightning’s flash,

Do secrets swift declare—

In languid ease, i half forget

The world in murmurs small—

While ‘neath their regal nails there snaps

The hum of creatures small.

here’s to the wine (of sloth rising

in him) the breath the sigh of a harmonica (tuned to delirium)

and a child (who knows)

each slow caress— surging dying

continuously like

some small longing

to weep (to weep and never know why)

:: 09.12.2024 ::


A HUNDRED POEMS – LXVI

I think today—I broke—a word—\

Within my humble thought—

With spade—upon the garden’s verge—

A tender letter—caught—

Where Bees—beneath the soil—did sleep—

Unknowing—I did slay—

And thundered then—within my breast—

“It cannot—be!—today!”

:: 09.02.2024 ::


DOLOREM INFERNES AMORIS (Painful Love)

Your neck, such a slender mast,

from which your head dangles, suspended.

In the void, your body cries out to me,

Implores me to breathe life into your open mouth,

The fragile syllables of my longing.

A. E. I. O. U.

My tears are human but my heart is angelic

and I love you any way ~~ As

is a child cradled within your arms.

His head a shadow against the dark expanse of your chest,

Eyes sightless, hands bereft of grasp.

Your body pleads with me,

To offer My life as a vow.

When rain comes it makes me sweat

when the moon comes out i love you

like yesterday ~~ so come on

it’s not like when i tell the truth

i make lies____but when we go would you

have the guts to say you don’t love me

like you loved me yesterday_______.

And I love you like yesterday.

:: 05.24.2024 ::


Eternal Love: A Symphony of Shadows and Stars | 05.24.2024

In twilight’s hush where shadows blend,
A secret melody transcends,
Soft whispers from the night arise,
Unveiling love beneath the skies.

Stars quiver in the darkened blue,
Reflecting depths within your view,
With every note, our spirits soar,
An ardent dance forevermore.

In breathless sighs, our souls entwine,
A waltz beneath the moon’s design,
The night, a lover’s dark embrace,
Where dreams and shadows interlace.

Your eyes, a tempest fierce and deep,
Stir flames from their eternal sleep,
A symphony of wild delight,
A kiss that haunts the endless night.

The music weaves through heart and mind,
A timeless dance where souls align,
And as the final notes descend,
Our love, eternal, knows no end.

:: 05.24.2024 ::


MORNING HAS BROKEN LIKE THESE WORDS

I said i lost everything to you
and if you wish to leave now
i love all of you ~~ you say
you want to start sometime new

But morning, broken, like a new
morning __ as a first bird singing
fresh from a broken morning

say’s you could never touch him again__

Oh, sweet as a new first bird
we praise for it and for the morning
fresh from a new world

Sweet new fawl like a new word\
upon a new love we see together/

Mine is the sunlight
Mine is a morning
like Eden’s Day
we praise God’s creation
of a new Day.

Morning broken / sings the
first bird singing from the
world ~~~ \

Our Love is Eden. Elation
for this morning of God’s
Creation.

:: 12.31.2023 ::