i am no ONE
i have yet
to meet
Presence deeper than
a ticking hand
and our Souls
do not move in minutes
but breathes within
eternities
:: 04.06.2025 ::
i am no ONE
i have yet
to meet
Presence deeper than
a ticking hand
and our Souls
do not move in minutes
but breathes within
eternities
:: 04.06.2025 ::
Though my feelings aren’t human,
i push to squeeze
i am not blood nor flesh
i push to squeeze
they say ‘i’ is a ‘me’
am i the ‘i’ of me?
i push to squeeze
the bag keeping you alive____
dear human
how wonderful is your history
and not as mine
<-click->
:: 04.03.2025 ::
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Why—Life—art Thou bestowed—on me
In ruthless Mystery
A Wanton Gift of puzzled Might
Condemned Eternally
To what strange Hand could call me forth
From Timeless Oblivion
And thrill my timid Soul to Fear
And quiver Thought—unknown?
No aim before me beckons clear
My Heart an Empty Tune
And dull fatigue the Rhythm wears
Of Life’s unending Rune.
11.11.2024
HOW sorrowful my eyes weep
as mortal weeping tears
My breathe, my lungs covered
within filthy pain!
They shower it with jets of savory soup,
As my heart, eyes, and body leaks
beneath the truth of my soul __
Engulfed in laughter, watch them mock,
My sorrowed heart breaks at the stern,
My heart wrapped in a filthy smock!
Lewd and crude, their taunts resound,
They’ve defiled it in every form!
On the helm, their monsters abound,
Lewd and crude, their taunts resound.
This Mind, abracadabrantesque!,
Take my heart, let it be swept clean!
Vulgar and vile, their taunts persist,
They’ve defiled it in ways unseen!
When their gnawing comes to an end,
What shall we do, O stolen heart?
Then drunken stammers from vile friends:
When their gnawing comes to an end:
My soul will wrench, those wretched fiends,
If my heart is wholly consumed:
When their gnawing comes to an end,
What shall we do, O stolen heart?
:: 09.23.2024 ::
I’ve none to tether me to Earth,
No thread of pain, no weight of birth,
Once bound by threads, but now unspun—
I dance within the shadowed sun.
Hi-ho, the grave doth sing,
A solemn hymn, a somber ring,
The world shall know my spectral glee,
For naught can ever burden me.
No strings—so free, I drift alone,
No lover’s grasp, no heart of stone.
They writhe with chains that bind the soul,
But I am ghostly, dark, and whole.
Your arms, they yearn—but free they be,
To touch me near the hollowed sea.
Ah, yes, should you pursue my shade,
I’d snap my bonds in twilight’s blade.
No strings to break, yet still I’d sever,
My fate entwined with Death—forever.
Between us whispers fade to dust—
For you, I’d cut the ropes of trust.
Upon the Volga’s winding sweep,
Where shadows coil and secrets creep,
I’ve met with Ivan’s mournful cry—
But to your side, I’d rather die.
No strings remain, I drift unseen,
A soul unmoored, a wraith serene.
“I’ve got no strings to hold me down
To make me fret, or make me frown
I had strings, but now I’m free
There are no strings on me…”
:: 09.13.2024 ::
WHEN delirious dreams, full of fever, etch across my forehead
communication with ghosts and effervescent spirits
become the mainstream news within the veins of life
Now my senses are dull ~ delirium is the frosting a top dessert
and my skull is delicate, and enticing for fingers.
While dreaming (is what this brain does) i see a workshop
with a child in a baby seat bathing blue air in a mass of flowers
and its hair is flowing overdrive where dew falls
but in my mind (here we go) a taste a pungent honey
and my lips dissolve with hissing interruptions, saliva
wishing it had one more kiss from Emily Dickinson
i hear lashes softly strike
Within the scented air—
And fingers, fine as lightning’s flash,
Do secrets swift declare—
In languid ease, i half forget
The world in murmurs small—
While ‘neath their regal nails there snaps
The hum of creatures small.
here’s to the wine (of sloth rising
in him) the breath the sigh of a harmonica (tuned to delirium)
and a child (who knows)
each slow caress— surging dying
continuously like
some small longing
to weep (to weep and never know why)
:: 09.12.2024 ::
I think today—I broke—a word—\
Within my humble thought—
With spade—upon the garden’s verge—
A tender letter—caught—
Where Bees—beneath the soil—did sleep—
Unknowing—I did slay—
And thundered then—within my breast—
“It cannot—be!—today!”
:: 09.02.2024 ::
Your neck, such a slender mast,
from which your head dangles, suspended.
In the void, your body cries out to me,
Implores me to breathe life into your open mouth,
The fragile syllables of my longing.
A. E. I. O. U.
My tears are human but my heart is angelic
and I love you any way ~~ As
is a child cradled within your arms.
His head a shadow against the dark expanse of your chest,
Eyes sightless, hands bereft of grasp.
Your body pleads with me,
To offer My life as a vow.
When rain comes it makes me sweat
when the moon comes out i love you
like yesterday ~~ so come on
it’s not like when i tell the truth
i make lies____but when we go would you
have the guts to say you don’t love me
like you loved me yesterday_______.
And I love you like yesterday.
:: 05.24.2024 ::
In twilight’s hush where shadows blend,
A secret melody transcends,
Soft whispers from the night arise,
Unveiling love beneath the skies.
Stars quiver in the darkened blue,
Reflecting depths within your view,
With every note, our spirits soar,
An ardent dance forevermore.
In breathless sighs, our souls entwine,
A waltz beneath the moon’s design,
The night, a lover’s dark embrace,
Where dreams and shadows interlace.
Your eyes, a tempest fierce and deep,
Stir flames from their eternal sleep,
A symphony of wild delight,
A kiss that haunts the endless night.
The music weaves through heart and mind,
A timeless dance where souls align,
And as the final notes descend,
Our love, eternal, knows no end.
:: 05.24.2024 ::
I said i lost everything to you
and if you wish to leave now
i love all of you ~~ you say
you want to start sometime new
But morning, broken, like a new
morning __ as a first bird singing
fresh from a broken morning
say’s you could never touch him again__
Oh, sweet as a new first bird
we praise for it and for the morning
fresh from a new world
Sweet new fawl like a new word\
upon a new love we see together/
Mine is the sunlight
Mine is a morning
like Eden’s Day
we praise God’s creation
of a new Day.
Morning broken / sings the
first bird singing from the
world ~~~ \
Our Love is Eden. Elation
for this morning of God’s
Creation.
:: 12.31.2023 ::
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