AS i think of muggy nights upon the crest
of the Mississippi River and her currents/
i was a teenage boy | never knew a woman
as i was a virgin | within the crusted clouds
of mean nights — it was always late when i
fought my date/i am still alive]\
she hypnotized by beauty ; me — wondering
how to fly away –> my oh my. my babysitter
was hungry for her itch: i wanted mom to take me
home. No one saved me that night — so say how
beautiful was that night while i was taken away
like the currents of a mighty River.
:: 08.10.2020 ::
How long….how long can i hold your hand
within the darkness of this night!
Look! The moon shines — sweet heart / shines\
i have not felt flesh moreless a caring hand within this
venture called Life. Beautiful.
And now you chance the winds , the rain, and the world?
and of me?
I am drunk, high … i am fixated upon beauty of a heart
as you are.
We could cross the road toward wilderness or toward
the concrete city — i prefer wilderness.
Where we can be brilliant intelligent animals fornicating
under the silver light of the Moon.
Stay near. Me. So that I cam smell your skin and fill
my lungs with you.
:: 09.09.2020 ::
)…thin & sometimes –> t ALL
pouring hourglass rains
Oh All! <– she's all within my mind or
some-suchSilly paIN___it's killing me! &
the silver rain falls upon eloquence
within logic — ties me up and arrests me!
:: 02-26-2017 ::rev: 08.09.2020
THIS place is desolation
my head is so infected
with attrition lately
as the thoughts invade
as the promises evaporate
loving how life kills me
loving how life kills me
i loved the deepest insides
of you /loved the deepest
thoughts of me\
oh | how fire mimics Life
(hasn’t killed me yet)
Ate purple flowers yeah
Kissed the sun and moon
and hugged attrition lately
love how life…
loving how life is killing me.
:: 08.09.2020 ::
SYNCRONICTY is going to get you like a rap upon the head–> soon you’re going to bedead/laughing within the faceof love\ while looking to getyourself together — what areyou thinking of ? Instantlife and karma against the human race, laughing in the faceof people like them: so we arefighting all the world — the worldand sun and moon and come on.yeah. alright. aww. yeah. the emptiness of dawnis this human race — like you seelaughing like a superstar : we all shine on everyone : synchronicity is recognizing yourbrothers sisters (everyone you meet)no need to dare they live without fearso we all all shine like the sun… yeah yeah aww ah. its up to you. right against your face.
:: 08.08.2020 ::
TO never solve miracles of science
TO never have crawled out of a c–ave
although some are a blessing
to a curse
some ensure military solutions
never understood words : but if
i ever lose my love | IF i ever lose
my Faith …my faith in you |
come home with me…that i may fill
my arms with you.
:: 08.07.2020 ::
zאכלתי את המצפה שלי: בלעתי אויבים ששונאים אותנו 0-0- אז פפקט: אני רוצה לאכול אותם מבפנים ולזיין אותם ממערכות ההרס שלהם .; אני עכשיו כדי לעזור. צופה נשמות
DAD REALLY SUCKS
THEN the sky was torn by a heart
made of rock — the weather everywhere
became sour like a bad date /i grabbed
my heart and art and fled \ like
the violent skies OF AN ASTEROID
if we kiss violence then i am the one
with no soul : i am for-
ever the fallen between a cosmic crack
of angels rebelling against the creator
of awesome might. NO REGRET. No memory
after you and me die. if he wants.
sometimes eternity needs to pause
for everything dad wants/they want\never
wanted everything we have…
and i am so happy the skies are so
violent because violence begets violence
and i am pissed against God! Love is
forever? Read the last page of post-mortem
We get what we want.
:: 08.06.2020 ::
WASHED my hair
cleansed my spirit
i last smoked days ago
last drank a few
minutes ago // laid
feet of brick between
you and me \\
shaking ground — it was
cold in the middle ring of
time and the frown from
entities: and I KNEW there
was not a letter from YOU:::||||
while i was building our house
and i felt you’ve been confused
_fauna\beetles and dragon flies
so fight fight fight — remove
them! Like when you told me
as you kissed me. I kissed the
rippling distortion of time-space
you are. God give me
strength. I bite.
:: 08.06.2020 ::
the armies of nations move forward
the women with their babies —
The Light of my last night from
a window with my wife blinks out
like an eye within the night:
i am everything and nothing
to shave a last time
while she sleeps requires
no more tears — no more fears.
i feel the heat of a sun
down the road; orders and marching
boots into the womb of death so
i say the light of my last night
with silent screams and no more tears
:: 08.04.2020 ::