Fame — is the
prostitution
of a soul
Publication —
a billboard
auction of talent
And genius —
a quiet mouth
with rare talent
:: 03-05-2015 ::
Fame — is the
prostitution
Publication —
a billboard
auction of talent
And genius —
a quiet mouth
with rare talent
:: 03-05-2015 ::
I saw it in the trees, in the way they leaned and twisted
as if in agony, a warning I had missed.
And then the night it happened, our hollow tree in flames,
and firemen running frantic, like ants in frenzy’s games.
The signs were there, but I chose not to see or hear,
the patient pine that fell, the maple’s snap severe.
Now as the world transforms, and all around me shifts,
the yellow house dismantles, fence lines torn like fabric rifts.
Ponds become backfilled graves, cabooses turn to tanks,
eagles to vultures morph, and wild grass to tiled ranks.
In this world of change and flux,
I whisper to myself,
“I should have known,” like Emily,
my heart a quiet delph.
For like her, I too see now,
the truth that I ignored,
the warnings that were given,
the signs I should’ve adored.
:: 04.04.2023 ::
“You caused me a lot of pain
When you focus on yourself, you may feel happy
But it brings me down like this
I want to protect my heart from harm
In a world that can be so unkind
If my blood drips from my mouth
It’s a symbol of how you ripped my heart out
And left me to suffer alone
You seemed to take pleasure in my demise
I feel like I’m already dead
It seemed like you wanted to watch me suffer
But if you deceive yourself into thinking otherwise
You may find happiness in a world of your own creation
You knocked me out of my life.”
:: 04.04.2023 ::
Love me. Say you hate me
Betray me. Another life
tell me I’m old
yeah you.
Hate me: for who i am.
bury me six feet deep
and dance upon my soil
Yeah, show me your hate
Testing God and your faith
how you love to kill
Religion is a wall
of illness — throw up
and watch babies dead
crawling from doctor
offices yeah
Love it? Hate me?
Rape me? Hate Me?
Fuck you! Fuck you!
How you are the only
one speaking goo
goo guck in your face!
How I hate baby killers!
Hate you!
:: 04.04.2023 ::
ETERNAL LOVE
I drown within the notes
of my dreams so furious
a whirlwind of passion
diving deeply sweet one
a bite a sweet strawberry
but my sword is drawn
the fury of this dream
vicious passion needing
truth and life and sanctity
what can I say to you
what passion your heart need
my fire burns a hole in life
my minor keys sing a life
burning doubt away dove
kiss the eternal fire of love!
:: 05-06-2014 :.
CIRCLE WARS
I gave you my throat
so let me say
the sun beats down
my Soul
I walked miles as human
seeing death and strange
Oh, elders of my council
judge them by their actions
let simple people sleep
In the song I’ve heard
thunderous drums
oh yeah let them sleep
without your love we die
Inside everything reveal
everything you built
Pyramids and megalitch
forests oooooh
We fought the giants
no denying…oh yeah
lost many men and women
fighting the fallen ones
:: 04.04.2023 ::
Fair maiden went on her knees and leaned o’er me, with a certain sensuality that doth both thrill and repel.
Her voluptuousness was deliberate, causing mine heart to race, yet also to be filled with unease.
She didst arch her neck and, like an animal, lick her lips, whilst mine own throat felt the tender,
quivering touch of her lips and the hard press of two sharp teeth, barely grazing my flesh and lingering there.
and bit me.
:: 04.02.2023 ::
Oh, how I long to be with thee,
By the sea, where we are free,
To talk and dream and build with glee,
Our castles in the air, you see.
The ocean’s breeze will softly blow,
As we share secrets none shall know,
And watch the waves come and go,
Our hearts a-flutter, all aglow.
The world may spin and time may fly,
But here with thee, I’ll never die,
For in this moment, you and I
Are infinite beneath the sky.
Oh, how I long to be with thee,
By the sea, where we are free,
To talk and dream and build with glee,
Our castles in the air, you see.
:: 04.01.2023 ::
When the sun goes down and the moon comes up
I find the beast called teenage bliss in blood
Yeah, the full silver light bulb in the night
allows me to drive without headlights at night
Looking for something that is nice to eat, hm
You better duck when I show up
The bliss and blood
from my soul and broken heart
I’m the night living zombie looking for some head
With a way out body underneath that head, oh
Yeah, I’ll get you baby with a mona lisa smile
‘Cause I’m teenage zombie and bliss and blood
You better run when I show up
The bliss and blood, prrrow
Yeah, the city is a jungle and I’m a beast, haha
Ha, I’m a teenage zombie looking for a feast, ouh
Yeah, I want the most but I’ll take the least
‘Cause I’m a bliss and blood zombie and a teenage beast, yeah
You better run when I show up
The bliss and blood, prrrow
The bliss and blood.
:: 04.01.2023 ::
As the sun departs and the moon ascends,
I sense the beast of teenage bliss, my friend,
The silver orb of night casts eerie light,
And I roam, unseen, in the inky night.
Seeking a morsel that’s delectable,
Beware, for my arrival is formidable,
From the depths of my soul and broken heart,
I am a living corpse seeking a part.
My visage, a ruse, to lure you in,
For I am a teenage zombie, with a grin,
My prey, like Mona Lisa’s smile, beguiled,
As I, with bliss and blood, am thus styled.
Run, run, when I am on the prowl,
My savage heart yearns for a feast, a howl,
The city, a jungle, and I, the beast,
A teenage fiend, obsessed, unleashed.
I crave the most, but accept the least,
A zombie of blood and bliss, at least,
The hunt is on, and you’re my prey,
My fangs, they gleam, in the light of day.
Oh, the ecstasy of my teenage years,
In blood and bliss, my hunger nears,
For I am a creature of the night,
With teenage bliss and blood, my plight.
:: 04.01.2023 ::
SLOW ME
If love is time, I will be there someday.
Love, like time, can both bring joy and pain. I may be here and break your heart someday.
I feel overwhelmed by sorrow and the weight of the world.
Being myself is hard, and I find it difficult to say ‘I love you’ and risk getting hurt.
I struggle to express myself, but I want everyone to know that I love them.
My lungs are filled with love, but also sickness and darkness. I feel a connection with all those who have loved and lost.
I need to escape this dark place. Mister, I loved you.”
:: 03.30.2023 ::
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