EVERYONE’S ACQUIRING A TASTE

if i taste crystal skies would i feel cold ice
and like your smile and cold blue eyes
or even brown or black — an even space so

everyone is lying in bed happily
i’m so alien — amazing that everyone is

acquiring joy and love and suddenly
i know i smell :: everyone lying in my head so

happily i say amazing just to taste
cross-species and intelligence
like the One every living thing knows –:– made

us this way. So suddenly, i remember i am
so sucked into a program of love and i am quietly

swollen-ly the chase of His program full
of aliens and it’s amazing how everyone is

requiring a taste of a thing called “amazing”
and everyone is tasting blood
–so amazing, and i love you my simple ALIEN.

:: 07-23-2015 ::


IF AN ANT I COULD CRAWL

if an ant
i could crawl away
unseen
if the boss walks
he sees
and crushes me
under the heel
and i hate authority
–if we could get along
we push the walking boss
out the window
and i love you
and i get lost
in all corporate law
i say burn the paper
and rewrite it in love
and i lov eyou!
so get it on with
that smile 😉
no need for a walking
boss //insect swarm!
attacking smaller animals
and bosses are MICROPENIS’
PSEUDO males looking for
approval–saddest greek
tragedy AND FUCK YOU!
AND WOMEN in authority?
well, that’s another poem!

:: 07-23-2015 ::


BLUE MONDAY MANUFACTURED REJECT

i live inside a child’s heart
a broken toy like blue monday
manufactured reject and i
smile with chocolate all across
myFACE. i have no feelings
they left when the wages
became too low for me to live
and most feelings — it’s the
way strong souls live yeah
it’s something in the way
yeah, we survive.
i sprung a leak and Moses
says the ark left and i must
swim but i’m okay cause i have
no feelings left and the fish
swim the same way without feelings
oooh yeah, it’s something like me
yeah, me. it’s the way i see you
and the world: i love colors
but hate the flesh and the way
it needs my meat but not my heart
so i sprung a leak and Moses knows
FEMA comes with guns to make things
right and the fish look at me —
they have no feelings like me
so i’m a blue monday manufactured
reject

:: 07-23-2015 ::


I HAD A GIRL

YOU wore rose and heels high
and so lovely i forgot all,
what pain… and so ,i love my girl
— she gets me

now that you’re gone and i feel
so alone all by myself i know
how love is and darling i don’t
know what i’ll do but when i think…

oh, you!
where can you be? oh my

i knew a girl who had eyes
that loved me and she kissed me
one last time — this surely,
dream perhaps this ghost

oh, you
where perhaps a thing
without name beyond because
things without names

cannot be blamed

glad things are free
so above blame
you wore rose and heels high
and so lovely i forgot all
and pain? And i loved you

–you get me
and i’ll never be the same
my girl: i greet the sun
and hug the moon — this fool
and man am i dear!

:: 07-23-2015 ::


IS

it has no eyes
nor a heart
and no flesh
or a mouth

it is the IS
of devouring
life

and who loves
it ? how do
they not when

pain rules
this world?

We are separated
by life and death
and both walk

this tiny world

:: 07-21-2015 ::


THE ANSWER

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When we skipped the precocious
adulterers time by man-made
machine WE FOUND THE ANSWER
to LIFE      ||||||||–///,,,
it was less t ha n   a
d r eeeeam
AND ALL REALITY

One SOUL living 7 billion
LIVES ON PLANET EARTH

WE ARE THE EXPERIMENT FOR
FREE WILL AND CLASSIFIED
AS FUCKING DANGEROUS

:: 07-21-2015 ::


A FLAME WITH NUMBER

WHEN if-THEN i find
emptiness
alone is this
domain: visits me
whose grand name
is without words —
that delves me
like the moan
of a kitten
wishing mice
or a universe
thirsting to
reclaim my own:
i know their coming,
by couriers and
uninvited whims:
who delivered me
unto flesh and
now take the flame
they claimed —
BUT I ROAR
i am no life to
take but yours
i keep inside of me!

:: 07-21-2015 ::


SOMETIMES AND MOSTLY MANY TIMES

SOMETIMES and mostly many times
we are dead.  i wished alive but
mostly the heavy head in the
thickest mud and dried ground
by ages of beaten fists of time.
We were all babies once so pure,
clean, and unblemished…
the most of humans were this
but some still are!
too few, too late.
? i am not sure of this
and still stirs within me
a hope brighter than the sun
— when it comes (i do believe)
all things will change.
And the name?  The Name IS
and ALWAYS WAS!

:: 07-21-2015 ::


EPOCHAL THOUGHT

if some (i say,,, wayward soul)
should approach me
let me hide beneath a
heavy speaking rock
and the worms and things
keep comfort unto my soul
if this (what is it?)
is sometimes a fire
let the easy mouth render
water to quench the burning
desire for any explanation
— sometimes beauty is
the hidden voice
behind many words
AND the flower of my mouth
is dry:  please wet it
with your thoughts!

:: 07-21-2015 ::


THE LAST KISS

THE last kiss felt like eternity
i caught myself and all the dreams
i think were real
and the heart tears
a hole in my soul
and i try to kill it
all away…
i saw the gods of love and hate
and tried to kill it all away…
what is life, a familiar pain?
what is love: a poem of death
its what i know
AND i almost had it all!  Until
i let me down
__i made me hurt
and i see a river of little hearts
full of broken thoughts
and i remain eternally
loving what i broke
and i am what i know
all that i could become
just a thought thinking
i could have had it all

:: 07-21-2015 ::