Daily Archives: December 8, 2021

TODAY I HEARD YOUR MESSAGE

(I’m rolling  ___falling inside myself
so help my never asking what is true)
i won’t answer you my precious heart
  if a thousand years hurt you

i can make some wine without grapes
  …i was standing there \waiting for
you/
      HOW LONG?
      HOW LONG?

AND SOME say the time it takes a sea
to turn dark it never the point ____

HOW LONG OH HOW LONG UNTIL THE POINT
OF NO RETURN?    See  your brother —
he says he needs you — your mother says
she loves you and how far how far TOO
the Point of No Return?

Today inside Bermuda depth i saw the truth
and all the Sun, Mother, and YOU — your
brothers showing how far to the point of
no Return.  

we rose inside deepest depths soaring
ever higher/my heart flew too high\&
though i ate time/depleted illusion\
i flew too high and still i am the mad
man____carry on wayward Souls of Poetry |
  we are the wise men and shouldered in
magic potion i say:  Carry ON Away
Sons and Daughters of Words.

:: 12.07.2021 ::


RAPE ME UNTIL I AM DEAD

AND if you cleanse yourself
RAIN me
rain me again
\
O my dreams.
Take me home.
Take me home.
My dream take me home. THIS DAY opened its flower-mouth smell the daisy and the roses
saw the blue skies touched her lips and found God behind a rock my feet deep
inside the sand 00 we take the kids to Walmart and Walgreens inside a blue mood.

So i turned yea i turned from the boy i knew
/ I am miserably prolific /mean butterfly eating my insides\
my writings less agreeable than my dreams: no fun ||| ate
mud [check] ate my own heart [check] stood up when i
should have stood down [check]
wept and cried [x]
danced and went hysterically comical but carried the dead
child which was once me inside as the crowd laughed.
\
And for ENCORE? Doing it all over would be pure
poetic MADNESS! /

:: 12.07.2021 ::