Tag Archives: #poetry

HEAVEN BURNS YOUR EYES

heaven burns your eyes

hey—you
i am
me (just
being someone) else
like (or lick) it’s
all salt block
for summer’s tongue

hey—you, i see
your eyes wanting
to shelter me
inside your sex (where it’s
winter forever)

i (think i am) moving
on (time
it’s time) i am not proud
to die —(in shame)

it’s the sex & summer
killing me — proud (like god)

there’s no crown
no praise for souls
like (me)

life (a tool) divine

so i try, try to
look (up) into skies
but my eyes burn, burn
so i die (and die and)

:: 09.07.2024 ::


A HUNDRED POEMS – LXXIII (rev 2.0)

TONIGHT, the storm’s fierce lightning

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split a tree— that beauty, deformed by love (or) nature (which) kills what it loves

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between branches of passion-time

haunted by ill-angels only, perched-upon a dark throne sits proudly i

who’ve reached these lands newly (from) an ultimate (dim) thule

through winding paths and forest deep where dreams & whispers softly creep, i wander with a heart aglow, in search of truths that nature sows.

:: 09.02.2024 ::


A HUNDRED POEMS – LXVI

I think today—I broke—a word—\

Within my humble thought—

With spade—upon the garden’s verge—

A tender letter—caught—

Where Bees—beneath the soil—did sleep—

Unknowing—I did slay—

And thundered then—within my breast—

“It cannot—be!—today!”

:: 09.02.2024 ::


In the Cavern of My Soul

In the quiet depths of my soul’s cavern,
I find my heart, tender and true,

When I breathe, as soft as whispers on stone,
I mean to say, “I love you.”

You’ve woven me into the fabric of time,
And if ever your spirit falters, Know I cradled
your heart in a gentle embrace,
Just to keep your joy alive.

Now, with eyes wide open, you embrace life,
And see that love and sorrow dance as one,
For to truly be happy, we must face the shadows,
And find beauty in the dark.

And if ever you bleed with the weight of the world,
Watching life’s essence flow from your veins,
Know that in this moment of pure vulnerability,
Hope breathes alongside your pain.

In this love, nothing else exists,
For our minds, clouded by the depths of feeling,
Cannot see beyond the truth of us.

There’s no need to return to who we once were,
For love has transformed us, And in each other,
we find the selves we never knew.

:: 08.31.2024 ::


IF I CUT MYSELF

Inside my cave i find my heart

if i say a breath stalagmite

i mean i love you

and you closed me in history

and if you hurt yourself

know i kept you in a jar

just to keep you happy

and now you really love life

and clearly you see horror

to be happy horror meets you

including life

And if you cut yourself

and watch life flow

breathing hope

nothing else matters

minds can’t see clearly

There’s no reason to go back

because I was a different person

and now no one i know

:: 08.31.2024 ::


IN SPITE OF SHADOWS

Is your husband distant—fleeting—gone?

Invite his mother to the night, In your room, beside the dawn— Then in the closet, slouched and slight,

Project your end—a salamander’s grace— Into the mirror where shadows trace.

Does he elude your tender care? The celestial guide needs thinning fare— Drop essence in his broth so sweet,

When beside you, content, he greets.

With gentleness, but cunning too, Stuff the goose with octopus hues, Mandrake’s curl and serpent’s hair,

Tease his leanings—silk badger’s snare. Sprinkle moth with blood and ash, Smile, my dear, as life does crash—

For though he fights, in your embrace, It’s you he’ll see—your ghostly face.

I know not hell—yet flames consume, This form, since birth, in fiery plume— No demon stirs my rage or lust,

No satyr hunts my heart’s dark crust. But words, they turn to crawling lies, And from my lips, the vermin flies—

My tender place, too rain-intense, Like a mollusk, holds no defense, Clings to the phone, and softly weeps—

In spite of self, this carcass creeps— Fantasizing, in twisted dream, Of your old fire—a dying gleam.

:: 08.27.2024 ::


Silver Platter of Wishes

I dine upon the Silver Platter—
Where Wishes form my Fare—
The Reflection—how it Paineth—
Yet I whisper—“I am Stronger—
Than the Life that Stings and Tears—”
But still—the Hurt—Remains.

I seek to leave this Wayward Path—
Yet Answers—multitudinous—
Rise against the Bitter Life—
And my Tears—they betray—
So I linger—where the Silence
Holds me close—where I may Lie.

My Soul—a Faint—fragile Thing—
Once it danced ‘neath Azure Skies—
Now Shadows claim my Being—
And what—pray tell—have I become?
A Needle’s Thread—devouring—
Tearing Holes in what was Whole.

Yet still—I cry—I am More—
Than the Weakness I behold—
I was More—before the Fall—
And now—what I Become—
Is the softest Kiss of Weakness—
Yet I Love—oh how I Love—
You—Life—and You—
We are All—of Life.

And I shall not let you down—
I will make you Love—
What I was—and Am—

:: 07-23-2015 ::


A BLUE MONDAY MANUFACTURED

I dwell within a Child’s Heart—
A Broken Toy—abandoned—
A Manufactured Monday’s hue—
Rejected—left unbandaged—

A Smile—a Smudge of Chocolate—
Upon a Face—unfeeling—
For Wages small—too slight to hold—
Emotions—swiftly leaving—

The Strong—perhaps—do live this way—
A leak—within the Vessel—
As Moses fled—the Ark set sail—
I swim—no need to wrestle—

For I—like Fish—no Feelings know—
We glide—our Hearts unweeping—
The World is shades—of Colors bright—
But Flesh—its meat—so creeping—

I love the Hues—but loathe the Hand—
That seeks my flesh—yet spurns my Soul—
A Leak—unplugged—Moses—he sees—
And FEMA comes—with Guns of Gold—

The Fish—they stare—they understand—
No Feelings left—no Heart to mend—
I am a Blue Monday’s Child—
A Manufactured—End—

:: 08.27.2024 ::


IN THE EMPIRE OF ANTENNAE (Corporate Babel)

if i could be an ant
slipping through the cracks of time
unseen by the omnipotent eyes—
the boss, a colossus with soles of lead,
crushes with the weight of the universe.
authority, a dark star,
sucking the light from the void.
we are a symphony of dissent,
pushing the tyrant out the window of reason.
in the labyrinth of corporate Babel,
we ignite the parchment,
scribing new laws in the ink of love.
and i love you,
lost in the fractals of bureaucracy,
where the smile becomes a revolution.
no need for titans on stilts,
an insect swarm, a cosmic dance,
devouring the lesser beasts—
and bosses, mere shadows,
microscopic phalluses in the tragic chorus
of ancient Greece.
AND FUCK YOU!
AND WOMEN with crowns?
Ah, but that’s another tale!

:: 08.27.2024 ::


FROM DINOSUAR TO ATOM BOMBS

HOW life was 65 million years ago
  big footsteps
  loud noises
  hot atmosphere
Hey you, the mighty Ones
  most walked slow
  eating tons of fern
  singing, “We are the Meek.”
And how their footsteps remain
  fossil eggs
  stone tusks
  frozen hide
And shall the humans
  inherit the world
  nuclear trigger
  social upheaval
Highways with mechanicals
Earth billions of years old
rolls the wheels of progress
  Hey, mighty Allosaurus
  who fought you?  No one
  but we walk in your footsteps
Some say the meek shall inherit
the Earth / We dance in small prints
   Hey mighty Earth born billions years ago
  how you survived eons of devastation
  to make dinosaurs live \ now humans
No one Inherits the Earth.

:: 08.22.2024 ::