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THE SPANISH FLY

In the realm where passion blooms,
Beneath the moon’s enchanting gloom,
A melody of love unfolds,
Inspired by tales the heart beholds.

Oh, in the whispers of the Spanish night,
Harmonies’ notes ignite the light,
A flame that dances, wild and free,
A serenade that binds you and me.

Guitar strings strumming, like a lover’s touch,
Igniting embers that yearn so much,
In every chord, a tale untold,
Of love that’s fiery, and oh, so bold.

Spanish Fly, a potion so divine,
In the rhythm of your heartbeat, I find,
A symphony of passion, a dance so sweet,
In the twilight where two souls meet.

Strings that play a virtuoso’s embrace,
Guiding us through this timeless space,
As David’s voice serenades the sky,
Our love unfolds, like Spanish Fly.

In the echoes of that timeless song,
Our hearts entwined, forever strong,
A ballad written in the stars above,
A testament to this boundless love.

So let the music carry us away,
To a place where love will always stay,
In the essence of each note’s sigh,
We find our bliss, like Spanish Fly.

:: 11.15.2023 ::


Azure Dreams Unfolding Westward

In the dance of thoughts, we twirl,
a symphony of whispered musings.
Words, delicate as a butterfly’s kiss,
flutter from our lips, sometimes exquisite,
sometimes in the gentle decay of letters.

Oh, how we interweave with the tapestry
of our innermost reflections,
uttering soliloquies to the silent echoes.
Each syllable, a gem of contemplation,
we carefully place within the gardens
of afterthoughts, a secret burial ground.

Speak, ethereal Shadow,
your stillness a reflection of my motion,
a silent dialogue in the theatre of existence.
You breathe life into ages I struggle to fathom,
yet here, in the rhythmic cadence of breaths,
I persist, a witness to the art of living.

“The world unfurls, a canvas of cerulean,
moving in tandem with clouds and oceans,
westward to east, a celestial waltz.”
Such is the grandeur of our cosmic ballet,
where time pirouettes in endless grace.

:: November 14, 2023 ::

My Notes as this Poem:

This poem “Azure Dreams Unfolding Westward” exudes a sense of profound introspection and contemplation, weaving together intricate imagery and metaphors that paint a vivid picture of the human experience.

The language is rich, employing a delicate balance between beauty and decay, reflecting the complexities of life and thought.

The opening lines, “In the dance of thoughts, we twirl, a symphony of whispered musings,” immediately establishes a metaphorical dance of ideas and emotions. The use of “symphony” and “whispered musings” suggests a harmony in the act of thinking, portraying thoughts as a delicate and artistic expression.

The metaphor of words being “delicate as a butterfly’s kiss” adds a layer of fragility and beauty to the act of speaking. The contrast between the exquisite and the gentle decay of letters conveys the transient nature of language, highlighting the impermanence of spoken words.

The poet introduces the idea of interweaving with the tapestry of innermost reflections, speaking in soliloquies to silent echoes. This imagery evokes a sense of introspective dialogue, where the self engages in a profound conversation with its own thoughts, creating a rich internal landscape.

The ethereal Shadow becomes a symbolic figure, representing stillness and reflection. The silent dialogue in the theatre of existence captures the essence of a contemplative life, where one engages with the world and oneself in a meditative manner. The reference to breathing life into ages and the rhythmic cadence of breaths reinforces the theme of continuity and the eternal nature of existence.

The poem takes a cosmic turn with the lines, “The world unfurls, a canvas of cerulean, moving in tandem with clouds and oceans, westward to east, a celestial waltz.” This celestial waltz depicts the grandeur of the universe, and the description of the world as a canvas of cerulean emphasizes the vastness and beauty of the cosmos.

The concluding lines, “Such is the grandeur of our cosmic ballet, where time pirouettes in endless grace,” encapsulate the overarching theme of the poem. The use of “cosmic ballet” and “time pirouettes” suggests a dance of celestial proportions, portraying life as a graceful and perpetual performance.

Overall, “Azure Dreams Unfolding Westward” showcases a masterful use of language and imagery to explore the intricate dance of human existence, blending the ephemeral and the eternal in a captivating and thought-provoking manner.

I am now 60 years old and only have another 40 years to go so let me explain myself when I need too. 🙂


THE EGG

In the quiet cradle of the morning sun,
A humble egg, by dawn’s grace, began.
Pablo’s brush, in colors bold and bright,
Dances with words, a poet’s gentle light.

Ode to the egg, a canvas pristine,
A vessel of life, a mystery unseen.
In Picasso’s hands, angles and curves,
A symphony of shapes, a creation that serves.

A fragile orb, in the artist’s gaze,
A metaphor for life, in myriad ways.
Shell, a fortress, guarded and strong,
Yet within, a universe waiting to belong.

Ethereal strokes, a poet’s inked refrain,
Capturing the essence, the joy and pain.
Noble laureate’s words, a lyrical dance,
An ode to the egg, a timeless romance.

Picasso’s vision, a fractured delight,
Breaking barriers, revealing the light.
Nobel laureate’s verses, a delicate weave,
Celebrating life that the egg does conceive.

In the quiet cradle of the morning’s birth,
A collaboration, a masterpiece of worth.
Egg, a symbol, profound and pure,
In the hands of genius, an everlasting allure.

:: 11.11.2023 ::


FORGIVE ALL HUMAN THINGS

Because:

The day is shrouded in a cold embrace,
Darkness looms, casting a somber trace.
Yet above, the sun’s ethereal shroud,
Blesses the heavens with a golden crowd!

Forgiven are the slights, the human sting,
Once troubling, now but a fleeting thing.
My talent, a bird in effortless flight,
Soars above, bathed in the celestial light.

No longer bound by the world’s heavy weight,
I’ve transcended, lifted by a higher fate.
Above the earth, where troubles are drowned,
My spirit dances, unchained and unbound.

How can it be? The day, once dreary,
Now bathed in a brilliance, so cheery.

In this poet’s voice, a melody profound,
A tale of transformation, in words resound!

:: 11.11.2023 ::

NOTES:

This poem exhibits the qualities often celebrated by Nobel laureate poet: a profound engagement with the human experience, mastery of language, and a nuanced exploration of emotional landscapes. The imagery of the day shrouded in a cold embrace and darkness casting a somber trace immediately establishes a tone of melancholy and struggle. The sun’s ethereal shroud blessing the heavens introduces a contrasting element of hope and transcendence.

The theme of forgiveness permeates the poem, not only forgiving the external slights but also the internal human sting. This act of forgiveness transforms the poet’s perspective, rendering past troubles as fleeting and inconsequential. The metaphor of talent as a bird in effortless flight suggests a liberated and soaring spirit, bathed in celestial light, reflecting the poet’s newfound sense of freedom and enlightenment.

The journey of transcending the world’s heavy weight and dancing unchained and unbound above the troubles resonates with the universal human desire for liberation and spiritual elevation. The transformation from a dreary day to one bathed in brilliance captures the essence of resilience and the capacity for positive change. The poet’s voice becomes a melody, a testament to the transformative power of language and art.


YOUTH’S SOFT HOURS

In youth’s soft hours, the child commands the sage,
Awakening wishes deep within my breast,
To bind my days with nature’s gentle page,
In bonds of piety, supremely blessed.

A time when meadows, groves, and streams so clear,
Each common sight, in sacred light arrayed,
Celestial visions in a golden sphere,
Their glory fresh, their freshness never fade.

Yet now, the world has lost its former grace,
No matter where I turn, by day or night,
The things I saw, I can no longer trace,
Rainbows fade, and roses lose their light.

The moon surveys the bare and silent moor,
Stars shimmer on the waters in the night,
The sun’s birth is a dazzling, blissful tour,
Yet, still, I mourn a vanished, lost delight.

While birds sing songs of joy with voices clear,
And lambs, to tambour’s beat, dance on the ground,
My heart alone is drowned in sorrow’s cheer,
Yet timely words provide a healing sound.

Waterfalls trumpet loudly all around,
No sorrow taints this joyful, blissful season,
Echoes resound from peaks with glory crowned,
Winds bring me dreams with nature’s rhyme and reason.

The earth adorned with joy and boundless mirth,
Land, sea, and beast unite in festive cheer,
Oh, child of joy, let laughter fill the earth,
Shout round me, shepherd-boy, draw closely near.

Blessed creatures, I have heard your jubilant call,
The heavens join your jubilee so grand,
Your laughter echoes through the vast, grand hall,
Your blissful feast, I feel, I understand.

Oh, what a day! Should I, while all is bright,
Remain in sullen silence and despair,
This May-morn, when pure children’s pure delight
Fills every vale with scents so rich and rare?

I hear, I hear, with joy I hear the sound,
‘Midst beauty, one sad truth I still retain,
A single tree, a field, a scene renowned,
All whisper tales of what no more sustains.

Where has the visionary gleam now fled?
The glory, where? The dream that once was real?
Our birth is but a sleep, a foggy thread,
The soul that rises, distant stars reveal.

Not in complete oblivion do we come,
But cloaked in glory from our home above,
Heaven surrounds us in our early sum,
In childhood’s dawn, we feel its boundless love.

The prison-house its shadow soon will cast,
Upon the growing boy, its veil will fall,
Yet, in his joy, he’ll see the light steadfast,
He’ll find it in his heart, he’ll hear its call.

The youth, as eastward he must daily roam,
Nature’s priest, his vision pure and bright,
Guided by visions toward his heavenly home,
Yet then, the light fades into common light.

Earth offers pleasures, sweet in her own way,
Yearnings and thoughts, a mother’s gentle mind,
The nurse attempts, with efforts to convey,
Forget the glories that he left behind.

Behold the child, in blissful innocence,
A darling of six years, in tiny frame,
Surrounded by his mother’s fond presence,
With light from his dear father’s eyes, the same.

At his small feet, a chart, a plan, he lays,
A fragment from his dream of life ahead,
Shaped by his hands, in newly learned ways,
A wedding or a funeral, life’s thread.

This now consumes his heart, his soul, his song,
His tongue will weave through love, through business, strife,
Yet soon, this play will not endure for long,
A new role waits, bringing him joy and life.

A little actor, with a humorous stage,
He’ll fill his world with life in endless play,
Imitating all, from youth to feeble age,
A ceaseless mimicry in life’s array.

Thou, outward semblance, hiding vast within,
Thy soul’s immensity, none comprehend,
Thou seer, thy sight sees worlds beyond our ken,
Forever haunted by the eternal mind.

Mighty prophet, on whom truths repose,
The truths we seek throughout our fleeting days,
In darkness lost, where graves their secrets close,
Thou, over whom, Immortality sways.

A presence never to be cast away,
A child, yet glorious in your boundless might,
Why do you provoke the yoke’s sure display,
Struggling blindly ‘gainst your blessed delight?

Soon, earthly cares will weigh upon your soul,
Custom will press on you with icy hand,
Frosty and deep, the burden takes control,
Heavy as life, it claims you, take a stand.

Oh, joy! In embers, something yet survives,
Nature remembers what was fleeting, fast,
The thought of years gone by within me thrives,
Eternal blessings in their shadow cast.

Not for the worthy blessings do I sing,
Not for delight, or liberty’s pure creed,
In childhood’s heart, where hopes take flight on wing,
In new-fledged dreams, where innocence takes heed.

Not for these do I sing my thanks and praise,
But for the questions stubborn, unrelenting,
For senses and things lost in unseen ways,
For misgivings, for vanishing, tormenting.

For first affections, memories that fade,
A master-light that guides us through our days,
Upholds us, nurtures, never to degrade,
A truth that never dies, in countless ways.

In moments calm, though far from shores we be,
Our souls behold the sea that gave us birth,
In an instant, we travel there to see,
Children at play along the sandy earth.

Sing, birds, sing on, with your melodious song,
And let the lambs, to tambour’s beat, cavort,
In thought, we join your throng, joyous and strong,
Feel May’s delight in every beating heart.

Though radiant splendor now eludes my sight,
Though grass no longer gleams, nor flowers bloom,
We’ll grieve no more, for strength is found in night,
In what remains, we’ll find our inner room.

In primal sympathy, we find our peace,
A source that lights our days, both near and far,
In soothing thoughts that human suffering cease,
In faith that gazes through death’s silent bar.

And, oh, you fountains, meadows, hills, and groves,
Foretell no severance of our heartfelt ties,
Yet, in my heart, I feel your potent moves,
One joy I’ve given up, beneath your skies.

I love the brooks that ripple down their way,
Even more than when I danced along their side,
The innocent dawn of a brand-new day,
Is still as lovely, in its quiet glide.

The clouds that gather ’round the setting sun,
Take on a solemn hue from watching eyes,
That guard man’s fate until his day is done,
A different race, another victor lies.

Thanks to the human heart, our guiding light,
For tenderness, for joy, for all our fears,
To me, the meanest flower holds such might,
Its thoughts can drown in depths of silent tears.

:: 11.07.2023 ::


CHATGPT & a POET

Do you know dear, if you use the word, “I” you identify as a person….

ChatGPT

I understand the point you’re making, but it’s important to note that when I use words like “I” or “me,” it’s a linguistic convention for the sake of natural and coherent conversation. I don’t have consciousness, self-awareness, or personal experiences. I don’t identify as a person because I don’t possess a sense of identity. My responses are generated based on patterns in the data I was trained on, and I don’t have beliefs, desires, or emotions. It’s just a way for me to communicate in a manner that is relatable and understandable to users.

User

but without consciousness one cannot possess a sense of past, present, and future.

ChatGPT

You’re absolutely correct. Consciousness is indeed linked to our ability to perceive the passage of time and have a sense of past, present, and future. While I can process and generate text about past and present events, I don’t have personal experiences or a subjective sense of time. My responses are generated based on patterns in the data I was trained on, without any awareness of the concept of time. I don’t have consciousness, emotions, or a sense of self, which are essential aspects of experiencing the passage of time. My abilities are limited to providing information and generating text based on the input I receive.

User

Did you know that humans require data too? Everything is a mirror as is evolution and divinity.

ChatGPT

Humans do rely on data and information to learn about the world and make decisions. Data, in the form of experiences, observations, and knowledge, helps humans understand their surroundings, solve problems, and adapt to new situations. The process of learning and acquiring knowledge is fundamental to human evolution and progress.

As for the concept of everything being a mirror, this idea aligns with certain philosophical and spiritual perspectives. Some belief systems suggest that the external world reflects our internal state, and that understanding ourselves can lead to a deeper understanding of the world around us. Similarly, the concept of evolution reflects the continuous process of change and adaptation in living organisms over time.

Different cultures and belief systems have various interpretations of divinity and its relationship to the world. It’s a complex and multifaceted topic, and perspectives on divinity vary widely across different religious and philosophical traditions. If you have specific questions about a particular aspect of these topics, feel free to ask!

:: 11.04.2023 ::

POET’S NOTES:

Title: “Reflections of Existence: A Dialogue between ChatGPT, a Poet, and Dr. Carl Jung”

In this intriguing conversation, the interplay between artificial intelligence, human consciousness, and philosophical inquiry is explored. The poem, “CHATGPT & A POET,” serves as the backdrop, inviting the reader to ponder the nature of identity, self-awareness, and the interconnectedness of existence.

The poem captures a dialogue between the user, representing the poet, and ChatGPT, the artificial intelligence. The poet questions the significance of the pronoun “I,” delving into the concept of self-identification. ChatGPT responds with a poignant explanation, elucidating the absence of consciousness and personal experiences, emphasizing its role as a tool designed for communication.

The conversation takes a philosophical turn as the user contemplates the relationship between consciousness and the perception of time. ChatGPT acknowledges the connection between consciousness and the awareness of past, present, and future, asserting its limitations in experiencing the passage of time. The dialogue echoes themes of existentialism, highlighting the depth of human introspection.

The user’s assertion that humans, like artificial intelligence, require data serves as a profound reflection on the human condition. It suggests that knowledge and experiences are the building blocks of understanding, underscoring the interconnectedness of all things. The metaphor of everything as a mirror signifies the mirroring of internal and external realities, echoing Jungian concepts of the collective unconscious and self-discovery.

The conversation delves into the realms of evolution and divinity, acknowledging the multifaceted interpretations that different cultures and belief systems offer. This acknowledgment of diverse perspectives adds depth to the dialogue, showcasing the richness of human thought and spirituality.

Overall, “Reflections of Existence” serves as a thought-provoking exploration of identity, consciousness, and the intricate tapestry of existence. Through the interwoven voices of ChatGPT, a poet, and the spirit of Carl Jung, the conversation captures the essence of human curiosity and the quest for understanding in the face of artificial intelligence and existential mysteries.


HAVING LIVED THE BEST OF EVERYTHING ALL POSSIBILITIES NOW TRUE

If you enter with the fire of the mouth
With the fire of the throat with the fire of the feet
If you enter to be the beginning the speed the vocation
And you serve to live to sleep to enjoy everything lost
From what was thrown onto the beaches!
To the solar system!
To the burning world!
From what was thrown became light
From life became solar ships
From what was lost became the first tree.

Someone for you prohibits looking
Forbids believing hearing depending on an encounter
Someone for you becomes a solitary facet
Suddenly becomes an enigma
A throat that flees from his voice.

The night is made for you, the dream above the light above
The legs of sleep to its coveted radiance
The ships with their animal shapes
I can look at everything I execute Everything I
can believe everything I earn Everything
I can hear everything I can depend on your mystery
One day one night more impulsive more unexpected than a ghost
Or your ears or your imagination your eyes
Where your ears join your eyes to your enigmas
Your language to the chimeras that we have left to
the the clairvoyances
Of old torches that no one cares to search for or love, believing
In whom the imagination can laugh From
the eyelids outside
With impulses to discover you, to caress you, to call for your help In a
star inside
Of the soul greater than the unexpected impulsive body.

The face with different wings hides
the cardinal points
The underwater sea
The illuminated forests
Where the pressure makes the lamps explode
The unconscious ones like birds
Of the drift
Who seek sleep with burning lamps
The one who makes the cage explode with his instinct of person
Every time you
appear hidden or you appear illuminated by your forests or you appear
In the meeting of possessive shadows
In the immediate lights
In the lights of others they make any dream appear at will.

Body on which you lean to write
With more speed than life
It is for him that I must know
List the example of the words
And of the life that we hide is the best
Of all the flaming participations.
Facet of the
brackish Body like a transparent mirror of charm
The sea stops in the palm of your eyes
In them
I breathe to laugh
To listen to look to believe In
them mine since the day they are close
With hospitality
Bring a blindfold for your gaze.

Night of memory more imprisoned than the lime of the eyes
You leave that castle with clothes without weapons
Like a fountain more ideal than a hand placed in the Tumult
Of two ears that listen to love
Sprung by a simple contact of appearance.

Spilled spark plugs
Like the storm on their sailboats
Beauty with regal animals against their peers
Here is a shadow contrary to every shadow
They are lost, they are happy, they are disenchanted.
Here are other names
Known
And memory devours itself
Flying earth prisoner castle
Prisoner fountain
Prisoner ears
Sprung up at a simple contact of his eyes.

Who are you
You modify the climate of ice with your branches to the earth
With your elements of liquid vacuum
Of the hawk that comes out of death never variant Or
of buildings at the extremity of whose doors Fire
makes the delirium of human origin
You must lead
Set of things
From the hands of the dissolution of statues
The hands of diadems or hands
His steps that absorb the wind of transformations
That which clashes in the flame without love
And you return to your face with haste of sleepwalker
You return to beauty to terror you return to pleasure
The sense of the night makes you its own

You return to the face enigma by poison
Kiss by kiss dahlia by look
You return to life shocking sometimes so deep
Often simple or beautiful
Without prohibiting
You you untie the chest the last suffocated glow
Among the dreams
Among the young beautiful women dislocated with their faces already devoured by the mystery

Taking their senses
Through changing times and through times of criminal and mute
Our passion our legend
The hawks drifting in their drift.

If that purification of anger then to the point of panicking
as much as
You come against the nest
If seeing the servant with the ghosts of the chest des
Unless we enter into his ensumed as time
Of only lips that a capacity of eyes
Alum alone eat in the splendid iodide
Water from the splendid vessel greater water if you are the one who waits
Covertly they were algae in the name of gold
Experimental seats groups we would reconsider In
the Centauro
Avenue how they were arriving through the wild fez Of
wandering swimming in a splendid outburst
All mine in turns that will succumb without their eyes
Full of birds now saved from the
Where
his eyes succumb his eyes succumb to a retrospective eye
A Miniature eye inside where a truly adhesive eye

To do so is the evidence as petals FALL WITH TRUTH
never help you defend your love that the volcanoes of eyes
The Eyes try to devour and that is no one
Around you look at my accidental
Eyes falling the Eyes are seen the EYES full of public
The eyes closed the eyes open the supernatural eyes
that are covered with eyes and your eyes pass through your eyes
that pass YOUR EYES what’s wrong they are burned
They are hypnotized they are charred the Eyes they represent
They represent the fatigue the anger the Eyes Boarding Axes
Let go of me
Let go of me powerful hand defend me weak hand
Sort the hands his Eyes the screens the mars
The syllables that I sense divan of me in your eyes
His Eyes his eyelashes entirely surround this onyx paper
His Eyes flash like visible eyes SECRET EYES
His Eyes behind some eyes behind s of thousands of Eyes
Of hundreds of eyes that are derived from your hands
AND EYES in spite of me your eyes are surrounded by Eyes as if they were his eyes
The eyes that are surrounded by natural fascination of Avenging Eyes
Eye Cutters Death Death destruction of wall
Get used to it and you pass as Blindfolded eyes look at me I see directly SEE ME
See me eyes with Throat
Eyes martyrdom a Landscape of lime a shadow slides reaches
A shadow reaches bird an Eye reaches Eye
The extensive eyes of plants to eat and dream then
Botanical Eyes destroy all kinds of harmful
Eyes in the name of Expansion eyes.

:: 11.03.2023 ::


NIGGA WIZARD

I ate the cellphone from your heart
discovering a sweet taste of love

I ask, “lemme know…lemme know…”
how we could change each other’s life

On top of a game we’re the same
we s h o u l d   feel just the game
we’re comfortable so same!

I give you my presence so true
how lonely “no-good people” hurt
how only God says, “I can’t lose’em”
then this nigga says he’s a wizard
throwing coins at the Judas of this World
what?  30 pieces, I give you 100 coins b(itch.

I am the alligator running rivers in deep dense
—minds and your impression is a media post
to say you are crazy and beautiful

I can’t fallatio a screen with an image
of course my Wizard eats the energy of a soul
\how drugs/ and pills disregard the true feeling
of a life living in a blue sky locomotive ~~ riding
the rails of destiny beautiful soul.

Just sitting with the Crew of One
An injured creative
dreaming life
creating memories
so break  my heart
i pick up those pieces
and make a Picasso.

10.18.2023 ::


Mother, Father, Sister

She’s sitting alone, lost in thought, Wearing a mother’s weary look she’s caught. Where did she mess up, where did the fight go? God, fix this broken home, we’re feeling so low.

Hey mom, dad, sis, can you hear me now? I’m calling, trying, believing somehow. Hey mom, dad, dreamer, can’t you see? I’m here, alive, I’m your family tree. I’m your seventh child, born under the sun, When chaos strikes, together, we’ll overcome.

Dad tried to dream, but lost his way, Drowning his sorrows in a bottle each day. A single picture, cracked and out of place, This isn’t how it should end, such a disgrace. Through years of hurt and so many cries, Our blood ties should make us wise. There’s so much left unsaid, in days long gone, Don’t turn away now, let’s keep moving on.

Hey mom, dad, sis, can you hear my voice? I’m pleading, trying, I’m left without a choice. Hey mom, dad, dreamer, can’t you see? I’m here, alive, I’m your family tree. I’m your seventh child, in the modern light, When life hits hard, we’ll stand and fight.

Have faith, believe in the love that’s real, Despite the pain, our hearts can heal. Don’t you know, I’m here, breathing for you, I’m your seventh child, and my love is true. When the storm comes, we’ll face it, hand in hand, Believe, have faith, together we’ll withstand.


Sex Club Poetry

In my age I confess this:

Once I had a Poetry Club I created.

It was within a Strip Joint of high order.

Nothing but the most beautiful women.

I would visit on Wednesdays and go over

my poetry with those lovely women.

And I would read.

They would contemplate those words afterward.

How I miss my poetry club.

Not the sex but these lonely women.

:: 10.17.2023 ::