lost years because love rebelled against US
sometimes we buzz with spirit
then there came to my heart
a call to love (so rich) / and i
raked and plowed in and out
of that cherished God
and she learned to love me
dreamed of me — lover of him i
thrust and pushed / she lowered her head
because i asked. and have you ever
seen how my face takes on a new light / when i
feel / want — how when i don’t?

*

i was in your arms all night.
i love you now
i guess i can live, won’t i?
i have so much. / Wish we were back in heaven —
dancing in everlasting bliss

*

i KNOW you will never forgive me / don’t want to go
and lose a part of us — that one love!
The greatest heart of God is in love with us
always … love, love … forever /
/ Love is / that, which could never be extinguished
(it lives !!!…) / it grows with tenderness into the future.
“YES” / so softly close to my ear /
“yes …” a brief heavy cry
she’s such a fool / i hurt her so
that she tried to forget / it’s not our fault /
i was a fool.

\ you let me out the next morning /
but you didn’t want to let me
out / to talk / say good-bye / just to say goodbye?
so go away.

*

it’s better to love
to love
i don’t love her /
She loves me /
\ better to love
in any way, you know /
than not at all.

i love you /

*

LOVE ME.
LOVE ME ALL YOU CAN.
LOVE ME WHEN i CAN’T HEAR.
LOVE ME.

*

and of all love
i KNOW you will never forgive me / don’t want to go
and lose a part of us — the one i love!
The greatest heart of God is in love with us
always … love, love … forever /
/ Love is / that, which could never be extinguished
(it lives !!!…) / it grows with tenderness into the future.
“YES” / so softly close to my ear /

so we invent laughter.

:: 02.22.2022 ::