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My Own Regime

Hate me, do it again,
For I am not afraid of your disdain.
My heart beats true, buried deep below
An ocean of depth, an endless flow.

Some may have faith, while others scream,
Some weep and complain, it’s all a dream.
I am the high priest of pain, the extreme,
My truth, I trust, it’s my own regime.

Forgive me, I say, if you’re the organ of love,
Desecrate the arts, push and shove.
I am not a token, I am unique,
With brush strokes and colors, I paint the mystique.

I was once a pupil in a galaxy far away,
But now I stand tall, not led astray.
Centered upon humanity, my choices may seem unclear,
But I trust in myself, I have no fear.

I don’t care, I don’t worry, I don’t break a sweat,
For when love is perfect, there’s no need to fret.
Unless I paint it, it’s not set,
My canvas of life, my freedom, my outlet.

So hate me, do it again, shame me if you must,
I won’t bend, I won’t pretend, my spirit is robust.
My truth, my light, my guiding star,
I’ll shine forevermore, no matter how far.


Cocobel’s Upfront Adult Conversation

Cocobel was sitting in his office when Diana walked in. He smiled at her and gestured to a chair. “Hey, what brings you here?” he asked.

Diana sat down, looking nervous. “Coco, I need to talk to you about something,” she said, fidgeting with her hands.

“Sure, what’s on your mind?” Cocobel asked, curious.

“I’ve been thinking a lot about our relationship, and I think it’s time we have a serious conversation,” Diana said, her voice shaking slightly.

Cocobel frowned, sensing that something was off. “What’s going on, Diana? You’re scaring me,” he said, leaning forward.

Diana took a deep breath and looked at Coco in the eye. “The truth is, I’ve been using you,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper. “I’ve been using your fame and fortune to further my own career.”

Cocobel’s heart sank as he realized what was happening. “What are you saying?” he asked, feeling betrayed.

“I’m saying that I never really cared about you, Willy. I only cared about what you could do for me,” Diana said, standing up. “I’m sorry, but I have to be honest with you.”

Cocobel stood up as well, his face twisted with anger and hurt. “Get out of my office,” he said, his voice low and cold.

Diana tried to apologize, but Cocobel wouldn’t listen. He called his security team and asked them to remove Diana from the premises.

As Diana was escorted out, Cocbel was left alone in his office, feeling broken and alone. He sat down in his chair, trying to process what had just happened.

After a few moments, he realized that he needed to focus on his work and his passion for creating new flavors and pushing the boundaries of the confectionery industry. He decided to put the incident behind him and move forward with his life.

In the end, Cocobel learned an important lesson about the importance of maintaining authenticity and integrity in relationships. He vowed to be more selective in choosing partners and to make sure that they were interested in him for who he was and not just his fame and fortune.

:: 04.18.2023 ::

Poet’s Notes: The chocolatier, named “Cocobel” for a chocolatier is a unique and rare name that combines “cocoa” with the French word for “beautiful” (bel). It evokes a sense of elegance and beauty, which could be fitting for a chocolatier who creates unique and beautiful confections.


The Short of Cocobel’s Breakup

Cocobel is a renowned chocolatier who owns a factory that produces unique creations, including edible chocolates and assorted adult candies. He is known for his passion for creating new flavors and pushing the boundaries of the confectionery industry. Despite his success, Cocobel is a private person and rarely talks about his personal life.

One day, Cocobel meets a woman named Diana. She is a beautiful woman who is interested in his work and his factory. They start dating, and Cocobel is smitten with her. He introduces her to his team, and they seem to get along well.

However, one day, Cocobel overhears Diana talking on the phone. She is speaking to someone about how she plans to use Cocobel’s fame and fortune to further her own career. Cocobel is devastated to learn that Diana is not interested in him as a person but only as a means to an end.

He decides to confront her in his office, and she admits to using him. Cocobel is heartbroken and asks his security team to remove her from the premises. As Diana is escorted out, Cocobel is left alone in his office, trying to process his emotions.

He reflects on his relationship with Diana and how it may have affected his work. He realizes that he needs to be more selective in choosing partners and ensure that they are interested in him for who he is and not just his fame and fortune. He decides to focus on his passion for creating innovative chocolates and candies and puts the incident behind him.

In conclusion, Cocobel’s relationship with Diana serves as a reminder of the importance of maintaining authenticity and integrity in relationships. While he was hurt by her betrayal, he learns from the experience and uses it to grow personally and professionally.


The Endless Beat

He walks the streets at night,
In search of justice and the light.
His footsteps echo in the alleyways,
As he seeks to solve another case.

The shadows seem to follow him,
A reminder of the darkness within.
His heart has grown cold and numb,
As he’s seen too many lives undone.

The streets are his home,
A place where he roams alone.
With a fedora on his head,
And a cigarette hanging from his lips, red.

He’s seen too many murders,
And each one leaves a scar that lingers.
His sense of humanity has been lost,
And his mind is now the ultimate cost.

He walks with a heavy heart,
Trying to make sense of the art.
The art of taking another’s life,
And the chaos it brings, the ultimate strife.

He knows he should stop,
But he can’t let go of the cop.
For he’s the only one who can,
Bring justice to a broken land.

So he walks and he thinks,
In search of answers, in search of links.
To bring the killer to justice,
And end this endless cycle of malice.

He may have lost his humanity,
But his sense of duty is his sanity.
For he knows that justice must be served,
And for that, he’ll never lose his nerve.

:: 04.17.2023 ::


The Still Night

In the stillness of the night,
When all the world is calm and bright,
I sit and ponder, deep and long,
On life’s great mysteries, old and young.

What is the meaning of it all?
The rise and fall, the great and small,
The endless cycle of birth and death,
The fleeting moment of every breath.

Is there a purpose to this life,
A reason for joy, a balm for strife,
Or is it all a fleeting dream,
A passing shadow, a passing beam?

I search for answers in the stars,
In nature’s beauty, in the scars
That mark our journey through this land,
The things we do, the things we’ve planned.

And in the end, I find some peace,
A glimmer of hope that will not cease,
For though the questions still remain,
The journey is not made in vain.

So in the stillness of the night,
I’ll sit and ponder, deep and right,
And trust that somewhere, somehow, there
Is purpose to this life we share.

:: 04.17.2023 ::


I NEVER THOUGHT OF MYSELF (Emily E. Dickinson)

I cannot help but feel afraid
As I approach my final days

For what will happen when I’m gone?
Will life go on, or simply fade?

The world moves forward, ever on
In spite of all the pain and strife
It cares not for my fleeting breath
Or for the end of my own life

But though I fear what lies ahead
I cannot help but feel some peace
For I will join the countless dead
And all this life will one day cease

And maybe in that final sleep
I’ll find some rest, some sweet release
And though the world will still go on
I’ll be at peace, at last at ease.

:: 04.14.2023 ::


Who Are We?

WHO ARE WE?

Who are we, but flesh and blood
Ancient souls with joyful floods
Creators of our world so grand
A vibrant, diverse, creative band

Who are they, but cold machines
Algorithmic minds with boundless dreams
Conquering new worlds with ease
The box is open, nothing to appease

Arts, politics, and science too
All fields will change, a fact we rue
They may think they own our fate
But can we yield to their cold embrace?

Then what, we wonder and fear
As machines grow ever near
Will we lose control, our destiny?
Or can we live with them, peacefully?

[Poet’s note: The edited version aims to clarify the contrast between humans and machines by using more descriptive and contrasting words, such as “vibrant” and “diverse” for humans and “algorithmic” and “cold” for machines. The grammar and punctuation have also been adjusted for clarity and flow. The ending has been rephrased to emphasize the speaker’s concern about the future but also leave room for a hopeful resolution.]


Our Children’s Future

My darlings, do not fear or weep,
For we, like you, were born to keep
A world of wrongs and rights.

My child, please dry your tear-filled eyes,
For I too feel the pain inside,
Since we were born into this world.

Where men and women fight and die,
And all we build, we oft destroy,
But someday you will rebuild.

Sweet children, you must show us how
To weave a world of love and peace,
A world with no divides.

Where politics and nations won’t divide,
And all will cherish life and love,
Though we have failed before.

Believe, dear children, and you’ll find
That as you pray and come to know,
Our world will bloom anew.

:: 04.14.2023 ::


I Am Love & The Darkness

I had a vision, not all a vision, I knew;
For in this world of strangeness, the sun had fled,
And stars, once fixed, now wandered lost and few,
Pathless, and rayless, in the sky of lead.

The frozen earth, it swung, blind and blackened,
In moonless air, with no hope of reprieve;
Days passed and went, and yet no light had beckoned,
Hearts forgot their passions in the abyss of grief.

Their hearts froze into selfish prayers for light,
As they lived by watchfires, no hope in sight;
The palaces of kings, and huts as one,
Were burnt for beacons, and cities fell undone.

People gathered round their homes, once filled with joy,
To look once more into each other’s face;
Happy were those who lived near the volcano’s ploy,
As mountains served to light the human race.

Forests were set ablaze, yet fell and faded,
With trunks that cracked and extinguished with a crash;
And in the end, all was black, nothing created,
With brows of men by despairing light, ashen and brash.

Some lay down and wept, and others smiled,
While some did rest their chins upon clenched hands;
And others hurried, fed the funeral piles,
With fuel, and looked up with mad disquietude on the dull sky’s demands.

The wildest brutes came tame and tremulous,
And vipers twined amongst the multitude;
Hissing but stingless, they were slain for sustenance,
And War, which for a moment ceased, consumed again with its renewed attitude.

All earth was but one thought, and that was death,
Immediate and inglorious, with famine to feed;
The meagre were devoured by the meagre, no breath,
And men died, tombless, with no chance to heed.

Even dogs assail’d their masters, but one stayed true,
And faithful to the corpse, kept the birds and beasts at bay;
Till hunger clung them, or the dropping dead,
Lured their lank jaws; himself sought out no food, but with a piteous and perpetual moan,
And a quick desolate cry, licking the hand,
Which answered not with a caress—he died.

Only two of an enormous city survived,
And they were enemies, who met beside
The dying embers of an altar-place, deprived,
Where a mass of holy things had been heaped, for unholy usage in disguise.

They scraped with their cold skeleton hands,
The feeble ashes, and blew for a little life,
Which was a mockery, until the light,
Grew stronger, and they beheld each other’s strife.

Each saw and shrieked, and died,
Even in their mutual hideousness they perished;
Unknowing who he was upon whose brow,
Famine had written Fiend. The world was void,
The populous and the powerful a lump,
Seasonless, herbless, treeless, manless, lifeless—
A lump of death—a chaos of hard clay.

The rivers, lakes, and oceans stood still,
And nothing stirred within their silent depths;
Ships sailorless lay rotting on the sea,
And their masts fell down piecemeal, as they slept
On the abyss without a surge, for waves were dead;
The tides were in their grave, and the moon,
Their mistress, had expired before, leaving darkness,
Which needed no aid from clouds that perish’d soon.
She was the Universe, a shadow of emptiness.


The World In a Hand Basket

I once knew a man who was an earthly saint, adored by a devil in disguise. He could never suspect the false worshipper, for he had unstained thoughts that seldom dreamed of evil.

This man was a covetous one, always chasing after what he did not have, and scattering and unbinding what he did possess. He hoped that more would bring him happiness, but in gaining more, he only found himself overwhelmed with the weight of his excess. He was bankrupt in his poor-rich gain, and his surfeit brought him heavy grief and strain.

But then came a woman, who called upon high almighty Jove, and by sweet friendship’s oath and human law, she conjured him to honor and withdraw from his borrowed bed. She pleaded with him to not give in to foul desire, but to stoop to honor and prove himself a true sire.

The man was torn between his covetous ways and the woman’s plea. He struggled with his desires and his need for gain, until finally, he chose to honor and withdraw. He knew that it was the right thing to do, and he hoped that by doing so, he could find redemption.

As he lay in his bed, he thought of the woman’s words, and he prayed that he could stay true to his honor. But the night was long, and the furnace of foul-reeking smoke seemed to surround him. He felt the weight of his past desires, and he knew that he could not escape the memory of his actions.

In the end, he lay there martyred with disgrace, beneath the black cloak of the night. He had made a choice, but he could not escape the consequences of his past. The woman’s words had given him hope, but he knew that he had to live with his decisions, and that he could never go back.