A Vegan Aardvark

THEN the skies bellowed a frothy glitter and d o w n became up & sideways
turned horizontally truthful said the vegan Aardvark.

THE Policeman chewed his m0uth-side and a Red Ant crawled out from his nostril
damn-us (Quatrain 173) & my pillow has luscious lips from some disembodied woman
who once cared for me. The rest of this delirious-prose is buried in an
unmarked book within a discount store on the far side of the Moon.

::02.??.2020::


Razor Ink Pen

THAT it’s you, adored the cloud in skies
is how i love mine as chocolate lips
eating me | cherry whore | bring love
inside this heart so adored ~~~

I cleaned your teeth while you slept
the last of a kill devoured like a gun
to my head

It’s you i smell so
pretty i’m so hungry
How i forfeited everything
to eat your heart forever _ words shall never be Apart_ like the razor
of an ink pen i pull your
crooked teeth and hook love
all inside a mysterious
world called Life.

:: 10.19.2022 ::
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Should’a Could’a Would’a Buddha

this isn’t about death

LOVE or Hate    getting good 
feeling Down    making moves
loving moments  eating enemies
hugging children

this isn’t about life

 DEATH i mostly love
how you care for me 
do you know what i mean?
i'll come on up or down
sideways or through when
i am ready.  Big mouth
of shame  the more i wish
the less from here to paradise
no pain no hate 
nor nightmares while awake

: should’a could’a would’a buddah

how i love you.

:: 10.18.2022 ::


Here in This Darkness I Know Myself

Don’t want to die
forgetting Life

or the Ones Loved

Don’t want to live
remembering death

Losing pieces of
my Heart

confusion
explicitly
wondering what’s
wrong with me

lock me up
inside | to forget
the feeling of loving

and the touch of Sun
upon my face

:: 10.18.2022 ::


Science Sent Me Free

how bleeding hearts
rode a wheel of miracles
choaking the greens of
all amazon nations __
how Love makes the world
go round but only with money
: how love was tender
screaming how i hadn’t had
your back : See how we faught
… you were on to me __Saturn
free for a thousand years —
how i feel loving you then
so best.

:: 10.16.2022 ::


I Remember When

I REMEMBER when left was right
day was night every night every day
i fell into what ever i do: the heart
is loaded | focus on
those coming up
From Down | we tear out
their minds _ a little thing we do to Kill
boss in denial
we splatch away
to kill a little thing
to save you
is what we do. Whatever
or GhostMostly you we do
— when it comes back down
we send it up /Never come back
down … creature : how the colors and
sounds like what Alice said_

Creature!
Shoot up! Shoot up! Call 911!
Whether love or hate! Let her take any
other’s place: sometimes I feel me or you |
take all t h is time to relize
i’m tired.

Whatdoyou whatdoyou whatdoyou wish
calm dowm : come down fromt his cloud.
painting? Okay.
now.

:: 10.16.2022 ::


Bonnie Lass

My bonnie lass | My bonnie lass
I called to you I cried
I ran I wailed
I crossed the blue blood
The desolate sand___

I lay you on the dry grass
I laid you here in these windswept woods
in this desolate wood my love
My beautiful lass You don’t like me
You don’t want me I can hear your voice.
No, that’s wrong.

I see you You’re gone You’re in my arms
You’re gone Your body’s broken
Your breasts drenched In my sweat
You were never mine Never mine
Your face is pale You’re still wet
You’re still naked Your bones exposed
But your drenched flesh I cannot forget
The tears
Your voice
I don’t care
You’re a blossom
A bloom
A flower
And I see you

I see you as the crabs fight over your flesh
Nothing remaining of your plump breasts
And that is how i like you
My flower.

:: 10.13.2022 ::


Theory of Everyone

Every word ever written is within my Head
Every way of thinking, every idea in my Head
I feel as if I’m falling into a giant Mind
I feel as if the whole world is nothing but me

To know I’m alive, I am the universe
To hear I am the silence
To see I am the light
To touch I am the history
To feel I am the time
To think I am the point

And I’m in love, I’m in love, I’m in love
Underneath the smooth darkness
that I can’t see, the body still sings
Underneath the deep sleep, the soul dreams
Underneath the sleep, the moon sets
Underneath the bright sun, the stars glow

I am the world, I am the universe
I am the Mind, I am the World
I am the Lion, I am the Lion
I am the Fire, I am the Fire_____.

:: 10.12.2022 ::


Sing Sister

Sing Sister___

Still sing, even from there, dear sister.
The Spirit of our Lord takes you:
you shall always sing.

:: 10.12.2022 ::


Mourning Means Many Things

(…thin &       sometimes     –> t ALL     pouring hourglass rains                     Oh All!<– she’s all within my mind orsome-suchSilly paIN___it’s  killing me!   & the silverrain falls upon eloquence  with logic — ties me up and arrests me!)

becomes or became? What, if anything? Began a greater force known as Nature!

Morns as these –unseen–a
-part of this or that___ fluttering first caught my eyes Then my mouth i ate
the truth and spat out it for my own reality. Did i this. This i did.
–by date of breakfast–by miracles–and brides before___/|||\ we clibmed down
for apocalypse___worlds___floods____faint-by man-made device lost lives ___elapse
from sighing | Emily says,
“Faith–The Experiment of Our Lord.” Emily Dickinson (rest by eprobles)

Good evening
Good Morning

:: 10.12.2022 ::