if i may not ever know you
if you say no, i say, “i always
and you may doubt it,
especially with stars so above you.
And if i only knew (god, if you say you
should leave me) this world shows
me everything i need cry for
i never need doubt, it rumbles about
like a loose heart and i should make
you so sure about it
if you should see a tiny petal in the air
catch it will you?
you seemed to doubt it
(but if you should ever leave me)
but i’ll make you so sure
about it and if i only knew,
God, if you say you should
leave me this world shows
to me everything i need
to cry about and how beautiful
is life and pleasure and pain!
and how much i love you
:: 09222015 ::