Daily Archives: September 17, 2015

ALL I WANT IS TO SLEEP DELIRIUM

i swallow eight while time
tells me, “ha ha”
i’m so miserable with my pillow
and my heart thumps like an
elephant released into the wild
after nine years oh my my,
the white coat says go! so here
i go without a net — my feet
bleed so my eyes bulge
and my brain screams
‘i’m lost in delirium’
a clock says, “nine”
my tongue so dry dancing
upon dead minds — my heart; oh!
dancing everywhere explodes!
maiming souls and blinds
whatever i was before today
i’m so numb /600 lb gorilla
in my room\ so here we go
sleeping within delirium
and i know i’m on my own
so here we go again
and so i try till something
breaks within my soul
‘ten’ strikes the clock
and i’m done — very well
and now i sleep to begin again
in the morning i’m so dead

:: 09162015 ::


TWO ANGRY LOVERS

His WORD a mountain
a breath of anger
A jay choked itself
and satisfied moon
One lover went forth
to the river
another toward the fields
and the sun behind
the day sang woefully
“what is cupid to do!”
If only love had one
angry heart then maybe
two – too would be
one understanding us
–i love you!

:: 09162015 ::


BAKERY FEVER

say you oh my say me!
what you ~~ ooh me too,
love how you smell
and how you look!
saw the moon underneath
a skirt to short for mom
and love your muffin
tastes so good
i’ve got a tooth ache
loving how the pain
feels with sweets
WE beg for more(nature
says, ‘i’m a whore’)
god too — hey! How
you look makes me want
more || and knows what
it means –I’m sick and
need sweets to make the
fever go away an old man
laments ‘time to make the
donuts!’ hahahaha yeah
love how you make them
with holes you know what it
means you know what it means
and i’m just adolescent dreams
“eating me/monster -whore
windows go white in the bakery
store//the wind is a woman
with sweet shorts and slender
eyes(moves me)and hills with
no effort

:: 09-16-2015 ::


THE TINY ANGER OF ME

SAVE me // rape me
kill me again
love me // hate me
lie again but never
doubt my weakness
i’m more than most
so make me laugh again
tell me how ugly
I AM — YOU were never
the only one (aaah)
who tried to kill me
then again — you
are little and so weak
I’M NOT THE ONLY ONE
yaaa….so cry
hugging my feet i’m so
tired of bugs on a bulb
i flick the switch and
burn you watch the city
street lights go dim
so i rape you //kill you
again and again i fuck
you // where no man
should feel love
and i save me from you
aaaah! hate me hate me
hate you hate you hate you
— raping me ||

:: 09-16-2015 ::


AND JESUS IS GOING TO KILL YOU

i’m just a spot of dirt in life
and Jesus wants warriors
Judas spared me for a dime
tell me don’t spend me around
Jesus doesn’t want a fool
and somethings are a mystery
so spank me just don’t let
Jesus sell me for a nickel
i’m worth a dime
Jesus don’t want me
Judas gave me life
some things are mysterious
and I say is life worth a dime?
Only Jesus knows and he says
he wants warriors for His
Kingdom — I’m too cheap
so Judas saved me

:: 09-16-2015 ::