Daily Archives: November 28, 2017

SO NOW I AM DAZED

You walked so congratulations
all across the opinions of
everyone you knew– so you won
Keep your Soul — hmm,
hmm, hmm, so it seems
you are so scared to live
instead, you use your words
hmm, hmm, hmm, your opinions
And now you break all those
hearts who believed in you
–today (within my heart
& head) the sun is bright
so I ate it and now I’m dazed
— so yeah hey! yeah! hey!
I was so lonely until I blamed
my head for all the faults of
my hurt for my lonely heart
so yeah! yeah!
So now I’m cured by the love
of living inside my loneliness
and I’m just fine –can’t wait
to meet love there.

:: 11-27-2017 ::


YOUR SKIN CLOSET

SO you hide yourself
within your skin closet
and it makes you happy
making happy faces outside
but you’re so sad within
breathing your lungs you
come back so come back
And if you breathe through
holes makes it so happy;
the monster who controls
the heart within your Soul
Now if you care about yourself
you will make yourself happy
You really drowned yourself
You really drowned your Soul
Now if you care for self
you will kick the holes
that the monster keeps you
from (and me) from our
happiness — you really,
you really can’t though!
You really knock the
You really knock the life
And kick yourself so you
so you knock us and kiss
the monster who controls
who controls the heart
the heart I always have
loved ~~ always so hide
yourself within your skin
closet and make it happy
making happy faces outside.
:: 11-27-2017 ::

FOUR LEAVES –> ONE DIES

Four leaves –> one dies
as before
Chains like a noose
My dear, a cartoon —
Cheerios and cool-aid
My knees bleeding /
mom I fell \ my mood
changed again / here again
_darkness again!
Save Kids and food
Watch wallet …
accounts like numbers
falling waters drowning
kids — but you don’t know
what it means but you don’t
want to know what it means
“We’re drowning/singing\
and you love us any who”/
We could ask for more —
hesitation like a whore
thinks what is darkness —
less or more?
We don’t ask and don’t ever
ask more | riding bicycles
we’re just youth in a degenerated
society.
And Nice so nice to breath
Oh so nice to be just us.

:: 11-27-2017 ::


HATE THE WAY YOU MASTURBATE

Click bate — bitch bate!
I hate the way you
masturbate!

No noose so lose you
give everything a
knock around!

Rape me: my throat
Rape me: my friends
Rape me: always again

So you watch me
looking always
through hateful eyes
cause I’m the only one
cause I’m the only one
cause I’m the only one

Watch all the other ones
so much like you wearing
the same clothes
So waste so fate comes
Again my love again my hate
from loving only you

My family says I’m a whore
God weeps especially so
since I gave It my Heart
Language is only characters
like souls – speechless so
So rape all of my loved ones!

Tell me you hate me
Tell me where you buried me
And we will always be there
to serve the deserved ones.
Youth is fire — age is mortar
and castle walls solid against
all that my brain knows.

Click bate — bitch bate!
I hate the way you
masturbate babe!

:: 11-27-2017 ::