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Addiction Without Numbers

IT’s easy for ME
if easy for YOU
feeling dizzy
tasting the frozen
skies loaded wrong
my Spirit speeding round
chasing the moon
I bleached my Soul
i swallowed Angel spit and tonight
i howl at the moon (no matter
what i do) the river is loaded
for the people who are my Light
:they will always b e t r ue
and my Soul comes up and goes
down tearing at my brain , the
little things that kill ._
the smallest given becomes
the biggest gift and we’re going up
and coming down scratching away
the little things that kill us ..a little
THING that tears at our brains by little
oh little little destroying us\
|
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the physics of my addiction
had no numbers to measure reality
so its my heart
feeling you.

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:: 02.10.2023 ::


All Right

the World is all about
the Myth   the riff
of Revolution, alright
where the baby cries
where mothers wish
to die — it’s never right
we all want to change
the world you know | tonight!

Anyway the world blows
never matters to me

we exchange hand shakes
we dance in the dark night
you know we expect evolution
and often times the baby bird
falls out of her nest — it’s
gonna be just right | it’s just
love and magic some musical
emotion___all right!  All right!
All right!

LL 92,19,2923 LL


Life Only Life

LIFE and only life
can make this all real
Real is not what you love
not what you touch
it’s feelings.

Oh love only love can bring
back your love some day
, and i will be there
My tender love i will always
be there with you ~~
If you really don’t care
I’ll start once again.

Like Brothers and Sisters

But trust | I will be there.
Oh! Love! How my Heart Bleeds
honoring your feelings and i’ve
been remiss /if we go again
forgetting all the things we
changed \ it’s the perfect
price for giving me a chance
to love you.

:: 02.09.2023 ::


Silver Cape

The Silver Cape
of the moon never removes
her dress or she’d shut
her door;
in confidence
but never obtrude.

How this blanket of ashes
once comforted me insane
at a low gate; now a King
kneels upon his mat.

:: 02.08.2023 ::


South-South of North

                                                     Which way does the wind    blow today
                       is south-south of north?  Does pretending mean more?   I’m not sure
             i cleaned my cache but never my soul or mind             and today i thought:
“do i eat a banana or (maybe to entertain us) a strawberry?      i ATE the retainer for
this poem right now________i am worse than words; i was born in the middle of a group \
they fed upon me i got to know them > so stup\id   became Carl You/ng’s favorite theory
and if i am or were to be a fairey would you ask me?

Do you forget to taste the sun’s smile?
Does your heart define what is that never was?
Does your myth consider meat-speaking creatures?

Well now.

A human.  a shadow.  a ghost or stripper?  Something entertaining
or completely contagious?  Well.  Ha.  Yea.  

       i am not the wasn’t of any word        my middle group
stands with me always will \hello yokes  hello folks/
never said, “jokes’ but anything could change this: my itcy lover
here, some soap.  Make iridescent bubbles on those bubbles.

:: 02.08.2023 ::


INSIDIOUS STUDIOUS DELIBERATIONS

i will BREAK my mind away
through my HEART i will BREAK
BREAK! i am so sick i remember
the taste of metal in my MOUTH
, in warmth i am sick, fiery words
singing (SINGING) yet biting my tongue
cursing god wanting to SCREAM
yet the burning Earth smoke
chokes my lungs
I AM BURN!
AM
I
DISFIGURED
by this?

The story read by billions of sad women! No, I spat upon a deserted famous obscene
video frame and succubus’s of hungry souls )in echoes sINGING SCREAMing inside
your insane dural bifurcated sickness i am so sick. so sick. beware this way
or that may sign language my SCREAMING BLEEDING WORDS , I’M SO SICK.
So seriously sick of YOU. LIAR. MYSTERIOUS MONSTER OF SHIT.

:: 02.07.2023 ::


Sunrise and Evening

Once I watched a tree
of magnificent Eat a
piece of my Poetry

between her branches
i laid the parchment
and witnessed time
devour it within its
wood

this i did before Sunrise
and now for the evening.

:: 01.31.2023 ::


There in the Widest of Morning Openings

THERE in the widest of morning openings
every-all is possible if with Sun and You
it is a morning saying or prayer
a wish or two for a fair day
And there within the widest day we two
are holding hands where ever we be so
the morning is a handshake
and afternoon a kiss for you
By some delicate evening when moon comes
and stars appear to open their starry eyes
your hand upon the face you love
my heart within the one i love
And the world is open for bursting hearts
and no society uttering imprecations aloud,
weakness is bent knee toward you
my hand touching yours forever!

:: 09-25-2017 ::


My Heart Stopped

my Heart Stopped.
then there by
my eternal Stop;
i found myself
always here
how wonderful
and horrorful
life is Dear?
Said Love, “
No love without
GREAT PAIN! “

:: 01.31.2023 ::


Your Skin Closet

SO you hide yourself
within your skin closet –> and it makes you happy
making happy faces outside but you’re so sad within
breathing your lungs you come back so come back
And if you breathe through holes makes it so happy;
the monster who controls the heart within your Soul
Now if you care about yourself
you will make yourself happy
You really drowned yourself
You really drowned your Soul
Now if you care for self
you will kick the holes
that the monster keeps you
from (and me) from our
happiness — you really,
you really can’t though!
You really knock the
You really knock the life
And kick yourself so you
so you knock us and kiss
the monster who controls
who controls the heart
the heart I always have
loved ~~ always so hide
yourself within your skin
closet and make it happy
making happy faces outside.

:: 11-27-2017 ::