THE MUSIC OF WORDS

VIOLINE I: Oh lovely life oh my love Oh love i say i adore you

violin ii: tears weep my mouth in all i feel seeing you

Viola: if love is God then i have met Him in Glory

Violoncello und Kontraba:

my dear, i am honored to be here with you now

the seasons were long and suns came up and

then silently went beneath my wishes

oh, i saw you in the sparrow and the green
tallest grasses my sweetest love
and now together!

:: 07-25-2015 ::


IS CAPTURED FOR THE QUEEN TO USE

If you go on your own way I give you a strength of cord
to make your way — for the King and Queen to use
if life says buttercups sing ‘captured and the Queen
weeps send it to me!’ With loving care. Cause it’s
for the King to use. I am common ti-di-diddit
diddit do remember the gold (it’s there) so don’t
surround yourself with yourself diddit diddit diddit
just come to me (yourself) and the fawn weeps
and the — did you see all the good people
who turn their faces and it’s a stronger course
that love and life moves me on to another square
and i sang a loving word to all life – captured!
and i sing cause it’s time and time is captured!
…………………………………….for the Queen
………..so i go now back to the corner of my life
// she hasn’t got time to make me a knight
But i’m captured surrounded by her loving care!
— for the Queen to use//my sister call upon me!
anytime anywhere for the Queen to use!

:: 07-29-2015 ::


GREEN & GOLD

BY caster lit moonlight
I ate ambivalence;
where Sun spread her
sheets upon the Earth’s
green bedding
and the fairies muddle
flittering in red roses
and river oh river
hushed it’s running
heart for this moment!
as green and gold spoke
between night’s gasping
inviting new promise
this new day!

:: 07-29-2015 ::


A WHORE FOR ZEROS AND ONES

Mary wakes up with a wet blanket
and Jesus thinks starbursts
really taste very sweet
hanging from a cross. and
m&m’s taste best when melted
in a hot mouth and hey hey
tried so hard to have had a father
and don’t hate Him anymore
self-appointed demigods who
have no servants to rule over
are little kids inside a sandbox
called agitated life and i like
m&m’s and starbursts so like
i thought before it’s a taste of
melted s’mores oh hell yeah
it’s teenage existentialism
a modern rain caught all inside
a pain of technological madness
and we’re all whores for
zeros and ones

:: 07-28-2015 ::


KALEIDOSCOPIC BEING

WISH i could be all of me without all the fights
and wouldn’t it be something so new
i’m so deeply affected // infected by love
and so I write ‘i feel i have no right’
taking all the blame then joking i knew
it’s how the merry goes round and I throw up
from this dizzy life and oh what fun
scary, scary times in the sun
guess i’m so easily amused
kissing the circus clown and hugging
all the carnies of this life beneath the big
top tent wishing I was so like you and salt
within the wound of my eyes and in my
heart so I know life is kaleidoscope
and in the sun in the wind I scream:
‘Scary! Scary!’
and so i dance with the dancing bear
and watch the clown on the high wire
and balloons kissing the big tent skies
we are all we are and all we know
so hello hello hell no on well it’s so

:: 07-28-2015 ::


A LITTLE BOAT AFLOAT

i made you happy in a noose twice tied
say how you cut y o u r s e l f
it makes you happy red blood rivers
and little boy with a paper boat
watches how you feed the river
from your veins And if you cut
my throat i could have sang how you
make his boat float upon the river
happy and i am frozen
happy and i am frozen
in all my pain
And you really know
i’m a senseless apprentice
how to knock and roll
my feelings -oh! don’t go away!
a little boy with a boat watching blood
float his dreams and i’m pulling the
plug and if you say “i’m
so happy, “watch the rock’n’roll
a boat in a river full of blood and
your happiness is the hull of a ship
that drowns in all
you dreams of!” GO AWAY! GO AWAY!
So don’t you fool yourself
keep yourself in a trunk
of ship buried so deep
and you never knew —
the boy without love or humanity.

:: -8=27-2015 ::


WHAT IS SYMPATHY

i spoke love when she stirred
benign; honey bled through shades
at eleven o’clock so spake i gently
of her
And all of her breath i am painted in color
of pinks and death lily-like white,snow
defamed; disgraced her youth my mistaken
footfall in time
we are unraveling beauty like storm-
clouds bursting –feeding fields
instead of hearts and sympathetic
: the LORD is a stronghold for the
oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble
(Psalms 9:9)

:: 07-27-2015 ::


OUR FATHER WE SOMETIMES WEEP

Oh Father give me patience
let me dream in love
and if someday clouds
part away let my heart
be near the sun
Amen.
And Father i have pain
it gives me feet to move
across today
and whose castle walls
weep as doves fly above
let me move my eyes
there where i should
forgive the debt of life my Lord!
Smaller than the period
at the end of this
sentence.
Amen

:: 07-27-2015 ::


BECAUSE WE’RE LOVE

ooh so lovely
ahhh lovely
we push away
to grab love
and hear
the winds
rushing away
ooh so lovely
aah lovely
we pull
two hearts
together because
we’re love and
the world is
so aah oh aah
it blows my mind
because we’re living
in sound
ooh, aah, i see
how we know and feel
nothing it’s all around
ooh so lovely
ahh lovely
because i’m in love
with you

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A PLACE FULL OF LOVE

i am epitome of insanity
it seems far away and so
gentle now as no shadows
fall from the skies for now
i was ill today but then
again i am not too ill
i am fine

today was the greatest day
the woman dressed in red
sitting in Merlot’s Place
silently threw-up a kiss
and i bought her drink!

and…

a heart pattered-flipped,
splattered painting the joint
in reds and yellow flowers
and the bartender sang,
“lasciate che questo posto
sia pieno di amore!
Yes! Let this place be
full of love!

so who is craziest?
the lonely one?
or one as me! Who
dares to touch all
hearts in life!

:: 07-27-2015 ::