As there is beauty to be south
And then as rain beauty seeps into soil
from skies through mortal eyes weeping
A beggar not egging for food but for
compassion
Is the truest love when given.
:: 07.23.2022 ::
As there is beauty to be south
And then as rain beauty seeps into soil
from skies through mortal eyes weeping
A beggar not egging for food but for
compassion
Is the truest love when given.
:: 07.23.2022 ::
HOLD my hands
become my Queen
Inside our hearts
is a wired fence
within a hidden door
Weeping Clouds
Weeping Tears
Weeping Eyes
How wonderful are butterflies
tasting forgotten dreams
inside this heart
is all for you
And i love her
She gave me everything
eternally and her kiss
brings cool breezes
How could a love as ours
ever die ~~ bright and
loving is a love of mine
it shall never die
Loud are the lovers who cry
for losing Love
Proud as I am
I forever know
she’ll love me
until the skies
fall dark
it’ll never die
and I love her.
:: 07.20.2022 ::
Don’t want to leave. I can feel you so close to the right side of my soul.
But I feel how you stole my vision, drove me from myself so you can fill
your meaningless world. our only child | i forgot how love felt when i became devoured by horror with a hand, a soul. i got you to agree.
~~ she went into the front door
~he sent me to a place i never knew
the skies were bleeding blood
~~ she left me alone to deal with our youngest child
~~ i now wander alone.
Within the darkness and my soul.
Drowning inside my strong will and I can’t break free.
The deepest river of love ~~~ is good enough for me.
:: 07.11.2022 ::
Non morirò finché non avrò vinto! La mia fantasticheria è come una febbre, sulla quale prendo la forma di un uomo addormentato.
Giù, quindi, a un castello maestoso, con mura dorate e scale di marmo; un maledetto pazzo è morto,
il cui occhio è sull’oro.
Là, sul pavimento intriso di sangue, sono bianco come il peccato di un profeta prima che ti temo.
Delicata, delicata è la nebbia bianca intorno alla mia spalla! E ogni volta che alzo lo sguardo e guardo l’occhio caldo, lì, una fiamma di fiamma.
Una notte vi vedo una forma orribile, un gigante mostruoso, un pallido cavallo della notte che galoppa,
su, su va, in cupa agitazione, tra le spesse mura nere.
“Cosa vedi, dio?”
«Un nemico del castello che è mio.
In nome di Dio, vieni da me!
Ti desidero.
Dalla tomba e per il cielo vado a lui; là, dove si esauriscono i raggi
di luce a mezzogiorno, nascerai! Tu nascerai!
Quanto sono forti le grida!
Che batteria!
Il mare bolle!
Sei nato!
Com’è doloroso il parto, e com’è dolce la nutrice, che nutre la fanciulla!
‘Tu nascerai!
I will not die until I’ve won!
My reverie is like a fever, on which I take the form of a sleeping man.
Down, then, to a stately castle, with golden walls and marble stairs; a bloody fool is dead,
whose eye is on gold.
There on the blood-soaked floor, I am white as a prophet’s sin ere I fear you.
Delicate, delicate is the white mist around my shoulder! And e’er I look up and glance the hot eye, there, a flame of flame.
One night I see in it a horrible shape, a monstrous giant, a pale horse of night that gallops on,
up, up it goes, in grim agitation, among the thick black walls.
‘What do you see, god?’
‘An enemy of the castle that is mine.
In God’s name, come to me!
I desire you.
From the grave and through the sky I go to him; there, where the beams run out
of light at noon, thou shalt be born! Thou shalt be born!
How loud are the shouts!
What drums!
The sea is boiling!
Thou art born!
How painful is the birth, and how sweet is the nurse, who nurtures the maiden!
‘Thou shalt be born!
:: 07.11.2022 ::
IF i could make a wish for anything your smile would be the one i would wish for life.
How peaceful without a breaking heart i’d wish.
If peace came upon me / i would wept and never sleep and how wonderful
sleep use to be \ believe me.
You are the canvas of beautiful strokes of a brush so silently
sometimes all i need is all the beauty i see in you my sweetness.
The wonderful world all with you.
Sometimes all i need is the breath
your breath inside of all of me.
And if you should leave me i would
say how wonderful life could be.
Can the world show anything to me
if i’m living without you.
How wonderful Life is with you
and how wonderful if you left me
that showed me love once in life.
How God showed me what Love is
How God gave me the moment in time
that gave me a reason to live Life.
:: 06.11.2022 ::
butterfly flewing
serene immediate romance
whose vast function being
tenderness (believably
small) –fed babies eyes
grasping perpetually acruise
of yessing mouthing proto-
words learning life
butterfly landing
of handpicked glory by god
upon her skin thrill’d
mechanically vicariously
ughhug wind-kissing palm
her muchMouthed way.
:: 04.12.2022 ::
WATCHED the clock upon the wall and how it’s hands shook me.
It has been years since you left me.
I watch the skies wondering
if the clouds speak to me.
Oh since that moment when the ground fell apart
i felt there’s nothing oh nothing
that can make me feel better
like a river under a bridge
without sure footing /
It’s been several days \ since i touched
the fabric of your favorite dress
and how life took you away
and now that you’re gone there’s nothing
i want any longer.
If i had a pet, that dog would cry
cause there’s nothing to fill this void.
Got the call at the doorstep
when the police came giving me the
death sentence of where life went wrong.
i placed my arms around the trooper
weeping saying, “I went to the drug store
and she went for a jog.”
“Nothing compares to a deep pain without
a remedy sir.” Said the officer with a tear
in his eyes.
I drew away.
It’s been so long without you here.
I console myself with a ringing song
inside my heart telling me, “Where did
life go wrong?”
This lonely tears falling singing, “why did life go wrong?”
Well, it’s just life. And another knock upon
the door but just another fool ~~ i opened
it and saw someone with brilliant light
telling me there’s more to life and just wait
just wait you will see son.
:: 07.07.2022 ::
I drew away.
Jesus, I drew away. All the flowers she planted
in the backyard have died. But I will give it
another try but never with Love. Dear. Never.
Again.
:: 07.07.2020 ::
LOST dreams slide insensibly toward madness of dreams — you close your eyes
shut your wooden windows to life ~~ your dialated eyes drowing in a violent ocean.
Mister, you forgot your hat but now days no one wears them good day Sir.
Oh, froth from your mouth falls pouring the overflow of your head without moorings
of your paralyzed tongue. How you got me thinking, “wasting my time.”
Outside your heart the citizens of a lost world await tensed up toward your hallucinations.
You let me down.
If we had a world of our own, everything would be nonsense ~~~ so way way down inside
Curiouser and curiouser! Rabbits and Cats oh whoo!
We were fooling then like double death swift dying of mingled breath an evaporation of unknown
strange perfume between souls in a naked room called Love ~~
a telephone.
And still I ask are you the same? How are you feeling? Don’t you realize the things we
talked about like dreams — i’d brush summer by with half my smile so half spurn.
Housewives do, a Fly they do like black magic.
If i look into the skies I could with you within a year. I’d wind months into balls and put them
separted into drawers by centuries, delayed.
Subtracting, wondering why (that you were mine, I was never yours in time-twilight) i’d toss it yonder, like a defunct mind and choose Eternity.
Okay. So you never answered and I let it ring a bit longer.
Like the shadows of forevermore that will not speak, “it stings.”
Oh wap doo duh hop no side dreams between telephone lines.
Oh, hot wax on my third eye it left a mark ~~ it’s how I knew I could have loved you.
:: 07.07.2022 ::
I want to hear your voice in my mind as you claim me.
Claim me.
I want to taste you.
Taste me, too.
I want you to feed me. The power that lies within my mouth is the power I will employ to make you scream.
Scream.
I want to possess you.
I want to bring you to the edge.
But you won’t let me; you’re in a hurry,
so you push me away with your arrogant smirk.
With your arrogant winking as you take another free-hand
with your fingers, ’cause you’re like that.
I want to be on the receiving end.
I want to give it all to you.
I want to be grateful.
I want to regret.
I want to be satisfied.
There you are again wandering through my dreams,
haunting me, making me helpless to resist.
I want to see you again making me wild, shooting through my body.
Letting me know, listening to me scream and cry for more.
I want to feel you again.
I want to own you.
I want to feel your teeth on my breast.
I want to see you again close to my flesh,
your hair piled high in a manner you have perfected.
I want you to have your way.
I want to feel you again.
I want to fuck you once more,
but this time I want you to be mine till the end of time.
I want to savour it. Till the moment we enter my womb
and know, with our blood, that we are a mother and a father
together.
I want to see the vastness of our love in the walls of our home.
I want to see it, know that we are a family.
Until there is nothing more.
:: 07.07.2022 ::
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