Tag Archives: #suicide

ALICE ATE THIS RABBIT

ONE THOUGHT inside your parent’s mind
then two upon the floor: as
TWO rabbits running forth — gods and demons we said:

“no moving space inside our time”

WE smoke caterpillar within chessboard
— moves and checkmated ovulation spots.
HOW the sand moves by passion breath
and Alice took Hookah and smoked threeHookah
by ten tall dreams of sand men —
she felt all — //then became universe and
the One who ATE CATEPILLERS ”]
and YOUR MIND IS MOVING ALONG…
Ooh ————–>
How Alice took her dreams and made
it hers — REMEMBER: what the doorman
said: feed your head! keep it small/

And IF you go –> chase words as a poet
go forth and fall…_ call Alice when
she is small.
and when the alphabet bets it all —
the words you dream and lovers: more
than anything at all — STAND TALL

STAND TALL POETS REMEMBER IT ALL
when the red Queen Screams: REMEMBER
TO FEED YOUR HEAD OH FEED YOUR HEAD!!!

:: 09.13.2021 ::


OH BY THE BY

Oh, by the by — oh my
how i wept upon a sigh
gently flowing on my side/
knowing emptiness within
my mind\  Oh, by the by —
creating worlds within my
lonely mind — never touching
tender female skin:  always
kissing empty spaces and
aching to die.

Oh, my.  

When death comes.  A deep
comfort.

:: 10.14.2020 ::

Oh, my.  

When death comes.  A deep
comfort.

:: 10.14.2020 ::


I LIT MY CANDLES WHEN I FOUND GOD

WHO IS so happy today are they all within my
Head? Iris and friends feathers within the band
of my funky hat yeah not so scared caused i
lit the candles to remove evil thoughts while eating
my girlfriend’s older sister! cause i remember sad thoughts
& yeah some to blame upon me but so excited to see your Art
(i’m so honry) yeah : colors exploding as goo across the paint
of my canvas oh yeah — punch
, kiss, love, like and hate everything i am
— i wish to kill you : miss you then again
miss the bullet you wanted
for me…oh yeah who is so happy
today? all within their lonely
head — so ugly so are you ;
miserable people so scared
i lit my candles when i found
God.

:L: 07j.11/02020 ::


LACRIMOSA II (Tears of Sorrow)

IN cranial space
— knowing not evil
lurking there…
weakly I crawl
into razor-tears

So often
forgotten
so deathly near
is my fear

Today near death
— but grazed
nothing happened
but life
Tomorrow’s chance:
a touch of death

Cold-nights bring
black void-ignorance
death-kiss teach-us fear
tomorrow happens – for some
the end more near

::01/02/2014::