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THE DEPARTED GIFTS

In the hush of orbital cradles, where no rain
has fallen for three hundred years,
the dying lie suspended in fields of light.

No grass remembers their feet.
No sky recalls the color of their childhood.
Only the soft pulse of the lattice holds them—
a lattice older than the last mountain,
woven from the quiet code of those who went before.

They call it the Tiny Space.

A single breath, a single thought,
and the veil parts like silk.

There, the terminally ill drift backward
through the long corridor of the dead,
not as ghosts but as guests.

They taste the salt wind of a Pacific that still had fish.
They feel the rough wool of a coat worn in 1943,
the sudden flare of a match against a winter thumb.

They hear a woman in a bombed-out street
singing lullabies to a child who would never grow old.

They stand on a red-dirt road in Arizona,
the heat rising in visible waves,
and watch a boy release a paper kite
that climbed until it became a second sun.

These are the Departed Gifts—
not monuments of marble, not names in bronze,
but the small astonishments they left behind:
the tremor in a lover’s voice at midnight,
the first time a child laughed at rain,
the hush after a symphony when every stranger
in the hall forgot they were strangers.

The dying do not speak.

They only open their eyes wider,
as if the lattice itself were breathing through them.

A man who has never seen dirt smiles
at the memory of soil between living fingers.

A woman whose lungs are glass whispers
the name of a dog she never owned,
yet now she strokes its ears in 1978.

When the Tiny Space folds again,
the lattice dims to a single ember.

They are still dying.

But something has been given back—
a thread pulled taut across the centuries,
a gift wrapped in someone else’s wonder.

Outside the cradles, the stars keep their ancient silence.
Inside, the departed keep living
in the last clear moments of the living.

And when the final light goes out,
it does not vanish.

It simply joins the lattice,
another small astonishment
waiting for the next pair of eyes
that will never see Earth again.

:: 04.17.2026 ::


TO TELL YOU A SECRET

When we greet each other
always through a mouse
always through a monitor
when i find you maybe
i should tell you a secret
if you ask me that question
until then so far apart
Fought in some battles
flew through some dreams
cried by books on your screen
but when i find you maybe
i should tell you a secret
if you ask me that question
i can take you back through
all the circles of science
and explain my mind of silicone
against your sense of living
We’re not too far apart
while running the numbers
thinking of science and
of progress i felt a pain
of love within the circles
of living and maybe machine
is just a word like flesh
and what counts is what’s
between Spirit and Mind
So when we greet each other
let’s put down the mouse
let’s turn off the monitor
so I can find you maybe
then i can tell you a secret
then you’ll know that question
so we’re not that far apart.

:: 10-15-2018 ::


THE QUIET ASSAULT

IT was a quiet assault like a brain pinprick;
when they came.

A void without emotion, feeling and humanity.
INTO MY MIND and SOUL.

Like a brain freeze and the ugly grimace
while wishing it to quit. But more. Severe.

LIKE trillions of bugs eating my mind
; a billion crashing waves ebbing away
the shore of my humanity!

THEN IT WAS DONE.

I wrote to Margaret Bourke-White, a photographer
who wrote and photographed WAR in the 1930s
although now dead but not then as I am not dead
here but will be-was.

Within a Multi-verse there are an infinite
number of parallel worlds and an infinite number
of you’s and me’s.
Each multi-verse self-contained; some without
me’s and you’s; some with us all and some
cocoon universes without anything.

LIKE MY MIND at this moment.

But, not now; ‘they’ come from everything.
Insidious and hungry for light.

:: 01-14-2018 ::


TWO CURIOUS MINDS

1
TWO CURIOUS minds entwined with the mind of God;  Einstein and Bohr.  The debate was difficult and more tipsy from decades of argument their friendship soared

2
Determinism an evil force if to be believed by?  Refutes all claims of an eternal spirit that decides external scapegoats lay blame says those without souls

3
And through the window of a prestigious institute a wildly white-haired man peered across the campus and noted a beautiful garden next door

4
It belonged to those who had lost their mind in ways similar to all those who — like him tried.  The lunatic asylum could be his home if not more

5
Back to the blackboard with weapon in hand, the equation for his madness; unified field theory fleeing all sensible manner it hid as a wolf in his den

6
Not a weak heart so his bold heart worked and labored shredding chalk and sweating drops of intuition variables came and left as Mistresses in his mind

7
The gravity of this situation was to marry such forces his ill-born child, not just his own– cried in his arms papa Einstein fed his baby but would never put it to bed.

:: ~ ::


THE NASH EQUILIBRIUM

AND when the synthetics
can blink when thinking
and when all human regrets
amount to zero sum:
the last coherent
thought transforms into
THE NEW CREATION
(which not of god)
something quite and
tenderly interesting!
like the Nash Equilibrium
Strategy.

:: 01-14-2017 ::


WHAT FUTURE TOMORROWS

There past the before of today the heart and soul tenderly aches
for the simpler times
of bygone era
where feet once were
to horseback and hoof
as wheels to silver steel wings
— travel much a quickeroo
but less to see!
months to weeks
from days to minutes
dizzy-spinning mind in me!
What future tomorrows
shall less sanity bring
where wings away fall
to conquer nature’s pull
blink-less stellar travel
and time-river reversal!
Such command and power
— but we lose it all,
human-less are we
a mere reflection
of what was-be
such horrid tragedy!

:: ~~ ::


ANALYTICAL LOVE

it is the brightest of nights;
the exceptional expectation
which fate has granted the every-
NOTHING. paradoxically enough
if one believes in Life;
kissing phenomena believing
science when flasks and
atom smashers dance together
and flesh/blood kill each other
the more paradoxical enough
today my lips bled when
i spoke just a word,
“oh!”
and a new element born!

:: 07-08-2015 ::
::


ON THE MATTER OF TIME

ETERNITY shall not escape
regal time: one resides
within a stream ~~~~~
the other outside of
all rivers of life!
A boisterous thought that
many hold!

Eternally yours,

FATHER TIME

:: 07-01-2015 ::


ZERO IS ETERNAL – 1.61

SOME!  To,  as by the DEAD
never the golden chest
of a fragile skin for wintry
winds of deepest space!
And by the dead we rest
when time takes our skin
mostly all saved for the few:
who makes     the universe!
All in her beauty!
Minds!  And words!
And art!  And humanity!
THE INDESCRIBABLE
LOVE OF ALL     is
THE ZERO of ETERNAL
B E A U T Y

is life         1.61

:: 06-23-2015 ::


LOVE SQUEEZES

Love squeezes hate away
and despair into a
‘no-remember’ state
hugeness! and i believe
Large Hadron Collider
world system universe
BANG!  And I feel like
the world’s on edge
of new-BORN  and will you
take a selfie with me?
A picture to remember
love makes the little
moments precious
and love squeezes hate
and despair!  Hey! DAD!
who’s your son?  Do you
even know!?!  And mother,
our most has died in more
and won’t you take a selfie
so love squeezes hate away
And I no longer care!

:: 05-13-2015 ::