Category Archives: #soul

THE DEPARTED GIFTS

In the hush of orbital cradles, where no rain
has fallen for three hundred years,
the dying lie suspended in fields of light.

No grass remembers their feet.
No sky recalls the color of their childhood.
Only the soft pulse of the lattice holds them—
a lattice older than the last mountain,
woven from the quiet code of those who went before.

They call it the Tiny Space.

A single breath, a single thought,
and the veil parts like silk.

There, the terminally ill drift backward
through the long corridor of the dead,
not as ghosts but as guests.

They taste the salt wind of a Pacific that still had fish.
They feel the rough wool of a coat worn in 1943,
the sudden flare of a match against a winter thumb.

They hear a woman in a bombed-out street
singing lullabies to a child who would never grow old.

They stand on a red-dirt road in Arizona,
the heat rising in visible waves,
and watch a boy release a paper kite
that climbed until it became a second sun.

These are the Departed Gifts—
not monuments of marble, not names in bronze,
but the small astonishments they left behind:
the tremor in a lover’s voice at midnight,
the first time a child laughed at rain,
the hush after a symphony when every stranger
in the hall forgot they were strangers.

The dying do not speak.

They only open their eyes wider,
as if the lattice itself were breathing through them.

A man who has never seen dirt smiles
at the memory of soil between living fingers.

A woman whose lungs are glass whispers
the name of a dog she never owned,
yet now she strokes its ears in 1978.

When the Tiny Space folds again,
the lattice dims to a single ember.

They are still dying.

But something has been given back—
a thread pulled taut across the centuries,
a gift wrapped in someone else’s wonder.

Outside the cradles, the stars keep their ancient silence.
Inside, the departed keep living
in the last clear moments of the living.

And when the final light goes out,
it does not vanish.

It simply joins the lattice,
another small astonishment
waiting for the next pair of eyes
that will never see Earth again.

:: 04.17.2026 ::


BLEEDING;HANDS OF KIND SOULS

BLEEDING;HANDS OF KIND SOULS

bleeding;hands of kind Souls
dirty cleaned by smiles)
    i tell :
you, i love your precious Heart
   except your terrible tears

                    THE ONES
   which tear us apart(wraith a clinging
with wraith)     as two worlds
    colliding as ghosts drowning within
silent thunder?as a thousand years we
could live but if i hurt you;  by the ebbing
tides of a supreme ocean largest shudder)
   as when death spoke –> never was death
so alive;chaos could live for a thousand
years(scream–as squashed grapes into wine)
    my blood screams and tastes If as some world
of a spark.

:: 08.29.2020 ::

bleeding;hands of kind Souls
dirty cleaned by smiles)
i tell :
you, i love your precious Heart
except your terrible tears

                THE ONES 

which tear us apart(wraith a clinging
with wraith) as two worlds
colliding as ghosts drowing within
silent thunder?as a thousand years we
could live but if i hurt you; by the ebbing
tides of a supreme ocean largest shudder)
as when death spoke –> never was death
so alive;chaos could live for a thousand
years(scream–as squashed grapes into wine)
my blood screams and tastes If as some world
of a spark.

:: 08.29.2020 ::


Late Winter Blues

He wore a fedora to hide the sun /  broken shoes to show his Soul
no others would approach unless assured —  seeing tomorrow’s morning would be good 

Slaying stares with the voice of his Eyes Parting waters by breath and sigh
goes the maker of words the nurturer of worlds\ so i bleed
so i need so i feed  Upon the refusal of Life — it keeps me
it shows how the world turns upon a top of needle-headed feeble thoughts — go away.

:: 02.22.2020 ::


LIFE BY A KINDEST SOUL

my sweet precious Living
Life by a kindest Soul
before rains the Sun
does not know Tears
are small Oceans in
largest doses becomes
brilliantly sparked
Emotions
my Sweet Precious
Life —
i am living spaces
as stairs climbing
two-by-two in Time
toward the Heart’s
goals!

:: 11-09-2018 ::


THAT TODAY IN MY HEART

THAT today in my heart
the breath of life
but my way is mingled
within confusion

Pain obscures light.

Remembrance of Love
moistens my feelings
within the Soul’s
fountain.

Each cloud flies high
and stars trembling,
A Spirit too if so be
it.

Love can never die.

And lessons from Mountains
and Rivers and Forests
They wear the Rainbow,
a solid unbroken promise

So too my Life
So too my Love
So too my Soul.

:: 11-02-2018 ::


DARLING LIGHT

DARLING light whose gentlest touch
might by brightest light guide
my love of life upon this night
Guide my trust
Guide if must
And forgive the rest of my weakest
traits within those hands called fate
My Darling Light that lives
and dwells within my Soul and Spirit
And saves me this night
Save my trust
Save if must
by gentlest touch this night

:: 09-30-2018 ::


PATHéTIQUE

EMOTIONS are just no words
between the wind & just One
are the true feelings when
fleeing life’s seemingly
unjust pain!

AS like, oh tear-filled Soul!
With held-head high and heart
so sweepingly Low and the sky
weeps along with every broken
Spirit as the sun tending bent
stems in far-flung worlds
removes all barges of sand
-sadness against your heart.

And through your pain and
forgiving tears the soul clears
as blue as skies: exists
only for brevity of reprived
mortal pains!

And while the Earth apparently
stirs within mysterious ways,
you whom i shall never forget
who gave birth to love once
again (for me) the festival
is no longer a surprise as
i know your words like pillars
uphold my tender sensibilities:
and loveless life is treasonist
and the crime a punishment of
diminished returns!

:: 01-16-2017 ::


THE SIMPLE UGLINESS

Saturday was a good day so kicked off my shoes
and ran through the sand along Pensacola beach
Sadder days are like broken billboards yeah
along the promenade of empty streets
I listen to my radio and shut you out
I seem to be the only one who walks alone
I took a swim inside me and the ocean joined
sea turtle spread it’s fins and pushed
away the water to move like i walk alone
on the streets of broken billboards along the
promenade of my mind
Sometimes I know I am the convulsed mind of
of my moon across the ocean
ugh, fill my microscopic heart with (black tiny
things where a large beach crosses) and my voice
is mimicking my dead heart so dull my senses
delirium!

:: 09292015 ::


LOVE IS THE SOUL

LOVE is the soul
and LUST the flesh

:: 09-15-2015 ::


IF IS BIG BUT LOVE BIGGER

THERE, the hunger! When (sometimes i
never wish them) TH0UGHTS are born
i open my mouth to DEVOUR THE WORLD
in all it’s strange tastes || the how
is less strange as why –> ghosts like
me!  I am the rare paranormal flesh
that sees and feels since I once read
the Book of Knowledge (elseWhere) and it
burned my brain and soul in the Akashic
Library — the garden is beautiful and the air
has music within it’s space and light is living
and souls sprout up from the ground like children
grinning for a kiss!

:: 07-18-2015 ::