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F E A R D I S E A S E
CITIZENRY OF LONGING HOPE
THE heart a country unbound
that few live to believe;
a citizenry of longing hope
to fill fallacious ground
where angels float
the soul weeps
above summer’s season
of hell & perverted
throats //–>
seeking reason
the convenient rest
bleed unto the ground.
:: 04-27-2018 ::
Thimble & Needle
Thimble and needle hear
my words
you’re too busy these days
to love
I’ve followed you through
and through
the toughest patches of life
and now my thread
has grown too thin
And we’ll never survive
never survive never survive
the stitching of our hearts
Paper, rock and scissors
needles, pins and threader
rulers of horror measure
the terror of my nightmare
as I watch the needle
of your busy work pierce
the tissue of my heart
I’ll never survive
never survive the sowing
of the madness
that’s your mind
:: 04-21-2018 ::
PEERIE-WINKIE
AND another day as the bones feel very pained to carry the burden of sin.
ALL two hundred six of them don’t want it; alas it is just the way
it is.
The glob of gelatinous goo in the brain-pan knows it. The cat-sticks have
tried to run from the affliction but to no avail. We’re stuck here
utters the piece of flapping clapper as though ringing a bell.
We’re stuck here.
But time dimishes the skin; watch, see? All saggy and wrinkled.
But still, a small ember of fire remains; the errection of need
or the pounding throbbing kitty’s meow.
Sin daddles at the thought and dew-beaters forget while walking on Mother
Earth.
Now, hush. This is your Soul talking to you: drop the skin.
No need for that peerie-winkie.
:: 04-14-2018 ::
TOWER OF A CASTLE
Within the tower of a castle
within the empire
of my existence
are all the lovely souls
are all the missed gifts
all within a lovely vassal
And if it all falls away
falls away in misunderstanding
there is hope there are some
there are some strong enough
to withstand and exist
And what useless,
foolish regrets
And what harmful,
regretful fears
And within the tower
of my castle
within the empire of
all existence
No room for sorrow
No room for tears
No room for fears
But a world of One Nation
And to hear the laudations
to hear the flatteries
of all the angels…
All within the towers
within the towers
of our castle!
:: 04-08-2018 ::
THE SLEEPING PROSTITUTE OF TIME
Within the tapestry of life
goes the Mind:
the rest of flesh and bone
remain cat-like;
a sleeping prostitute
of time.
And within heaven all of the
interesting people are missing,
or so says Nietzsche.
But within hell most everyone
says the intersection of Canal
& Mott Streets in Manhattan are
a killer.
And a chorus of drunks fooled
by numbness and unencumbered
by care drown out the naked lunch
of fear and rejection.
That’s the mind singing, you
know.
So few sensuous souls and
so many meaty mannequins!
:: 04-07-2018 ::
EXILED
I have become the exiled
in sleep i have become
not the disappeared
but one who shrinks into
a height of awareness.
An awareness as sharp as
fractured obsidian.
And within the silky-touch
moments of suffering inner
journeys my soul rejects
all coherent reason –
leave!
Exiled consciousness slips
from subjectivity into a
gaping eternal void
of abstract form; The First
Land where numbers, thoughts,
and intangibles are born
and return to rest when over-
used.
And tonight as in all previous
nights it is sleep which has
exiled me from body.
To shrink into pure consciousness.
Freedom.
:: 04-02-2018 ::
AN OLD LADY THREW ME THE BIRD TODAY
A tongue like Excalibur melts into mythically steeled words
and ends up tearing hearts with all its magical properties.
Then the universe collapses into a final ending with nothing
left but the, “no thing.” It continues to breath and all words
move forward as zombied penguins with many semicolons standing
whimsically awaiting the next coherent thought.
And the deep dreamer asks, “So let me get this straight Jack”
to the Police Doctor on hand. “You want me to take my pencil
and right every wrong for those patients in the mechanical
ward of broken minds?” Just then a portal opens at the foot
of the deep dreamer’s mouth and the little blue clothed
munchkins drag him out of the ward and into a bread truck
and say, “You’re coming with us to settle a bet.”
The bread smells a wonderful Jesus-like body but there’s
no blood-wine to go with the screams.
:: 03-10-2018 ::
ENTROPY ii
My feet
dangling by the mind’s edge
such splendor and sadness
as the tears of my madness
break away from a night’s
prosperity
And sink
within the cave bone
of millions who have lost
their souls and minds
A severity hotter than
the boiling sun
is this place where
there is no love
:: 02-11-2018 ::
A ZERO MARK
THE home a zero mark
laughs and cries
between thoughts
so i held a line
surviving to meet you
Time pasts as pawns
across a board of blood
to meet you
And how people grow up
i am surprised so much
That you do not need me
As a storm grew within
your crystal eyes
And a bed of nails —
waiting without you.
All without you.
i see through a storm
wanting and waiting
for more all without you
— if i can live without
you i cannot love
all without you oh oh
no one lives __
Oh ah oh oh ah oh
oh ah oooh all with out you
living without you
i give my angel my trust
i give my life to all
i give my love to you
And you take it all away
And you take it with you
And you take me with you
All unto the snow and ice
All unto the world of cold
All unto the underneath
of the greatest warmth
and all my world’s pain
twisting as a thorn
within my side.
:: 091-23-2018 ::
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