Category Archives: #words

A MOMENT OF SELF-AWARENESS

To which THAT one awakens: it is not just the “me”
but the flesh that covers my modesty / we call
it humanity | as though each flesh of island
requires labels to offset such nonsense
as separatedness!

Being born is a moment; first steps then
tears and fears ensue /burst of self awareness
and as you knew: life is not short and you can
truly fly if you do not forbid something
indescribably precious for, “which no one ought
to see …”
i say life is not weird
but the human condition
the ribbon of perception told billions
of times within the lie of separatedness.
If i am alone then 7 billion too —
silliness! One is all and all is One
and all other perceptions shadows dancing
upon the walls!

:: 01-16-2016 ::


THE NASH EQUILIBRIUM

AND when the synthetics
can blink when thinking
and when all human regrets
amount to zero sum:
the last coherent
thought transforms into
THE NEW CREATION
(which not of god)
something quite and
tenderly interesting!
like the Nash Equilibrium
Strategy.

:: 01-14-2017 ::


ON MY FINEST DAY

ON my finest day i learned how much you hate
ME
bruises with punch
orange pieces float
inside a sick heart
WHAT I ALWAYS KNEW
And you hit me upon my
head and broke my Soul
So i’m so drained
A meal-stone around my head while the crows
speak in empty fields:
“What the hell are you trying to say?”
Is it that time to make
myself clear? i love you
and myself but what should i do?
So i love blue and reds tied upon the rails
of a fiery track watching
the light grow: i won’t complain.

i have lived myself to the fullest!

:: 01-11-2017 ::


SO KILL ME

SO             kill  me.               HATE        ME.

say how much                 you love me
BEE cause i’m weak.

HATE me
and so you waste me
and my name // SO YOU
are the only One
are the only whore
who hates me \\

so don’t kiss me
or rave how you love
to hate me or love me
cause we’re dead.
And hell is full
and busy with lost
thoughts of the dying!

So   r  ape     m e.

:: 01-11-2017 ::


ARCHAEOLOGICAL STELLAR FOOTPRINTS

AND like(drain my blood) are
fiery flames and what
do i GET for my own pain?
A PIECE OF the GAME?
EVEN IF I KNOW
THIS LIFE’S SO COLD
So the devil roams inside
fashionable shoes //
no one can Fake It \\
and what ARE YOU?
WHAT DO YOU GOT?
do you feel insane?
like butterflies
with broken wings?
So, I am just living
so, despite all rage
)all the little
tears and torn tissue
of my heart: i am still
living and so tired.
THIS IS THE YEAR
OF THE ROOSTER!

:: 01-05-2017 ::


WHEN THE THROAT REACHES LULLAlullBY

So many years so many centuries

love allowed me to fade so close

and when you say and when you do

it all comes down

to find out what you mean

and all this time

…and you and HIM //shame//

as He-in-her (and i hate comprise

when it concerns my own heart

and so many so many

little things both so hopped

ended) paintful

So, could have been so small

but died in weak arms (wishing/

it was you)   FRONT: SCRATCHING

away from you

“?” SUCH A LITTLE

THING TO KILL — guilt.  Boss,

it might have been me if the seasons

let (however) us ~ teased.

Walk quietly at midnight

sides: KILLED AND SIDELINED

(She fell with her mouth opened

and these thoughts may be

Memories not yet happened ~ but

they still kill me every inch

Of my Down. Honestly

AND now who goes (WEAK MINDS

Or PASSIONATE “I AM EVERYWHERE

And just wanna be myself;

So you say you want to

Love me and die some.  I am upon

A fish hook and love:  i kissed

every monster and evil

Spirit AND I am with EVERYONE

…i am everywhere with Love

Now who leaves (PAIN+BANG (IGNORANCE?

And a drink for the HORROR i am within!)

:: 01-05-2016 ::


TO USE ONE’S PAIN

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WHEN COMPARED BY FEARS

 

 

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Eternity. Mysteries & You!

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LITTLE giants walk LIKE smallest little creatures

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