Tag Archives: #life

I PREFER PAIN TO DEATH

I prefer pain to death
even in deep regret
Over frozen feelings
that flee summer’s breath
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WHEN DAYS BECOME MEMORIES

WHEN days become memories
and shadows feel no more
Stand beside me my love
and tell me of sweet tomorrows

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WITHOUT HER TRIPTYCH

A LINGERING indecision laid bare…
and morning sighed with me beside
an internal debate flees — asylum
With turmoil between fret and fear

So I decide…

A narrow splinter jiggles in the mind
Like how someone treated me – a wreck;
Love, like us, a barren and somber alter
Without her triptych

And questions remain…
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THE UNIVERSAL LIBRARY

I dreamed a dream more real than reality
and found myself in a universal library
towers of shelves and gossamer in the air

The binding of a book stories above
caught my eye and I begged to see
a ball of light provided safe flight

Together we ascended the storied columns
ages untold past my path too many to know
and at last I was eye to eye with this book

I asked the light if this was the book
to know and read to know it all
She said to read one was to read them all

So I read from front to back and in between
the mysteries of the universe unraveled
and I knew the story of the One and All

With this knowledge I can make wrong right
and cast away the blight of all human ill
the light said no, you will not remember

Still, I begged, a morsel of truth be taken
to my world to better society and cure ill
the light said each path must work the till

I woke this night with a startle and saw
the Book from this vision and begged to see
but the pages were all blank before me
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STEEL AND GRAY

When you took off your cloths…
my heart bloomed like flowers
Your eyes like petals unfolded
South whispers quaintly
to the violin in my heart
Crescendo cuts my veins

So we lay down
the last time
Legs entwined and heat
so searing
My smile a portal
to the pouring rain

Steel and gray
You never betray me
Steel and gray
Your rain burns through me

Oh aged scrapbook so yellow
frayed edges still cut deep
Acidic ink bleeds through me
And there you were – smiling
in the photo of us
by the bay

The grim reaper hid
beneath the waves

Still tragedy beneath
veneer beats
bicuspids grind —
my soul flatly
Canine waves pierced
my lover apart

Still a tragedy
after all these years
Barely dry blood
oh enormous feelings
I’m crying in the
rain of steel and gray

Steel and gray
You never betray me
Steel and gray
Your waves burns through me
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FLATLAND (SUBSTRATE LIFE)

Substrate life
peel me off
two dimensional
flat as death

Shadows know
Flat gray cold
Creeping thin
Seeping soil

Entwined mesh
Worm life – life
Photon scare
Haphazard beware

Women – line segment
Polygonal men
Perfection in circle
Monarches laughing

Spaceland so laughable
Feed me knowledge —
but not nonsense!
Monarchs beware

Those awakened — scare
Third dimension – beware!
Imprison or kill…
Protect – status quo
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A STOLEN MOMENT

A STOLEN moment
from god tears my
soul asunder

Reveling folly between
the epic battles
we cherish

Love, pain,
death and birth
that colors humanity

The fire
and destruction
shape our destiny

Flesh and blood
the currency of
this world

An unseen audience
watches from the
hidden dimensions…

We are
the grand theater
for all angelic creatures!

They marvel at our
strength to struggle
in bodily form

The isolation is
unbearable and manifests
in disease

We, the true Kings
and Queens
teach the heavens…

We teach what is compassion
and true evil
in broad strokes

And save the God-head
from Eternal oblivion

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LITTLE DOVE

LITTLE dove who loves the skies above
beneath your wings I bring your knees
We smother each other in bed for days

Satin white betrays the deed of love
Compassion demands the brute in me
I take and you give — we share in need

Human nature constricts the deed
in words and concepts it describes
and takes away the element of nature

We lock our eyes on each others soul —
smell, touch, sweat, and deep desire
and release the spark that makes us
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MEASURE OF A MAN

The measure of a man — not in his salary
In fact his currency is determined in fortitude…
pain and diversity being the true benchmark of maturity

The bedrock of conviction in his determination of decision
disallows the change of course by those who shout and defer
He is the oak tree that stands after torrential rains and wind

The measure of a man — not in height or fashionable wear
His walk tells the tale in sure stride and measured steps
Each footfall a thunderous testimony of his path in life

To those that know him praise the undying conviction of life
represented by his acts of compassion for love of family
God is his anchor and his ship sails the vast ocean of ‘Now’

The measure of a man — not in his house nor his title
but the little ones that gather at his feet at day’s end
and a loving woman that understands she is his reason to live
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CONFESSIONS

So many
confessions…
Unrelated obsessions