An Afternoon upon a pained wooden foot
walking to my home inside a monster
who hurts hearts / a child grown \
who waits for me there like a storm
i went into the front door
he sent me to a place i never knew
the skies were bleeding blood
~~ she left me alone to deal with
our youngest child | i forgot how
love felt when i became devoured
I now wander alone.
In your eyes do you see love?
I honestly believe you died years
ago inside your own storm and
never asked for help from me.
Crushed me. With things you did.
Not what I did to you. Watching
me die and how you must have smiled.
Hating your choices but never mine.
But I still breath.
:: 07.11.2022 ::