Monthly Archives: September 2022

Angels Weep

I feared a thing untold unseen! That thing I feared within my mind!
A thing too, seen? Split by half in such unknowns AS I strove to know
what i must. Unraveled too which spilled upon the floor!

Imperfect thoughts rolled from higher ground to low!

Then reality’s curtain fell; my needle tried to stitch the past
when love was good! But life ran beyond the needle and instead stitched time
within my soul! I, cry. Oh crave to mind my own peace but thoughts
came into my mind.

Oh father! Toward my hands I give you my Spirit! Oh Father! forgive me.
i am a flesh creation weeping for the last time. So fractured in suicide.
Queen! dead! King of Life. Jesus embrace us and all our dirty skin
please forgive us for our transgressions.
Father! Mother! weakness Evil!

Fire! Birth! Life! Into my heart you have burned and taken love from my spirit
while i weep for those weaker who never knew ~~~ imperfect thoughts
And quietly heaven’s angels wept. As all creation.

Dying is righteous. If we leave flesh and blood.

:: 09.09.2022 ::


Give Love to All

Hush now and close your eyes
how i know you wish for life
how i hope you agree with me

now young heart so flower-like
tender fields of wished dreams
how i wish you dreamed as me

that clouds are pillows
oceans tears of joy
mountains like resolve

rest in peace
and remember what you said
“just give love to all.”

It’s what you showed me.

Just give love to all.

:: 09.09.2022 ::


Continued Existence

Tell me not, in mournful numbers,__
what sentient life is
But tell me love is enjoyable
For untold dead dream
and us, the living wish
to know

That goal is not death within
a grave but that flesh and bone
to leave us alone

Ascending towers with enjoyment
and never sorrow
to dust we leave behind legacies

and act, that each to-morrow
__find us farther away
from this dreadful Dream we
call ‘life.’

That continued existence.

:: 09.08.2022 ::


M E D U S A

Left life   ?  then again
in a shadow i dreamed
 i touched your hair
         Inside a castle
Once a knight i dreamed
   then cancelled all flight
staying here for you statue
  Summer dream deep inside
solid winter mud  i stayed
  listening to the creep
of time ten thousand fold
  only to dig out upon
the land ~~~ Gorgo!  Is one
name but call me Medusa :
within living venomous snakes in place
of hair.  Turn to stone turn to stone
if I have no love for you
 | you wish upon that star — why is
it you never cared?  ~~~ you turn
(in universal mind) to stone____
never tell me what to do!

:: 09.08.2022 ::


Pluto, Scorpio & 8th HOuse



HEARD the dust speak behind a whore house
full of women loving bondage men
wild cards play out with king of hearts
spade of Queen
fetus between knees

Pluto, Scorpio the 8th house.
how stupid & contagious
  dark relations
screaming hello
and karma!  Fame of life.
Talented  and sure
talent praised for a time
In a life time by generations
Kendra-Trikona! Hello oh hello.

Singing over lips
M-E-P-P-R-I-C-T is the hymn of the lord.

May all the cosmos around & behind us
answer & be answered by the whole universe
where’s our Sun?

Hum-a-p-o-o-l-a-t-c-r-i-n-e-s

:: 09072022 ::


A Walk Through the Furnace of Desert

i beg my feet.
  three steps then water.

Dreaming of a river with
silt that flows / as my
joints and bones \
become purple yellow
as the dying sun
  tasting smooth-cool
creek’s liquid with
  sweet heavy dew
which feeds God’s
heavenly garden.

My gaping mouth refuses
as my Soul is quenched
by my Lord’s tears.

:: 09.07.2022 ::


Who Weeps For Whom

The world is beautiful.

The arche of Tutis weakens
by the fire of unrelenting time!

As embers cool do not weep for us
as the world is not here
it does not sleep —
as love sheaths untold dreams
as nature’s winds blow
and sight behold miracles.

A beat of a single heart
as gentle as autumn rain
the creatures of nature awaken
with morning’s hush,
 a single voice of Light
up-flinging rush
 of departed Souls unto Heaven,
is today by transcending soft
night
   Do not weep for me
  Do not weep for us
    we are elsewhere
  and not the dust.

:: 09.07.2022 :


Within the Syntax

Here they wander as quickly as birds in a falling dream. There they shine, hale star-springs, deep seas swaggering in their deep salt dungeon, stormying purple rolling sea mountains riding adobe gray Heuchiawerd ravines to valleys sun gushing Jochnup on caps holding and garland garland pigging greeting ones’r maar Mai &’ie trooms Auark bring Thy horns into village schost command wheal do ur rose-gnam Ol &é corner The while living be merely plink, blast pleeyest!

:: 09.07.2022 ::


Ancient Desert Dunes

Lay our mines under our feet,
I’ll spread my limbs upon your street.

And you can honor my demise,
with tales of truth and other lies.

As I am the cause of delirium
case of decay
which is the end of all desires,
And forgive me Lord, as I am flawed,
to never pity those who pity me
as I suffer torments of my heart
and grow less as more I see.

As I am a fully grown mouth
which wishes to scream
a reason so absurd,
a diamond who rarely shines,
are these empty words.

:: 09.06.2022 ::


T HI S     IS b roKEN

OUCH________oh.  StOp!
Today in the crevases of an ancient tree  i met a gnome who had a baseball cap
His name was Furry Bees     And his friend had her head inside the
ground__yeah, I asked:  where am i?
Where am I?
    The forest was cool and dark  and the deer stood away.
   Elemental waters swimming       With my head inside the air
and a body gone I asked myself where am I?  My feet inside crystal
mud a bug poked his head out and said, “after there.”

Nonsense.  If I am not here then how
can I be there?  I asked myself.

“you are on your way and the only weapon
is a healthy brain against reality.”

But my head is dead I said!
And forever gone.

Now inside a something which I say is
nothing as a human someone said a something
that I did not begin to understand

“I don’t see how he can ever finish, if he doesn’t begin.”

Appropriately I must say  Alice is dead and all the cats
have run off.

:: 09.06.2022 ::