IF i meet you by a brook
of tickling throats
as the water flows
across eddies and rocks
remember me —
Tell her i smell flowers and time
without songs or hearts /partly
souls and spirit…
she may remember me as her first
true love
Tell her to make me a hat from the
growth of Love and without her sweet
eyes and smile i may be never
(see sleep beneath clouds of purple
and strengthen me)
be alive. Tell her to make me a
an abode for our love and we shall
sing and sleep and eat and drink
the raging waters from the biggest
clouds.

:: 08.09.2020 ::

thank you. i said i was tired. but someone said< 'tell us" what
it is like to be locked away for so long. i drew a picture
and made a song: trap. I had a wish that you could taste
my tears and understand. so, wait. your understanding and
feelings are not mine. I die.
bringing seasons for a few years
with snow flakes and angel's hair you sensed it
:: another accurate weather mood :: so you forget
my heart and priceless feelings. So, yeah, so yea,
weather advice. i wept many rains that froze
upon your eye lashes ; and shall forgive you ||
it's a deep debt you need to pay for Life.

:: 08.03.2020 ::

EARTH screaming
screaming all day
all weeks all months
and years –eons
Soul into meat —
oooooooh! shorter
so now shine oh yea
way down inside Life
became Man and Woman
we receive all the
gifts as dealers >
so forget the goodtimes
and pick up your knees
for the flooding bleed
We are the Horror
we are the mirror
we are the sacrificed
spirits of a ghost world.

:: 07.26.2020 ::

oh love so sad         oh hey i said
so lovely              \i get so lost
sometimes:          /squeezing tears
by the space  you are within — it hurts
no noise no pride .within your eyes.
   i see a doorway  by a thousand churches
 and the heat; to touch the heat of your eyes…
   Oh love  i can cry oceans and tiny rivers
   regretting so much wasted
 and time keeps slipping away
: within all my instincts and
that grand master planner —
without my pride i reach out
from within side : in your eyes
within my heart –> the light
and doorway i reach you.

:: 07.25.2020 ::