Monthly Archives: September 2015

VOCAL ELECTROCUTION (THIS POEM is necessary)

i walk electric steps          speaking vocal electrocution
i bleed tiny snap’o fire
micro NSA chips
and falling fire-feet
of my “I never dreamed:
I never dreamed Oh never dreamed
I would ever meet someone like you
and time moves AND how life
moves away how it moves away
not that anything is really here
and I walk electric steps
whispering my energy;
vocal electrocution
the greyness of life is love
perhaps like a smile in sky
and your smile SO like a child
and her soul: plays a wicked
game to do to dream love and
innocence is alive and how
i love ~~~~how i want to fall
and how i want to believe in
to believe in you

:: 09222015 ::


NEVER BELIEVE IN DEATH

I knew you in my melted golden fields
(so give me your hands upon my face)
I knew you in my fields of youthful bliss
i crumbled in tears too
i stood tall then fell eagerly
to remember how i helped you to escape
but you left me in ashes // together\\
i knew you in my melted golden dreams
(so give me your heart upon my soul)
I knew you in my eyes of sightless hope!
i drowned so far away from you Oh!
I knew you i knew you!
i knew you and so i cried remembering
how death touched our love –~ A flower
within a thing of thorns that never says
how, “i knew you in my melted golden fields”
(if this life is not worth living i give
it to God if the devil doesn’t catch it)
and don’t cry sweet lover — it’s never
the end of our smiles and happy times
and the fire eats everything good
but that’s no way to live — living i say
i have so good the memories of you
baby you gave me a life i never knew
and i knew you within my melted golden fields
so give me your hands upon my face baby

:: 09222015 ::


A SURFACE OF LAND AND SUN

i BIG, the people beg the people
slaying this world
it doesn’t need an operation
we got mouth and got heart
and a sutured doctor in health plans
b l e e d i n g       small
we have thoughts, we rattle run
and shadow soldiers don’t kill
the strange –> it is us       it is us
running through gutters surviving
within a world of queens and kings
running along with sewer rats
wishing we one day we find a surface
of land and sun — i beg the people
, big people slay these motherfuckers
who have no mind and no soul
and give me another bullet cause i
see one running straight for me!
Politicians, religious demons, wall-
street fags eating everything we
built upon our knees and i’m all
so alone i can’t forgive my maker
so alone i can’t forgive my seeker
i’m so sadly me
i’m so sadly me

:: 09222015 ::


I MET THE DEVIL TODAY

I MET the devil wearing a sun-dress this day in May she winked at me in a most persuasive way
and asked if I had change for thirty pieces of silver

being poor I only had my soul to offer this day

We strolled across the river of Life. I almost fell in.
Nimble and fast, she caught my heartstrings and said:
“Never do that again” — and my heart caught fire &
my eyes bled

i beg to be devoured by pleasure than wracked by life today

She loves me as the Libra that I am so romantic in my ways
i grab onto the drops of her tears, so swept away this sinful day: the giver
who never expects a gift in return –if only for love.

when doves die do they fly north or south – remain in place I say
Within my body a magnetic heart — attracts and burns some souls and crows
sing the song forgotten for so long as we dance for days twilight burns pavement
and heals unborn promises this way

ice cries and fire smiles all the while we wept as humans in life

I met the devil today and she was wearing the mask I lost in childhood.
Asking not what I could do for her — she gave a love unmatched burning fields of daisies
as we walked thru the countryside by side and the rains came — the skies moaned and asked for flesh and bone today.

–//–


TWIRLING EMOTION-LOVE PETALS

if i may not ever know you
if you say no,   i say, “i always
loved you.”
and you may doubt it,
especially with stars  so above you.
And if i only knew (god, if you say you
should leave me) this world shows
me everything       i need cry for
i never need doubt, it rumbles about

like a loose  heart and i should make
you so sure about it
if you should see a tiny petal in the air
catch it will you?
you seemed to doubt it
(but if you should ever leave me)
but i’ll make you so sure
about it and if i only knew,
God, if you say you should
leave me this world shows
to me everything i need
to cry about and how beautiful
is life and pleasure and pain!
and how much i love you

:: 09222015 ::


I SAY KISS ME YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL

WE have seen with hands
and heard with hearts
and have kissed insanity.

That corrupt sound of
being trapped within the
belly of this horrible machine.

And your tears have given me
a message of surrender
and within such desolation…

I offer you my flower-heart
in this dark night, the moon
and earth abides within
the soul of infinite love.

:: 09212015 ::


IF THOUGHTS WERE WORDS

IF thoughts were words
that never choose
a human tongue
IF difference a dance
that ceased in ruse
of will and thought
the world a place
for love and hearts
that never abuse

:: 09212015 ::


ATCHAFALAYA BAY

LOST boy who wears my shoes
did you beat the devil?
did you win a few mo’ days
walking the bayou
hey voodoo lover !
and the rising sun say
where you gonna go too?
“i see a land so solid,
full of love like you”
oh please no, says me,
gotta stay away from golden
love; cursed boy
whom i never hated but loved
and i should’a should’a
shot the vampire and the
victim of it’s prey
–so love you son
but not the sunken sun
you rise up toward
the bayou ATCHAFALAYA Bay
oh yeah oh my the women
so pretty and waiting

:: 09202015 ::


LIFE’S A COMING ROUND

SAY, say, did you hear
my life coming around
round’this empty life?
yeah, walking people saying
she had her time a’coming
yeah and like she loves
loving how the many people
waiting for their train
and it’s a’coming round
moving forward like busy
butterflies a lonesome
busy job and she she says
‘you got tears so solid
hurt my heart sweet man’
i walk away spreading life
and say say did you hear
my life coming around?
round’ this empty life?
like her love a’time coming
yeah waiting for the train
of life yeah!

:: ;09202015 ::


SHARE ME WITH POETRY

MY poetess who is no smile
the bitterness covering anguish
of no profession wishing romance
and adventure whose lips
and heart forms sighs and cries
I am the lunatic ,.a lover,the
original poet who
\EMPTIED GOD/ intoxicated mind
THAT FORMED SIGHS
and DREAMS over them
–>the beautiful music until love
brought me down and i say ‘can i change
, run with the seasons?’
and i am afraid because i built
my heart around you and i
say,”i am a poet with no smile,
the bitterness whom i built my
heart around you and i’m getting
older too’ wishing romance and
adventure wishing you saw me
\for what i am but time is ending/
/and sunrises are bold by the
knowledge sunsets are the strongest
changes that hearts build their love
‘//oh uh huh…i climbed my heart
falling, sliding down knowing
love…uh oh huh…

:: 09202015 ::