Monthly Archives: August 2020

WONDERING HEART

WONDERING HEART
\
don’t ask me:
i wondered long fields
lovingly wondering your
heart –> don’t tell me
how you hate me | i was
standing apart to deny
it –} if we could live
for ever -=-> if we hurt
each other; i told you
we all have spirits but
only a few have Souls:
i was there/
standing …
you were there — to watch
how love tears apart
imaginary lust.

:: 08..19.2020 ::


1980S MALL ORGAN MUSIC 

WE shared sunshine and laughter beneath an umbrella with cocktails and
absences of cloths –you had a glint within your eyes: remembering ancient
memories from ‘ago.’  I touched your skin (forearm)and you awoke.  Toes deep
in sand//Explaining how you do this from time-to-time.\  you asked for another
Manhattan i retrieved it for you.
   you drunk bitch.
:: 08.19.2020 ::


BORN UPON A RAFT

i WAS born upon a raft; castaway upon the sea
many a year ago my birth upon the briny deep
And i know vast waters
all points across an oceanic reality
But once i dreamed i was born
— be upon a land where all i see
::disharmony
all points across vast humanity
where fear and pain delivered a daily dose
now realize birth-induced reality
is far better than human insanity

::01/07/2014::
::REV: 08192020 ::


TEXTURED SUN

skies so blue
scars so dull
life’s wild
love so cold

textured sun
within my mind-
shield:

every time a
big lost
fight to the
end — takes
both my hands

frown
forgiven
smiles
bring the
sun.

:: 08.19.2020 ::


PERFUME OF HATE & LOVE

before I was a boundary of Life
i was an embryo so you can completely
kill me when you want  like the body
upon which you learned to write
(aside from ancient angels) people
hidden or appear illuminated
by forests of appearance —
immediate lights?
a dream appeared at will.
So senseless  — a perfect example
of words!   aaaaaaaaahhhhh!  
The media fears to feed him —
smells like sperm of secrets —
the sea stops within the palms
of your eyes —– aaaaaaaaaah!
  breath.  Please.  To laugh.
Believe.  aaaaagh.  with hospitality
they blindfold your look.

:: 08.16.2020 ::


YOUR HIPS ACROSS MY SHOULDERS

PLACE your h ips across my s h o u l d ers
PLEASE.

i have s o me thing to say —>
hehehehehe
to your pussy brain :

i said, seriously.

I wan to know you
YOU.

Your dreams
your Fears
what Loves you’ve had
within this Life.

so place your hips across my
shoulders please.

Because, well.
I have something to say to you.

:: 08.15.2020 ::


TERROR SPREADS

EASY was media     until words became
digital (you love . yourself now) Oh,
humanity i swear i learned how to not
Love Myself (the location of all enemies
upon a plane) m y l o v e  died, flower
too and my lip dried — what should
we do?  flaccid penis and dry
vagina?  from head to toe we
think — i won’t complain:  the
famous steel within the condensations
receive gratification always — WITHIN
MY BODY of glass — I grew with love
from you (a lot of bad blood) bad news
OCTOPUS
she before 100
-better than everyone.
   I am on a level plane; no complaint.

:: 08.15.2020 ::


PAINT JAR

i INHALED a summer bug
down my dry throat
— so lovely its okay \
so happy because i died /
and reborned years ago
within a paint jar —
Firefly heart; hot night
booked for years & every
day i was scared; lit my
candles until I found God.

:: 08.15.2020 ::


HER LIPS LIKE A HERO

\
Running through fields
of nightmares
catching bites
of falling sun
how golden and round
are your lips
like two heroes they
save me from drowning
this One takes my hands
saves my Life.

:: 08.15.2020 ::


FLASH OF MYTHS

i was not alive with varying shades of my love through veins like blood; as a new born with every step i find myself many steps behind and all dusty ancient words and spilled crystal tears:
FLASH OF MYTHS
producer of anguish & bitten plump lips of sorrow
or am i mad for realizing the
FLASH OF MYTHS
hangs the ?- mark of mortal fleshy-brain-minds.
Eternity has no need for you to hurry my Love. Enjoy your days!

:: 08.13.2020 ::