Daily Archives: June 12, 2015

YOU HAVE A FRIEND: if you want

I     PRAISED GOD —     \  AND THE DEVIL!
SAID IT HAS more so i dropped the devil [
and all the people say  and so MUCH more
yeah ya yeah yeah ha…!  (listen(‘God
has so many many names and I AM
ONE who has read the book of LIFE
in the Bo0k  of AKASHICK Re0ords
–< PRAISE GOD and I should droP
THE DEVIL too his knees
and I forget the frenzy and and I
love my brothers and my sisters
and love my brothers and sisters
I praise GOD

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THE FISHERMAN IS A MURDER

==a throat        >caught in
:::=> hooks         and all the night
was a simple violent
lie like a date!  Who knows?  I have
my bug out bag   and I hate evil hearts
“And I love how you said, ‘you’re my
little violent sky’ and I gave him one
dream  with a word and prayed he’ll go
away'” : if we get  if we get what we want
then everything is like all angry shouting people
of all colors!  No  imagination of what IS
LOVE?  We get what we want
and I cried from the start
how this ends!  Go and
tell the spirits how they
should ache and die and
and I hate you bitch!
you take everything!

:: 06-11-2015


ACADEMIC HALLS OF HELL FIRE

WHO hates me?  scholars?
sisters?  Brothers?
Mother? Father?
I write the words
of my heart and expect no return!
I write the pain and pleasure
and never stop! I was a child
and then I grew up!  And now an
adult of dead children — not
me but you!!!  And who are you?
With your foundation of preconceived
poetry and I’m so sad to say
a meat puppet of academic
halls and you can tear down the
diploma of your years learning –>
try to make something NEW ON YOUR OWN:
and  then I’ll notice Y O U
—->>i PRAISE change AND FEAR
no-thing within institutions
and I’m living FREE –? ARE YOU!?

:: 06-11-2015


ACADEMIC HALLS OF HELL FIRE

WHO hates me?  scholars?           sisters?  Brothers?
Mother? Father?               I write the words
of my heart and expect no return!
I write the pain and pleasure and never stop!

I was a child     and then I grew up!  And now an
ADULT OF DEAD CHILDREN           — not
me but you!!!  And who are you?
With your foundation of preconceived
poetry and I’m so sad to say!   A MEAT puppet of academic
halls and you can tear down the
diploma of your years learning –>
try to make something NEW ON YOUR OWN:
and  then I’ll notice Y O U
—->>i PRAISE change AND FEAR
no-thing within institutions
and I’m living FREE –? ARE YOU!?

:: 06-11-2015


ACADEMIC HALLS OF HELL FIRE

WHO hates me?  scholars?
Sisters?  Brothers?
Mother? Father?
I write the words  of my heart and expect
no return!
I write the pain and pleasure
and never stop! I was a child
and then I grew up!  And now an
adult of dead children — not
me but you!!!  And who are you?
With your foundation of preconceived
poetry and I’m so sad to say
a meat puppet of academic
halls and you can tear down the
diploma of your years learning –>
try to make something NEW ON YOUR OWN:
and  then I’ll notice Y O U
—->>i PRAISE change AND FEAR
no-thing within institutions
and I’m living FREE –? ARE YOU!?

:: 06-11-2015 ::


I HATE OH MY HATE LIFE

I see your smile in the tears
I see your lips  in my mind
I touch my soul  in my mind
so you say you’ll always be
until the end of time
AND I caught the devil
and brought IT to it’s
knees and saw you and wept
when you left with him
and so strange how we
feel when we’re broken
so strange how we thing
when the morning comes
all will be so better
Only if your angel
loves you ; only if
you are worthy and I
praise GOD!

:: 06-11-2015 ::


THE WORLD’S BLOOD POURS IN VAST AMOUNTS OF TEARS

TO see you >like eating  paper-cut bleeding memories< secret
luminous whose soul and smile
imperviously kisses all my          timeless soul!
a silver Snail!(         here, inventing
stares like U!     ) Prince of sensitivity
a SPIRIT INK dripping    of so fascinating con-
VERSATION by vagina          I offer to bow so low
like scholars, in dusty halls of academic anemic fell
so weak after tasting the  fruit of your garden of
Eden!  Oh words be sick as I am sick –>a royal worried
for my soul:  which at best    is bestly a talent for
only poetry.
And I wish I had more chances more opportunity to chase the
heat of the sun; spliced, I’m half of what I was born
FREAK!  And the world’s blood POURS in vast amounts of tears
across the valley of missed opportunity like high school
GEEK!  FREAK!  HEAD!  no one__.

:: 06-11-2015 ::


WISH TO BE

WHERE ALL  m i n d s
meet when resting
is where I wish to be!

Perchance   b e neath
a blooming peach tree?

upon the cusp of the lips
of   a smiling clown    or
Y E T
\–/ within the bosom of my
u  n  k  n  o  w   n
lover )0)0) is WHERE I WISH
t o       be!
I   love my   ;;–> better
than you!

:: 06-09-2015 :: rev 1.1


LITTLE BEAUTY CALLED LIFE

I AM flesh
-lessly human and
full of busy   days emotion
I am   s tran gley less
tha n most
The soul of Antiquity that
forswears bedecked beauty!
–I AM everything I’ve met
and curse not
the things that
vex me — I love myself
so much better than you
What can I do?

:: 06-09-2015 :: rev1.1


LIKE SHADOWS UPON /\/\ HILLS

AND I wandered down
the fair-lane of silent notes
and purple dust of twilight nights
and your love always reminds me
of my soul and all the notes of reminding me
<we are a part of wonder;/> love is now
the the memories of years
so gone by;  down the lanes
and I see love is not the stardust
of forgetting hearts and love is now
the stardust of the music of our hearts
Gentle gentle night I forgave all the dreams
like fireflies like the gentleness of my soul
and the shadows of my chills
and the stains upon my satin hills
upon the pillow I sleep
I know you never listened
you did not know how
Love my dreamy swirling heart
I see you changing hue and of amber gray
upon the day and upon the fields
I stroke as an artist upon a white canvas
to understand what you tried to say to me
and how you suffered for all your pain
and no one listened but me
So will you listen now?  They
could not love you and still your love was true
upon  this stormy night     you took my hand
I say I was always here for you

:: 06-10-2015 ::